Wide awake wondering if I’ll ever feel like my existence provides any value.

Newest blog post, focusing on what I think is behind my latest reading slump

What’s it called when four of your longest/closest friends decline to come to your wedding, don’t offer an explanation, and you can’t find the energy to even get upset?

Still alive. Still stressed. Still hoping I’ll stop being burnt out soon.

Starting EMDR therapy after next week. Kind of don’t feel like anything will ever make me feel better.

It’s finally happened. After 18 months. Finally, a media merger you can root for.

Absolutely insane to me that TKO was selling seats at the announcer’s table to the highest bidder. Mic on or not, what an absolute sham. If I have to explain to you why that’s a bad thing, I can’t help you.

In the same manifesto, Palantir's owners argued that we need a national military draft, that soft power is over, and that we were too hard on Germany and Japan after World War II. I don't think that company should be allowed to exist anymore.

CONNIE SNYDER steps in to save NPR’s future with $80M gift

Illustration by Walter Crane from The Baby’s Bouquet, London, 1900. #booksky #artsky

Now that my husband has finally realized his dream of attending Wrestlemania, I can go back to ignoring everything affiliated with the E. All the shows I caught this weekend far surpassed the current product that supposedly is the pinnacle of wrestling.

We went to night 1 of Wrestlemania despite all my shit talk because my husband has dreamed of being there his whole life. Glad we went since it sounds like the TV version was a dud. Can’t say the live product was groundbreaking, but it beats seeing majority ads.

Not sure who in the hotel industry decided a half wall for the shower was the move but I hope they enjoy replacing the bathroom floors every few months.

AHHHHH BIANCA!!!! OMFG. Worth every penny to be here!

WWE and TKO love people who can’t wrestle so I’m already expecting Liv to win.

Sat down just in time to see Becky take the belt off that talentless hack!

Roller derby used to be a thing at the Dinner Key Auditorium back in 1970. [Miami Herald - April 16, 1970]

On the "CC & JT Amateur Hour," Dr. Dan Morgan shares his extraordinary life journey, from roller derby and stand-up comedy to academic success and heartfelt memoir writing. Authentic and funny! Check him out. #writingcommunity carsonhume.com/2026/...

The joys of being a wrestler’s wife. Sitting on a loading dock watching him set up for a promo in a parking lot. But I’m in Las Vegas.

“I need a rush order, I’ve been drinking!!” Overheard at Denny’s Las Vegas at 2 in the afternoon.

Zohran Mamdani said he's going to start taxing rich people who buy luxury housing in NYC but don't actually live in there, and the former CEO of Twitter/X called it "actually one of the scariest things I have ever seen."

Views, I guess.

Is anyone else unable to see their Discover feed?

I have to stop arguing with men who aren’t tall enough to reach my chin. They have something to prove; I don’t.

It costs 0$ to Repost a Black disabled queer small business! It could lead to my next sale. These dragon convertible bags can be worn as a backpack, crossbody bag, waist bag and can be hooked up to a wheelchair & other mobility aids!! They are high quality! Store: Bibipins.com

GrubHub can eat my entire fucking asshole. This is at least the third time this year my food has been stolen and all they can do is refund me and give me a $10 credit. Go to hell.

Don't want negative attention for selling slop? Don't sell slop.

Today's Famous Person with a Cat: Peter Magyar

I think it’s pretty symbolic that someone with the last name Magyar defeated Orban in Hungary.

ANGELA LANSBURY once told how her daughter fell under the spell of a Hollywood deadbeat who’d pick her up from school & get her to steal money & food from her parents. Worried, Lansbury moved the entire family to Ireland. The ‘deadbeat’ was Charles Manson.

first in my bloodline to see someone get excommunicated by a community note

Hey, I realize you're all busy with other stuff right now but I wanted to just take a minute to make it very clear that I am not and have never been close friends with the Boston Strangler

I haven’t been able to eat for two or three days without wanting to vomit and my stomach is rumbling constantly. So it’s like I’m starving and my body immediately tries to heave all the food out.

If the goal of Melania’s speech was to make people stop talking about her, Epstein, and Maxwell—and definitely stop reposting all those photos of them—not so sure that was an effective strategy

We visited an open house in Harlem tonight. Gorgeous place and this is my dream bedroom. Imagine sleeping surrounded by all those books. They come with the house (if you want).

Gas station in town is out of gas and they have no clue when they’ll get more. So fun.

Cat in the Summer Meadow, Bruno Liljefors (1860-1939).

The Three Graces (1949) - Luigi Lucioni (1900-1988) #modern_realism #mythological_theme

David Duchovny played a transgender woman, Denise, on Twin Peaks in 1990 and when greeting Cooper, the show's protagonist, she says, "I prefer Denise, if you don't mind" and Cooper responds with "OK" and her identity is settled within a couple seconds and was a non-issue, 36 years ago.

Happy 8th anniversary to the tweet that changed us forever. Look at this absolute unit.

Made a victoria sponge

One thing city and state governments can do to help resist ICE is to mandate swift public release of bodycam footage any time police interact with ICE or CBP. D.C. passed a law like this and it's already uncovered an ICE shooting nobody had even heard about.

Vanessa Stockard (Australian, b.1975) "Satan Taking a Break from Hate Crimes," 2022 Oil on dibond #art #painting #artist #BlueSkyArt #catlover

My therapist wants me to focus more on things I specifically enjoy so I started a book blog. Enjoy my two posts. Trying to add a new one every Tuesday.

All the fall guys are women. Weird

This 💯

Mayor’s Municipal Madness Championship voting is open. Vote to pick which repair I’ll handle myself. nyc.gov/madness

Go subscribe to No Regrets Wrestling on YouTube and also watch my husband’s match against Richard Holliday!