Tell what you're obsessed with right now to distract me from my stupid brain

sigh... if I could just forget all the amazing things about her

I’m taking what’s mine, and leaving what never was.

my tears and sadness just won't back off today

I have half a grilled cheese in the fridge at work... do I eat it for breakfast?

discord server, but it's just one chaotic chat channel

Are you treating yourself how you would treat the people you love? (this is a draft from 4 months ago)

Okay enough of that sad shit, I'm determined not to let bluesky stay a place that triggers my sadness

I'm quick to give grace and forgive, unless it's to myself

I made it toxic. I’m sorry

Stupid me if you even care

You came to me in a dream, which is weird cause I wasn’t even sleeping.

i want to be the person i was supposed to be

You guys missed me, didn’t you? (I missed you)

I got this lotion (blue bottle) to refill my gay lotion bottle but now I like this bottle too 😭

As Cardi B so eloquently said “suckin on my dick with no teeth”

If it’s between me or them just save us both the time and choose them

I got up to drink some water (because I haven’t drank any today) and somehow I ended up with ice cream instead

Started this. I need to get through all the paper books I have stacked up on my dresser

Don't mind me. I'll just be inside my head all day.

I love the idea of showing someone how beautiful they are through someone else's eyes because I think we forget that people see us differently than we see ourselves

who's gonna take their clothes off for me?

it's only 9am... kill me

we need more introspection and less talking in this world

Sudden urge to photograph naked women. I used to do boudoir photography and I loved it, but I'd love to do something more artistic, more for myself and less about the subject and what they want. I think that was always my problem with owning a photography business. It was never about my art

Decided on this. It’s been on my watchlist forever.

Read or watch a movie?

Some days are just too fucking much

On Mondays we Monochrome b&w brings out my eye wrinkles

well, well, well, if it isn't everything sucking ass again

Have a blessed day, fuckface.

why does it have to be monday again

YOUR DAILY REMINDER TO HYPE UP YOUR FRIENDS BECAUSE FUCK YES THEY'RE HOT AND PERFECT AND INCREDIBLE AND TALENTED AND AMAZING!!!

Give me a good reason to be happy

I'm starting to think bluesky just triggers sad feelings now

I vote we extend Pride month to Pride summer. Rainbows and friends are always welcome here. 🌈

Here’s the waterfall I went to yesterday. I’ve climbed to the top before. I remember when nobody knew about this location and now you can barely find a parking spot and it’s always packed by the waterfall

sup fuckers

Turning off DMs for awhile. Need to protect my peace right now

vee was here 😈

That definitely hurt. At least now I know I wasn’t crazy and I should trust my instinct though

I don’t care anymore

Fuck it nothing matters any more a memoir

the urge to delete everything and run into the woods is especially heavy today. pray for the woodland creatures just chilling out there.

I’m so fucking tired. I’m so done with everything

I feel so lonely today. I know it’ll pass, but I just wanted to say it out loud

I could use a hug or someone to hold me or even just someone to tell me everything will be okay 😞

I think it’s time to hide safe inside myself for awhile. I’ll stay active here for now but not sure how much I’ll be around 💛

Eating chocolate in the sun means I have to stuff a lot in my mouth quickly before it melts

looking in the mirror and saying “get your shit together you dumbass” is not quite as effective as you might think