i feel more anxiety about electrolysis now and ,, ugh 😣

i was worried the guy i was talking to didn’t wanna meet up again or was getting cold on me and then i asked if he wanted to and he was like super interested so ! phew! that’s good

i love smaller audiobooks sometimes because then i can feel super accomplished when i listen to half a book on my drive into work

Doing a dilation demo at the t4t play party would go kinda hard huh

you know she’s desperate when she willing messages boys on the dating apps instead of letting them message her ,

nicotine cravings 😫

i couldnt sum up a description of rape culture better than this right here

wild how the hottest girls on earth are just hanging out inside my little phone

damnit and now the shadow returns 😭

being a woman is so cool, i wish it didn't make literally everyone hate u

i know part of it is that i am scared. it’s scary to do trauma work and like what else is lurking in there?

that’s the imi guarantee :: trauma free since 1990 💪

damnit i am really dragging my feet on finding a therapist

yeag,, 🥺

girl who needs to be fucked voice: “damn i really need to be fucked”

i love strawberriesb

it’s not trauma dumping it’s sharing bits about yourself and being vulnerable and trusting other people

gosh damnit i woke up earlier than i wanted 😭

The “neat, I ended up with all these fun kinks without any associated childhood trauma” to “oh… ohhhh… oh no” pipeline

i am totally childhood trauma free that’s why i want to be loved and cuddled and babied by a loving maternal figure for normal reasons 😇

are my kinks just sublimated trauma? i mean yeag,, isn’t everyone’s?

they should invent a trans woman without trauma

the transsexual experience is comforting one another about surgery bullshit and childhood trauma interwoven with sexy talk about an upcoming date with an ovipositor

Welp we’re to the point in the @buttplug.io discord of telling people who want to set up private teledildonics connections to “just use tailscale”. And anyone not tech focused who hears that thinks we built it thanks to the name.

GOOD POST

We really need to go back to underpockets (i dont know what they're actually called) with slits in the skirt for access

A common misconception about pockets for dresses is that they’re for you phone or some such thing, which would absolutely weigh down the dress. But they were created for keeping little sea shells, cool rocks, or bugs that you found.

she says as she sits in the office with a blanket draped over her legs and needing a cardigan 😭 shit i am an old granny huh

just saw a cute cardigan on ebay and one of the terms it was tagged with is “grannycore” fuck it’s never been more over than it is now 😭

Food $500 Data $300 Rent $4,000 Claude $15,000 Utility $200 Iphone (pool toy) $3,000 someone who is good at the economy please help me budget this. my family is dying

damnit ,; two days in a row that i forgor my cardigan, i hate that this office gets so cold; i hope the new one isn’t so damn cold

ya know,, pockets on dresses are great and all but they’re kinda overrated , often they can fuck with lines and aren’t even necessary ,, just carry a purse god damn

why’s it always a dog eat dog world and not a cat eat cat world? 😭

puppygirls be like; “it’s a doggy dog world out there :3”

lol thinking i was into ageplay despite having a mostly fine childhood , lol, lmao , so funny

Robot girl with a rape kink, call that a CNC machine

i love being a kitten because then people call me kitten and i 🥰

gosh dilating is gonna be hard when i am coming into the office 3x/week huh, i am gonna just make the lactation room my own personal office lolol (and pump while i am at it)

i think i just implicitly came out as poly at work to my manager?

43 blocks in the last like 24 hours, when usually i get like 1-2 blocks every like week or two, usually really low activity. is it because i talked about being abused?

was what happened to me not seen as bad as it was because i was seen as a boy?

why are a bunch of blue wave types blocking me yesterday and today?

cuddling up with my stuffie and my paci makes for such a good relaxing end to the day 🥰

when you love a puppygirl is it called puppylove

sometimes looking down and seeing tits just like makes everything okay again (at least for a bit)

in retrospect i’ve become significantly more comfortable with and less anxious of existing in public spaces as myself in the time since i stopped incessantly reading reed et al., and i am quite certain these happenings are at least in part related

god damnit is my tinnitus shifting ? 😭

but like *why* does it feel so uncomfortable to say? i mean, is it because like outside of being physically held and have my face picked at or held down and tickled by an adult who physically overpowered me, like; um, i had a decent childhood? i think? like, ugh, this shit is so hard

i think the more i say the word abuse in relation to what happened to me in my childhood the easier it gets to make that feel more comfortable,