the longer I'm outside of america the more i can hear my fucking accent omg Midwesterners really sound ....mhm

im in my evil witch era. curses half off type shi aha

yayy i just hit the minimum threshold for payments on youtube after 2 years and spending 6,000$ 🥀😭🔫 (only 30$ is actually available)

true

tbh some habits after surviving years of homelessness never leave you. i still handwash my clothes (its faster) i still sleep in shifts just in case and i still sometimes use any random object as a plate/utensils: i.e wood, frisbees, old books etc

i never in my wildest dreams expected people to be ASKING me to give them homework

I will destroy the world one day

land back is the only answer

holy fuck magic really works fast

coming to the realization i do have a type and it's freaked out quiet nerdy girls

epiphany moment i can just pick up and travel to the places I've always dreamed of (i gotta wait until i have money)

why the fuck have i been putting off having fun and enjoying life. when did it all just become work

I have hexed you all hope you don’t mind

my bones ache everything hurts help

i woke up so sick, i won't be streaming for the next 2 days </3

i had to buy a new one gonna film half today / half tomorrow

can't film the King Paimon video today my fucking pnly red light broke

"sexually suggestive" and it's just a v neck & crop top. oh heavens, my ankles are showing

bluesky stop labeling feminine presenting people as "sexually suggestive" for simply existing

i miss the rage

I love demons so much

i hate doing it all alone

i'm no fun to be around when i'm like this (awake)

been working thru my dissociative issues only to find out they're there bc im just a really fucked up and sad person

why am i so hard to love

I just don't care about remembering things

realizing that my life has only become about work, where the fuck did the pleasure go

literally crying over not being a club rat anymore

spent the past like 2 years doing nothing but working every day. i miss when i used to go clubbing everyday instead, i was dead broke and tbh addicted to coke super heavy but i miss going out and living life fuck

xanax has weirdly been making me dissociative less for the first time in my life and suddenly im feeling and remembering things i didn't even realize i had forgotten. i cry a lot but im not numb anymore

yo can someone tell me what the fuck is happening with the planets rn i beg

I FINALLY FIXED MY WEBITE the us tarrifs made everything crash and say "sold out" for weeks 🥀🥀 goetes.com

coming back from a 5 star hotal to my messy apartment with the wifi still out is definitely making me cry

I feel like we don’t talk enough about how there are some birds that can literally talk

don't let me smoke weed from Amsterdam again

yay im normal again

don't continue to hold onto something you lost a long time ago

even if i got the word LESBIAN tattooed on my firehead m*n still wouldn't stop hitting on me

mind u this was half a joint, takes me 7 back in america to get to this point

lets be lesbians, bro

greening out fuck i forgot how strong Amsterdam weed is

omg someone in Amsterdam recognized my videos and wanted a photo w me

os it normal to constantly sneeze and get runny red eyes after eating literally anything bc its been getting worse for like a year

proud lesbian ho

one of my biggest fears is posting without knowing and it just happened to some of my drafts

is this what moving on feels like

i can have my cake and eat it too. That's kind of what cake is for

wore my Jennifer Check shirt

omfg im on a date y'all

guys should i wear my scissoring shirt to go meetup w this girl