sometimes I feel very alone in how clearly I seem to be able to see the world. its like I know the truth, but its uncomfortable to most people, so I need to perform stupidity

ack such a fat little kitty, youve had your breakfast like 20 mins ago and now your begging for another.... youd eat yourself to death if we didnt literally keep your food in a high cupboard and shut the kitchen door

am I just poor or is this a little bit of an insane question to pretend like ever has had a dishwasher lol

gonna chill, read, colour in, while he does his work, and hope i dont get like fucking heat stroke

starting to think tricker spirits are actually just love island producers bcs this shit is messsyyyyyy

how it feels trying to explain to people from hot places that glasgow has a latitude similar to moscow or bornholm or even the bottom of Alaska. and we are hitting the temps in the 30s (86f). our homes are equipped similarity to those in our latitude. and we arent weak to struggle, its not safe

3 wishes but im in a chaotic-good mood wish 1 - sexual assaulters are now smooth like a barbie doll down there wish 2 - landlords are now burned when crossing a door threshold, therefore forever homeless wish 3 - overnight collective class consciousness

wtf happened to my leg, all ive done is sleep, eat, read, and play pc games

when i used to imagine my life as an adult when I was a child, I imagined traveling, living in Moscow, standing on the balcony of my flat smoking a cigarette with a black coffee, 3 cats, nights clubbing and having men when I felt like it but no relationship, top of my field,

update in the last 20 mins - cat found a spider, partner had to take it out (she'd almost killed it but didnt try to eat it yet) - she then got the zoomies and I nearly screamed outside his parents and brothers rooms (jump scare) - I came into the room and seen another even bigger spider (bigger)

cat climbed up infront of the fan, begged for pets and then cleaned her self (ensuring all winter coat fur being shed would fly directly into my face) then ran away like she suddenly realised the time and clicked every key on the keyboard u can imagine

I keep going on tiktok, idk why, its like my finger just does it, then 30 mins later I realise im on that god forsaken app the worst part is all the videos I see are actually bots, it's all spreading rw propaganda, or copy of a copy of a copy. videos are ai and comments are bots but I have no proof

if i was Roald Dahl id probably be saying, I hate the heat, I would like to die, id rather get beat, than exist in july, or politics are shite, the future is grim, cry as you might, billionaires need put in the bin

"elon has explicitly said he doesnt have cash money, its all in stocks! he couldnt even take 1% without it collapsing!" ohh noo poor elon! does he need money? should I donate to his gofundme? does he need a hot meal and a warm shower? actually get fucked, I can smell elons shit on ur nose from here

cho blàth ach tha mi ag iarraidh brot .... a bheil mi ceart go leòr??

Tomorrow is my birthday if anyone wants to send something my way!

20°C I feel better

31°C i will update incase I die, we will all know why

how is anyone outside and drinking alc in this 30° weather....

so I finished reading "Wired Differently: A psychological profile written by its subject" and honestly i have a few thoughts my first is that I think this book is probably most helpful for those who havent previously looked into personality disorders or even really thought about how diff ppl are

might not make much sense but im gonna yap anyway, I think ive overcome any fear i had of death, im ok with ending, im ok with the unknown, I no longer hold onto stories of immortality (afterlifes/reincarnation/having children/being remembered/making history) but ive not overcome the fear of life+

"29°C 71% humidity feels like 35°C thunderstorms" "england hitting record temperatures, red warning issued" "uk to pass wet bulb temperature" "the NHS is struggling" "this morning on BBC – does the current heatwave in the uk have anything to do with climate change?" I. need. mercy. killed.

i got a heatstroke so watch out guys!!! this shit isn’t fun at all!!!!

why do scotland keep making stupid mistakes?? like everytime brazil get the ball close they panic and flap about

oh also I did post a comment if anyone seen it, but I deleted it cause I replied without thinking (sleepy), then realised the account wasnt edbsky, and was possibly ragebait/ai/bot shit ,, so instead deleted and blocked lol not that I dont take criticism obs, but not at the risk of this community

but yeah hello good morning its 4am, still tired

aparently my partner was rlly worried and that why he stayed with me, he said if it had got any worst he was taking me to the hospital lol I didnt think it was that bad, I mean it was like all the main symptoms except the not being able to breathe obs (only when I seen my face and got anxious lol)

Solidarity to fellow Brits who’re melting in this weather because British homes are not built for such extremes. 🥹

I went out to help my partners mum go the garden ..... guess whos just now developed hay-fever and found out the hard way

ok so I keep thinking about this tiktok, this girl was saying she things its so disgusting all the people claiming to be scottish and going to scottlamd games are white .... and shes not seen any indigenous scots.... and in the comments someone was obvs questioning her, nd she said "everyone knows+

I dont get how i managed to visit america in 33-37°C and was fine, it was warm and stuff but it was fine but 20°C here and i cant actually breathe, the heat is literally suffocating, no im not being hyperbolic, i mean I keep trying to breathe but it feels like theres no air getting in

"Performative reading" is a psyop to maintain low literacy rates. "Analog hobbies and physical media collecting are over-consumption" are too while we're at it. Gen-Z are getting off algorithmic social media owned by nazis and are picking up a book? Quick, how can we make this seem cringe??

I ate sm pasta today im not sure my stomach will ever recover from this bloat

I xant handle this heat, I want to live in an eternal winter

lookie they added servers! (ofc i had to join this one lol)

ano his dad was coming over for father's day, but I've been sleeping this whole time. I woke up and hes not been in the room for make 20 minutes .... is his dad in (I think likely) and cant i go to the toilet (I am scared)

I might complain about him a lot but I do love him. im in pain and sicky and hes the only person ive ever met who will genuinely take care of me, and I can see the concern in his eyes. he knows how this goes, he is used to it, he even helps reconise things to ease me a little, but it doesnt make+

I actually hate the way people ask ai questions, like very little context and pushing it towards the answer they want. it makes me wonder how they use Google to... like how are you find any information ((draft 9))

I hate my body, me nd my brain against the world ((draft 8))

having a bit of a flare up :/ I think its bcs my period is due, I guess i and a good run, now for a week of constant agonising pain and wishing I was dead

if i dont make it into this exam on friday I fear my chances of suicide are increasing ((draft 7)) (I did infact make it and im fine, i passed well)

my mum seems to think im going to break a bone if I carry on with my brothers ((draft 6))

pfff scotland played such a good game bro, i cant believe they fucked up so soon and didnt equalise the whole time,, maybe playing against Brazil we will get lucky

idk if any of yous are on focustown, I just downloaded it and im thinking about trying it out if yous wanna be friends! invite code: Z6TM2C username: felix3 link - focustown.onelink.me/17uy/54ubws9...

ok ill post more drafts later i think, rn I think i wanna read a little

just seen the sabrina carpenter superbowl ad, is that a fucking cannibalism joke ?? are they fucking laughing at us ?? ((draft 5))

I want to be batman x dexter actually ((draft 4))

I want to be dexter ((draft 3))

see if i think about it, if I was some famous person and I was in the epstein files, but it genuinely was just a business thing and I had nothing to hide. id be exicted to go to court/have all the files realised. cause then it would prove my lack of involvement. ((draft 2))