It wouldn’t be a hospital appointment without a focal seizure triggered by photosensitivity. 🥲

Just realised that post of my recent posts are about the tarantulas. Sorry, not sorry. 🫤

Tarantulas are so sweet, man. Checked on Picasso and they were sat near the front of their enclosure, looking out. Took a video with flash on my phone and they started waving their legs around. I know they’re not emotionally led or recognise owners, but let me pretend for a sec. 🥹

Nothing makes me feel like I want to off myself more than PMDD

First shower after surgery. It’s gonna hit different. 😻

It feels soooo good to be back playing on my Switch. 🥹

Thanks, skyline, for letting me overshare. 🙂‍↕️

HahahaIdonthavemanyanswersanditstakenseventeenyearshahaha.

I have to have someone watching over me for at least 24 hours (post surgery protocol) and I’ve been advised against going downstairs unless I really need something. I really need a cup of tea and biscuits.

I should’ve packed my Switch. 🫠

Hahahasurgeryisthismorninghahaha.

Playing the waiting game before surgery. 💤

the newly released Epstein emails are getting coverage on Fox News 👀

Hey, skyline. Can I overshare? Menstrual discs. Game. Changer. 🙌🏼

Immediately thought of my Spanish bestie. 🍇

I don’t struggle with anxiety, I’m actually really good at it.

Hahahamysurgeryistomorrowhahaha. 🙂

Bought a new colouring book this afternoon, not realising it gives off major live, love, laugh vibes. 🫠

Last year I was suicidal; tonight I’m crying because I have too much happiness to not spill out of me. It. Gets. Better.

These heart-to-hearts with my very first, childhood best friend are healing me right now. To have been out of contact for almost twenty years, up until a couple of years ago, to sending each other voice notes and reminiscing. 🥹💓

What’s it called when I’m 95% certain I’m over my aracnophobic, but still jump when my tarantulas move quickly?

Checked on my juvie tarantula and they were grooming themselves. 🥹

Rewatching Motherland before S4 comes out next month. 🥳

My sling G. Pulchra (favourite T species) has darkened so much since their last molt. I’m in love. 😍

Philomena Cunk is the best character Diane Morgan has ever played. 😂

Fibro flares fucking SUCK.

Gotta stop crushing on my mum’s friends. 😵‍💫

I miss having the confidence and energy(!) to write. 🥲

It’s boiling in October because you’re using ChatGPT to write your emails, Janice.

I’m going to focus my attention on writing a short, seasonal story in hopes of getting over whatever writing funk I’m in. Just gotta decide whether it should be fanfiction or original material. 🤨

The hardest part of my morning routine is not crawling back into bed. #relatableart #morningstruggles #sleepycoffee #funnyillustration #mondaymood #tiredgirlsociety #fblifestyle

Hahahah FUCK. 🥲

Chronic illnesses are difficult enough to navigate without high pain, low energy days. 💤

Watching the first episode of Monster: The Ed Gein Story. Should I quit while I’m ahead? I’ve seen lots of people saying it’s sick.

I have the sweetest pup. 🥹

It’s October which means that I can finally say… I have surgery this month. 🗣️

Getting ready for bed and decided to check on my Pet Rocks™️ (the tarantulas). I was noooot expecting to find Pumpkin freshly moulted, and Parker flipped, going through their moult. 🥹😍

Bought flowers for my cashier in the shop and she almost cried. 🥹

Disabled people aren’t “less than”. It’s not a moral failing. Most people will experience disability at some point. It’s a minority group you can join at any time. We need more accessibility, inclusion, accommodation and compassion. There’s no social justice without disability justice.

EEG wiring removed. Hot shower and new pyjamas pending. 😍

The air is chilly, I’m making fruit crumbles, and my kitchen smells of apples and cinnamon… I think it’s time to rewatch Gilmore Girls. 🍂

There’s something about wholesome interactions with strangers—sharing smiles, compliments—that feels like pure magic. ✨

The smallest things make my day. Passed a female bus driver and both times we looked at each other, we were both beaming. 🥹

I guess this book won’t plan itself. 🤓

Happy birthday to perhaps my favourite character I’ve written to date. 🥳

Question to anybody who has undergone general anaesthetic — how would you describe the feeling to somebody who hasn’t, but soon will? Spoiler: it’s me, hi.

I’m recovering from disordered eating by taking notice of things like protein, but my goodness, if there was ever an excuse to eat ice cream, now is that time. These cramps are brutal. 😭

Nothing better than blasting Taylor Swift through your headphones at an ungodly volume. 👌🏼

Self harm urges are so SHIT. 🫠

I have… too many Instagram accounts. All for different things. But I’ve finally bought paint markers to decorate rocks at the beach with affirmations, and I’d really like to set up an account for it. 🥹