okay three more (I promise the first two are from this roll despite the lack of purple)

a few more shots + duck

I shot some purple film :)

one of those nights where despite everything being generally awful, I at least feel a moderate amount of internal peace. Probably should have started DIY 8 years ago 💀

I'll step on anyone, but you gotta pay me and I'll be wearing these

sorry to talk about men, but I just found out Hozier did a cover of Cosmic Love but F+TM and I'm having a moment 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

Tying a cherry stem is out, knitting cherry stems together is the new hotness

I think I would commit crimes and maybe worse to see Hozier and Florence in concert together, tbh

it's nice to have a reminder in the mirror that the HRT is working once and a while

piercings first though 😤😤😤😤

really need my tongue split, tbh

im Rou :)

i will channel my angst about the world into building my union and uplifting the people around me i guess

"call me Bruce Willis, the way I die hard" - me, after accidentally introducing my local server to the term snuffbait

would love to listen to F+TM without crying 💀

“So I don’t have to be worthy I no longer try to be good It didn’t keep me safe like you told me that it would.” - Florence and the Machine, Sympathy Magic (Screaming these lines with a few thousand other people felt pretty fucking good)

depth of the author

SLIGHTLY YOUNGER TRANS WOMAN — "Is it AGP to say I would fuck my clone?" 1. - "I don't think you should worry about that typology stuff." 2. - [Esprit de Corps - Medium] "I would also fuck my clone." 3. - [Electrochemistry - Heroic] "I would also fuck your clone."

"Harlem isn't a nice area" chat, I think my family might be "a little" racist 😭

Bath AND Body Works? nuh uh, no ma'am. Bath Or Body Works, but never both at the same time.

everyone exists somewhere on this graph. the question is where.

what if i fucking kill you

looking better naked from a downward angle vs head on is an absolute curse

I cannot stress this enough: I am a normal person. If you treat me like a normal person and act like a normal person I will be happy to have a normal interaction with you

based as hell subway take

“A corndog is a kind of beef Wellington” - my wife

alright girls time for your

when is it my turn to be beautiful and loved

computer, give me concrete shoes and a wagon ride into the Mississippi

High quality telephoto lenses are designed to be paid for with kidneys afaik

any time I consider re-entering photography after my shit got stolen

computer, obliterate my shit, Waco style

help another girlie out

didn't you put your phone in the pool because it was too hot or something?

help a girlie out

I feel really badly about having to do this. But please help me.

did u remember to moisturize?

I keep contemplating how much effort I should put into my femme-ness at work, especially considering I keep getting degendered AFTER correction. part of me just wants to have people be normal to me, the other part recognizes makeup is expensive and they don't pay me enough to live let alone restock

it's crazy how having good takes on transness is such an effective litmus test for takes on nearly every other societal issue

I understand why some service workers might be inclined towards homicide and I fully support them

the problem with possibility is once you see what could be, it's hard to accept what is

by the time I'm done coughing lung butter, I'll have the deepest voice imaginable 🫩

I always found the "you're family" shit weird from companies and businesses. especially from managers. like, I can't go to you with my problems, are you mad? idk, I've had very bitter experiences with coworkers, associates, and managers, so maybe my perception is tainted lmao

"when you're here, you're family" *smash cut to me drunk and sobbing on the floor of the olive garden kitchen sharing how miserable the day was*

aight, it's officially released into the wild: Do Not Give Me A Cigarette Under Any Circumstances No Matter How Much I Ask is my first TTRPG; a short-playing solo journaling game about going out with your friends and struggling to hold strong. free/pay what u want deerears.itch.io/do-not-give-...

the return to smoking has honestly been a wonderful leash on my addiction, with having turned it into a ritualized process. having control over how I engage with it, etc, has done wonders, vs repeatedly developing an addictive attachment to something each time I recognize a dark pattern

😭 precious babies