im actually terrified for if reform win ngl. like labour is bad, conservative is even worse, but the actual neo nazis ??? are we fucking serious ?? did we learn nothing ??

ugh i hate being sick and in pain all the time ,, it couldn't have held off till after my exams? 🫩

my friend used to be pretty overweight, then he got addicted to ❄️, and now he is rllyyyy skinny, like sm skinnier than me, its semi-triggering. but he sent me a snap of his shoulder and omg I need to lose weight, i need to have the bones he has

ughhh I have sm i need to do, and all I want to do is look at muscly men flexing </3

I feel sicky now on top of the sore throat, if I throw up I think i might destroy my vocal cords and nvr speak again

my mum said she doesnt think im thin, i am "just on the slimmer side" .... im bmi 17.6 rn! how much more do i have to lose!!

if you haven’t heard it yet today, you matter & you are worthy of love 🫶🏼

"im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* 🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄🔄

so ive just started to read sunrise on the reaping ((soo pleaseee no spoilers)), and i am so disturbed by one single line, "I hope you do win, you have no idea what's in store for you then" ,, like actually thats gonna make me throw up

you gotta do what you gotta do to survive

wonderful news everyone, my sore throat is at the stage of coughing and gagging for some reason

"are you cathloic or prodistant? what football team do u support?" my little charater in bully:

im a little sad that today might be the last day I get to see my pretty maths lecturer teaching ,, hes so pretty and dorky, i love his glasses and the lowkey muscles under his dorky plaid shirt thats tucked into his belted chinos </3

what i look like rn vs how i want to look aparently..... idk if there is enough of a diffrence tho

I had a bit of a sore throat yesterday, but last night I woke up and it was so sore, and now its sore enough its effecting my voice 🙃

hiii guysss, sorry ive not been on today, ive been studying and tidying and showering and then getting a shopping etc etc,, dw im gonna come on soon and show you guys my usual love and support <3

ugh im always in pain, the only time Im not is when I dont eat at all, how is that fair, its like my body wants my ed to get worse

cals dont count on my wee bros bday!

I keep eating ugh, frustrating the fuck out of me

I rlly want to lose more weight, but im genuinely kinda scared cause I have 0 strength already, it makes me feel like im in danger, like if anyone was to attack/hurt me then I couldnt defend myself or fight back :/

ugh cant poop again, in sso tired of this shit (or lack there of i guess)

new lw ! im at 110.8 lbs ! that makes me bmi 17.6 !

okiii today's todo list - shower - dry - hair - sort lab stuff - sort bag - sort clothes - study maths

if anyone wants to do this together join the corddd discord.gg/hQv7MAumHv

mmm does my body know we are safe?

they need to add polls here

I actually nvr want to eat again, im just in constant pain, this isnt fair

I think we should be more upset and disturbed by the fact that every chronically ill person has at least 1 story of not being listened to, or ignored or worse, by medical professionals.

my mums trying to borrow 100 off of my for my wee brother bday, and is getting mad that all i can offer is 14 .... like idk what you want from me

update, the oero dip thing was awful, if u ever see this thing DONT WASTE YOUR MONEY

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thats literally where im at cause of the state of the nhs

update, jolly ranchers are actually rlly nice! pretty sure im gonna destroy my teeth lol

ok guys ive been so so fat the last couple of days, I need to lock tf in

im such an idiot omg, I skipped dinner, had dreams i was starving to death and my stomach was eating itself, then woke up and consumed like a million calories 💀

all the trains are cancelled, I could get the bus but its like 25-30 mins one way, and I get sick around the 30-40 min mark, and obvs still need to come back taxi is also too expensive, and to just walk the whole way is like almost 2hrs 🙃

guyss omg I just remembered smthn, when i was like 10-13 on tumblr, some ppl had made a gc on kik and I joined it too .... but ive just realised they were all adults in their 20s .... and I was max 13 .... they didnt even know omg what was wrong with me ?? why did I think i belonged there 💀

ok this might be weird and niche but theres 2 things that rlllyy stop my appetite when seeing muckbangs, 1) getting food in their beard (just wtf ew??) 2) eating while wearing lipstick (esp the glossy slimy looking one, and if it mixes with the sauces even worse)

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I just need to study so much I forget to eat, that will make me happy, that will make things better

I havent studied at all today cause I still have cramps :( I need someone to actual beat me until I get the fkn books out

hell yeah

debating taking my weight again, cause I cleared yet another celebrations box

id it could be anyone, it would be a cat with post-poop zoomies

the weein gave me American sweets her mum brought back from holiday, im kinda scared to try them cause they look very artificial, and that often hurts my stomach,, but im so tempted

65 books so far this year is kinda crazy

ok you guys have got me, im gonna do it tooo!!!

just found out who Monica lewinsky was ? wdym bill Clinton has had 2 of these scandals, and one was with a 22yo girl, and the other is with a fat old orange facist man ?? bro does not have a type