Kinda sucks that when I'm not doing something I am recovering from doing something and I do something roughly once a month. This is good and sustainable and I am definitely not losing what little of "it" I have left.

pls help pola, she’s a sweetheart and deserves to make rent

Yeah, noticed cis parents of trans kids are equally as bad as hearing parents of deaf children when it comes to ignoring adults with lived experience.

Still at $795, any help is so appreciated!

New worst fear just dropped.

If you have a refraction period and have a threesome, you might find two people who have already cum waiting for you to cum. Now imagine an entire orgy where everyone has cum, they’re standing and waiting for you to finish with crossed arms

The extent to which we can reach parents and stop them from cooperating with this is gonna be crucial. Any trans kid engaging with the NHS *at all* will be harmed more than they would be by simply leaving their dysphoria untreated (and way way more than DIY on the quiet).

the thing doctors wont tell you *no one can diagnose you as trans. not a single person can decide whether HRT is right for you or not. every "gender medicine specialist" is literally just "trained" to ask if you're really sure you're trans in 50 different ways before reluctantly having to agree*

NGL, recent analogue horror where you can't really tell what is CGI and what is crappy video and everything hovers halfway between a 90s video game and someone's old home movies is fucking awesome and I am dreading Hollywood getting hold of it and fucking it up.

I am a weak link bisexual and I think men are pretty and feel we just need to cage them for observation rather than full euthanasia.

I'll apologize for Bindel's existence when every 53%-er gives me a notarized form apologizing for her husband's existence and promising me she'll euthanize it ASAP. GOOD FUCKING NIGHT.

Bluntly, you all have been happily chirping about "white feminism" for a while now. Well, as a brown woman, I'll tell you this to for free: The greatest predictor of a woman's capacity for collaborating with patriarchy is not her race. It's her sexual orientation. Boo me all you like, it's true.

rat shapes ✨

tweeting "is no one going to talk about Zohran platforming a fascist 🙄" and sticking my phone up my ass

Currently at $795 in donations, thank y’all so so much. If we could get up to even $1000 in funds that would be so awesome!

My boyfriend got fired for being too sick too often and hasn't been able to find work and he needs grocery money. Please do him a solid and commission something, or at least boost this post, it'd mean a lot to us.

When disabled activists say that our disability doesn't exist just in our bodyminds but in society's failure to accomodate them, we aren't just describing how we think disability works, we are making a demand for a world that treats people better.

Some people divorce radical political analysis from its context of struggle and then get confused when it isn't a value neutral description of the world and those people are, and I'm sorry to be the one to say it, pig ignorant fucking dipshits.

My new music is fucking banging and I would like to be healthy enough to finish it please.

This is really fucking good. When I write lyrics I stick an MP3 of whatever mix I have on my phone and listen over and over to get it all into my brain. I had this EP downloaded and it would play after my mix. Just listened to the damn thing every time and added weeks to my writing lol.

Open thy wallet for sick thrash

i forgot today was a trans holiday so to celebrate tdor give me money toss some in my gfm or on CA: $dyadicdsapphic

unpopular opinion: it's really not acceptable to accuse someone of being a rapist or pedophile because you're mad that they had a bad take. it's even less acceptable (and in fact fully vile) to threaten someone with CORRECTIVE RAPE for having a bad take. Jesus fucking christ, people.

I won't go to those big vigils anymore. Cops and politicians and HR wankers giving little speeches in memory of people they'd step over in the street at best on any other day and patting themselves on the back for it.

God yes, I hate the status of TDoR as some public event for allies to demonstrate how much they see and fucking hear us. We should be able to gather in collective mourning and remembrance without the fucking tourists coming along to gawk.

In fact, fuck it. Building on what Jess says. Do you cis fuckers have any fucking ideas how much grief we carry? How every trans person has multiple dead friends? How death is just a thing we live with? How everywhere we gather has to have an explicit policy on expressing suicidal ideation?

I find TDOR very difficult. This year very difficult indeed because of more than one loss since the last one. I have felt... Difficult... about the way it has picked up cis """support""" and been diluted from a moment of grief and determination for us. Jess says smart things.

I wrote something reflecting on today.

Something I remind myself of about the trans rights fight is the asymmetry of what's required to change someone's mind: Transphobes: A decade-long, billion dollar, globally coordinated campaign of disinformation, lawfare, and media capture. Trans people: Meeting a trans person. We'll win, folx 🏳️‍⚧️✊

If you enjoyed this track, please watch the short film "Silent Snow, Secret Snow". It's available for free on YouTube. It is seventeen minutes long and it means a lot to me. www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx41...

I'm utterly unemployable because I lack the simple ability not to call someone a cunt when they're being a cunt. Afraid I'm like this all the time (when not unconscious or dissociated at which point fuck knows what I'm like or who I even am).

They fucking killed this guy it's so fucking awful I don't even have words for it Moreover, ICE must be destroyed

Normal morning becoming feral combining horny, occult and religious thoughts. Feeling super normal about it all.

Really really nice piece. Spoken word playing against competing drones. Just the right side of harsh to feel like you can sink into it rather than have to fight it. Looking forward to the album.

III: NO LIGHT The first single from the upcoming BURNING ANGEL album EYEBITER is now live. Please enjoy this seductively suicidal atmosphere of creeping terror as you see fit. Or don't. I might be relieved if you hate it, actually. ampwall.com/a/burningang...

having a crush on here is so dumb, ughh ur posts are so good and mysterious do you want to be in love with some stupid idiot 2000 miles away

fuck @peoplemag.bsky.social for deadnaming her and refusing to refer to her with pronouns, fuck cis people for trying to erase us in death! they are extending the violence of her murderer!

I stress over what I can contribute to liberation struggles now I'm as ill as I am and I have concluded my most important role is as a warning to others.

God dammit. 21 years old. Jesus Christ.

I've said it before, but being a trans woman in the public eye seems like being an ant beneath a magnifying glass - waiting for them to find the right angle to burn you to dust.

The thing I love about the particular combination of fucked up I am is that spending time with people I love is a fucking gamble with a severe depressive episode every damn time. What will expending this energy to do something I wanna do cost me? Let's roll the fucking dice!

We're an undeniable border violation. We exist and we show that the border between male and female is both permeable and not simply a hierarchy. So we have to be dealt with the way border problems are - extreme violence or a complex series of exceptions.

I think you cannot understand anything until you realise the scale of cis society's obsession with transfeminity and the lengths it goes to not only to quarantine and punish it, but construct social rituals to navigate its presence in everyday cis life.

I do more than Sarah to keep the rent down via pictures of my tits and deranged horny posting and I still get this shit sometimes. Liberals. I fucking hate you. You are unambiguously my enemy. There is no mercy coming your way. Fuck off now.

Dunno if anyone noticed, but my girlfriend is fucking based and has never been part of a volunteer nonce defence squad.

I can only imagine how scary this must have been! Many accessible links in the thread.

Told an anarcho friend the reason they are more moderate than me on some things and more forgiving of movement bullshit is because they are middle class, can work and have money and fuck the way they literally flinched made me feel pretty bad. Still right though.

Any texts on the relationship (or lack thereof) between mad pride/mad liberation movements and neurodiversity/ autistic self-advocacy movements? Asking for a me