Looking at photos of myself last year makes me cry :’) issue with healthy relationships is I ALWAYS gain weight😭 slowly getting back to where i was tho

Sp4ghetti by l3sseraf1m eats ngl (censoring so I don’t get found by non ed kpop fans) This is 100% zuh4’s era tho like:

Buying a house in the state of my country’s house market is pure torture 🫠

Pinterest reaaaally knows me too well man… these were the first recommended pins: TW THINSPOO

Multiple being the key word.

Sometimes i just feel so empty… And like anything and everything is enough to piss me off and make me want to just go into bed and never get out of it again

I miss it

One day i really wanna try to reach a one week fast but currently it’s impossible because my parents won’t let me skip dinner two days in a row

Reminder that I won’t moot you unless you have your age on your bio or at least an indicator that you are NOT a minor

I went to edtwt for two seconds and was scared off of it… wth is going on there why is everything so aggressive???

So after some research i noticed a lot of people use easy fast and it has a group feature (right now groups are up to 15 ppl) anyone wants to join a group?

Updated version because a year has passed: ˚｡⋆୨୧˚✩ looking for #caterpillarsky moots • 22 • 183cm • ugw: 55 kg • ednos • likes: kpop, skincare, romance novels, anime, goth music and fashion, fnaf (i WILL look like puppet), makeup, cartoons and video games ♡/↺ to be moots :)

I was “in recovery” for so long that Life was deleted? Wtf do I use to log my fasts now? Anyone have any recs?😭

Man i HATE mosquitos SO MUCH i got bitten for the first time in like 2 years because i went to play volleyball outside at mosquito hour and i have 9 different bites and they are all SO BIG and it hurts😭 my ankle doubled in size because there’s two bites on it I WANNA RIP OUT MY SKIN IT ITCHESSSS

Protein yoghurts are good but the stevia aftertaste makes me so nauseous

Does anyone know if it’s true you shouldn’t eat a protein yoghurt all in one sitting? My friend’s nutritionist told her that and now I’m worried I’ve been esting too much protein at once

Not much (exaggeration obviously) is worse than previously very baggy pants being tight now.

13/10/2025 - Today I made creamy tofu Gochujang pasta for my OMAD I really recommend it! Macros: Calories: 314 kcal Protein: 18.2g Carbohydrates: 44.9 g Fat: 8.5g (It’s less if you put less cheese but it was my OMAD so i added a bit) I got the recipe from here: moribyan.com/creamy-gochu...

Surprise surprise

Girl math is calling binges recovery

Lost 1.1kg overnight and I’m so happy! I was worried I’d gain cuz had a 146 calorie ice cream yesterday but I didn’t🥳

So tired of this damn plateau

Just made a notion to track my weightloss journey and I’m actually so hyped to log EVERYTHING

Me and watermelon are like this 🤞

Anyone has any good recommendations of good movies that will act as thinspo/trigger me into not eating? Not to the bone tho, I’ve watched that one waaaay too many times already

I’m so tired of the endless cycle of: 1- feel disgusting 2- starve and lose weight 3- lose like 10kg decide to take a break cuz everyone is getting worried and suspicious 4- binge 5- gain weight 6- repeat This time I’m not stopping

Following back every new follower, sorry I hadn’t done that yet 🫡🩷

Hi everyone! I’m back again xD There was a blackout yesterday and my entire country had no electricity or cellphone service yesterday (it was awful) but i lost 0,6kg so aye a win is a win

Guess who’s back

Deadass today my dad hugged me and said (not in english but i’m translating) “when did you get so small” and i had to hide how euphoric that made me

I wish i had died before i lived

I cant even end it cuz that would be an even bigger burden on people than me staying alive

I feel like i just fuck things up. People would be better off without me

How can I even ask for help when everything is my fault

Guess who’s back bitches >:)

Went on a date with the guy i told yall about and he asked me if he could kiss me while like rly close to my face and omg i died this man kills meee

Am I hungry or am I just sad/bored?

Am i the only one that hates it when my food touches??

White Monster my beloved <3

Did a personality quiz to see who I am in arcane and got Jinx💀😭

Ok enough with the sappy shit back to my regularly scheduled ed talk Been steadily losing weight lately and I’m so proud of myself for staying consistent

Being in a room full of people and your eyes still managing to lock with that one person’s so many times like they’ve been staring at you for who knows how long is just so UGH

I HAVE TEA ☕️ Ok so me and this guy have been talking and we’re keeping it a secret from our friend group cuz we don’t want drama. Either way today we all went out for dinner and at some point me, him and some other dude went outside to get some air and, after a while we decide to go to the park (…)

Why do i feel so guilty for liking someone when it’s been nearly 3 months since me and my ex broke up? I just feel like i shouldn’t like someone so soon but it happened and idk how to feel about it

How do I always manage to put myself in situations that are only going to hurt me? And why can’t i want to get out?

Working overtime today so i can sleep in tomorrow: girl math😌

If you’re interested in harm reduction please don’t abuse laxatives. They do more bad than good. They mess up your digestive system and can cause chronic constipation and IBS among other things. If you wanna learn more here is an article I found interesting: www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/lax...

Don’t forget to drink water today!

This is your reminder to rinse your mouth after purging (if you do it). But don’t brush your teeth right after cuz it can damage the enamel. Stay safe!

I just want to say that my dms are open is anyone and i mean anyone ever needs someone to vent to or just someone to listen to them. I will reply as fast as possible and will help you as best as i can or just listen. Whichever you prefer.