this jetlag is making me violently ill

I need my cousin to come with me I can't do this alone

nothing like feeling homesick for a place that no longer exists

ive been cuddling with my cats nonstop for 20 hours now i missed them so much

fuck my life i gotta make 6k in the next month somehow. my car isn't even worth that much

creature spotted

I am worried about my oldest, Freja I need to take her to the vet tomorrow she lost a lot of weight and her fur is clumped, I think it may have been when she ran outside the other week but I need to be sure

been crying over reuniting with my cats for like 4 hours. it's been 8 months I thought they would hate me but they're all over me

I remember why I left this place

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lowk forgot how many billboards and flags are in America

ngl I missed being able to eavesdrop while out of america

there's an ominous feeling about being back in the US

i hate the feeling of descending in a plane

we're landing pls pray to the gods these air traffic controllers aren't swamped rn 🙏

people really have no idea what it takes to survive homelessness huh

never forget the darkness if its what drives you

1 hour 30 minutes until my flight lands

most christians are so ridiculously uneducated on their own religion it should be embarrassing if they had any self awareness

magic really isn't for everyone. it will test you, if you can't even take the first step you should reevaluate

with hundreds of new people asking me about sorcery, i have made this paper on the anthropological fundamentals of magic free again: patreon.com/goeteia

i don't mean to crash out on ppl but...can y'all genuinely not read anymore? "i want to learn sorcery/buy from you!" Okay i teach on patreon and have a store. "Where do you teach/sell???" does no one read anymore or click on links? You are NOT READY if you can't do this much.

I've gotten to the point being so successful using magic that people are claiming im lying for clout lol, chat does this mean I've made it

might cast a love spell on myself just to feel something again atp

that first heartbreak genuinely steals your innocence

praying to Aphrodite i feel the same hope i used to about love. all i feel is empty and bitter

if i could do my 20s over again, I'd take that plane out of state/country way sooner. take the risk. I'd speak my mind sooner, be myself sooner. i would tell the people i care about how much they mean to me. i would apologize to the people i hurt before it was too late

i wish i could have the same feeling about love that i used to when i first came out. i used to be so excited about being a lesbian

there is so much i regret not doing, or doing too late

3 more hours until I'm back in america

what do we think idk i feel like i won't be able to change up my style as much

might dye my yellowed silver streaks blue atp

so tired of m*n

oh gods please i hate planes

there's sm turbulence its been 3 hours no one can stand i am trying to breathe

getting drunk on a plane to try to work thru these panic attacks

Centrists are a fucking plague. You either stand with Indigenous people or u don't

5 more hours of this flight left and i still am having fucking panic attacks

this flight had turbulence for almost 3 hours straight i cried for the first time ever on a plane

god the centrists are spreading stuff abt how we "just need to have more dems win" after Mamdani. They don't gaf this gov continues to harm Indigenous ppl and land and shouldn't be here

much love to my anarchist followers <3

people without any whimsy scare me. why are you like that. where are your trinkets.

I know my strength because I stepped into the darkness with no sight and made it out the other side

my babies i would give anything for them

i can't stop crying i am going to see my cats again after 8 months

in another life i was supposed to live in a beachouse on the coast in 2003

i just dropped Sekhmet off and started crying. I won't be able to see her for 30+ days

on my way to the airport the fear has been replaced with excitement

downloading the entirety of h20: just add water to watch on my flight w some champagne bc i really fucking hate flying. only when i have to fly into america. especially rn

fuck i do not want to get on an airplane