I signed up for an extra quest tis yr,, i agreed to decorate a christmas tree someone at my work wanted to donate but didnt wanna decorate Im gonna make a bunch of natural decor cause i work in nat res.

The heart says b/p but the wallet says low res 😔

Just finished b/p and now all i wanna do is eat 😃 Is this a sick joke??? Im so hungry 😭 Like ffs I started my fast timer and it would make NO SENSE to eat after i just pvrged for 10 minutes like????? Hate my life rn

The worst part is i had a brain that worked I remember not understanding suicidal ideation, i remember thinking everything would work out , i kept watching disaster after disaster I was 16 and sleeping 13-17hours a day I didnt have DEPRESSION i was being actively traumatized no one warned me

Black Friday would be so fun if I was manic but alas. All I'm thinking while I look at shirts is "I'd look bad in this" "my boobs are too small" etc

Crazy thing to read,, Dissociating habitually can become involuntary and thats what leads to derealization I feel like im reading a pro-smoking ad

"im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* 🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄

These fucking corporate demons have captured my attention,, i dont have accounts anymore but i still get stuck scrolling front pages For what?? BS! I want my time back, i want to read old books and make cool things Corporations r a fucking tumor on the internet like everything else

i feel like i spend so much time pretending to be someone less crazy than i actually am

Everything was good yesterday, no drama mostly My family is changing people r gone and new people r here I dont want it to change so fast

nobody look at me after i get on that damn weight scale fr

Locked in today,, another month b4 i have the next holiday so the tight deadline is a good reminder for my diet

everyone is running deals and i am beyond broke fr

Been so exhausted lately, haven’t had the energy to do anything not even things i enjoy doing

Yesterday I had lunch and dinner and skipped breakfast The day before i did a 27hr fast and OMAD Today I'm going to low res at 400-550 ,, but i will have to scheme I just want to sleep im so tired

you gotta do what you gotta do to survive

I have never lost a lb from purging but i get ugly acne out of it ☠️ Mia lies

I need thinsp0 compilations from tiktok but i cannot touch that godforsaken app Dying for some wintergirls-esque thinpsii edits for the vibe I miss 2000s era ana/mia blogs they were so p3ak

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An empty morning is a good morning

Baby update// little man is coming along well

Me this december Thank u 600 cal a day

i don't wanna

my silly ass refuses to count anything but cvtt1ng as šh therefore im still clean 😋👍

I rlly want to lose more weight, but im genuinely kinda scared cause I have 0 strength already, it makes me feel like im in danger, like if anyone was to attack/hurt me then I couldnt defend myself or fight back :/

how do i explain to everyone i disassociated two days away and forgot text messages and calls and people were a real thing im never beating the "you don't even care" allegations

pondering my orb

Omg i am actually losing weight this time 😭 i cant wait to b pretty all anyone has ever told me is how much prettier id be if i wasnt fat I wnt it gone so bad

thinpso thread of xhs/rednote 🧧 🏷️: #lemonwatersky #edbsky #caterpillarsky #anasky #ventsky #lowres #highres #ednos

Sometimes I can feel the memory of sobbing after my heart broke Its still heavy in my chest , im scared that if i get too sad ill fall all the way back down to the bottom of the well Im so afraid of being tired

My life is harder often bc i feel like i need to punish myself all the time on top of everything ive been forced through I dont want to be caught unprepared again in hell

not eating bc ur nauseated 🔄 nauseated bc u haven’t eaten

그건 거인들이 걸을 때 나는 소리야 근데 그게 나한테서도 나 왜냐면 나는 거대하거든

Ive lost 7lbs since my appt. 3-4 were no doubt bloat water weight from my period Im going for a 500 cal day, ideally OMAD so intermittent fast Yesterday I had a proper lunch and dinner for the first time all week so i feel ready to lock back in

This is the funniest shit i have seen all year

Why do our oppressors have to be so fucking embarrassing

New tank for the snake today! He is ascending into a 40 gallon ,, a front facing door <3 i am so excited for him

Heroin ruined my life and i've never even touched a needle

im in an emotionally abusive relationship with my government

Whoops i think the weed is making me sleepy

Sitting in an office planning a garden while my gov leader called for people 2be put 2 death over tellings others to follow the law first It is how i imagined it, ive read about political dstabilization a lot of women sell baked goods on the black market I will be designing a farmers market booth

I feel so much humiliation abt existing that im scared to even move around other ppl bc i feel like every evidence that i exist is something that can wielded to hurt me

I finally skipped dinner last night

And diligent

Holy shit, car insurance is such a scam.