my head hurts and I don't feel good and I don't remember why

my dog shut all over herself so unfortunately I'm having to shave her at the start of winter lmao so she's gonna be cold

I'm sorry for not being a better person y'know, like I'm such an abrasive asshole and everyone is so kind to me.

I am ontologically evil

goth butts in fishnets

land of the free, home of the whopper

Extremely powerful

oh man the hallucinations are getting worse

random Mel lore, for the first year of my transition I didn't have a bedroom but my siblings did. they were uncomfortable with me so I had to sleep in an alcove sunroom thing that only had 3 walls and I put up a curtain. no privacy at all and it was right in the kitchen/living area so it was always-

a hot dog is a beverage

*discourse* is water a beverage?

I've broken 5 of my nails this week 😭😭

hallucinating is so exhausting

girl who is dizzy, nauseous and light headed

I desperately need to pathetically attempt to give head to a cock that barely fits halfway in my mouth while they pet my head, encouraging me while I struggle

i really dont think these people are equipped to live in the world they built.

vers is just something people say when they don't wanna admit they are a bottom

spiro didn't give anybody else GERD so bad they woke up with dried blood all down their face and pillow? no? just me?

thinking about this again

*discourse* is water a beverage?

I'm sorry for not being a better person y'know, like I'm such an abrasive asshole and everyone is so kind to me.

how many days is it gonna take before my body feels okay again ouughhhhh

good morning

bottom prep is a subroutine

I desperately need to pathetically attempt to give head to a cock that barely fits halfway in my mouth while they pet my head, encouraging me while I struggle

it's funny how a bigot came up with the term transgender to deny someone like me my womanhood and it is insisted that i use that terminology because it is bouba and my preferred terminology is kiki—i am allowed to quietly call myself transkiki but if i ask for transkiki rights i'm called boubaphobic

I talk to the press professionally, I'm really, really, really good at it. So please, please believe me when say you cannot turn this interview request into anything good, it will do only harm. Harm to you, harm to your child, harm to other children.

thinking about this again

my love language is seeing you happy

Just going to save this to use as a reaction image whenever someone comes out as trans

chat should i remake melcord

apparently i deleted melcord yesterday.. damn

I need to do laundry

okay but why though it's been months

but wifey u literally daddymog these hoes

the NYT employed Pamela Paul for years to write anti-trans pieces. do not talk to anyone from the NYT. do not talk to any journalist about this, period. no exceptions.

I'm so full and I ate an odd number of slices. I have to eat an even 4 slices or I won't be able to sleep

I made it to Thursday and as you all know it's don't kill yourself Thursday

should I plan on driving to New York in January or..

I'm taking the hope pill anon, I think the future is worth living for.

I'm no longer intolerant :D

heads up to anyone who holds trans kids near: amy harmon from the nyt is searching for and having a hard time finding people to interview to find out exactly what trans kids are doing when their care is limited or cut off, and for purposes of community safety, please shut the fuck up around her.

i didnt do this to denounce my supposed manhood or to fight against patriarchal norms and i think it actually cheapens my existence to imply as much