i will never not repeat "the failure on palestine, the consolidation of the border regimes, and the rapid deployment of transmisogynistic propaganda destroyed what is left of anglosphere civil society" etc

I was going to go last night but my girlfriends successfully convinced me to maybe chill on how willing I am to go spend money on drinks

I just realized that I’m getting my cypress tattoo barely a week after Persephone Effect comes out so I might be a complete emotional wreck by then, who knows

I finally have her… it’s been 9 months but she’s finally here. The lil bong she came with is the cherry on top

New dating strategy just dropped

The fact that it makes complete sense to me makes me feel a saddening disconnection with Calvin

if it wasn’t for the fact that my work schedule has me getting up super early most days I’d probably be going back to the lesbian bar all the time. I had a fantastic time this last Saturday

trailing off in this manner while at the lesbian bar with my gf and we mention that we have a 3rd one of us at home

Appointment booked for early February, the exact day managing to be the exact 5 year anniversary of me figuring out that I’m trans, which is poetic. I like to think Hades would be proud of me, I’m ecstatic.

keep thinking of a vocally anti-woke reporter who insisted that the term "environmental racism" was nonsense

Tattoo consult in 3 days I am soooo excited

scrolling FB marketplace and found these tungsten carbide wedding bands, I’m looking for some and I am poor so I was like oh cool, these are cheap! I scrolled through the photos and immediately understood why they were cheap.

My idea was to get a cypress leaf that begins on the back of my shoulder and grows up and across my shoulder to also be visible on the side and front, but when I first texted the prospective artist about it she was like “ok so this might be a bit complicated let me get back to you” so haha whoops

I am really hoping this back pain is as temporary as my black eye from me tripping over my cat two days ago. My ability to handle the intensity of my workload kinda depends on it

hey chat what's the name for when you admire someone so much that you're scared of them not liking you so you play it cool but then they think you don't like them but they admire you so much that they're scared of you not liking them so they play it cool but then you think they don't like you

I cannot help but wonder how different the trajectory of my life might’ve been if I had known I had ADHD and got medicated sooner. The only reason work isn’t bringing me to rock bottom right now is because I’m medicated and I can actually fucking do it.

The most powerful narrative device a game can deploy is "throw you back to the main menu but it's different"

Playing unbeatable is rly cool and I really like the voice acting for the characters. I think Beat and Penny should make out.

Ring shopping makes me feel giddy and it’s kinda like falling in love all over again

Yknow I think that might’ve been as well a conversation telling my family I’m engaged to two people could’ve gone. They’re going to meet the one they didn’t know about in a month.

they dont tell you this but the best part of transitioning is getting ur titties sucked on

this outfit is incredibly simple but I can’t help but feel rly good about it, idk I just felt cute at the movie last night

I’m like a cartoon character with how I can be hyper-competent at my job and then I spill milk or coffee all over the floor in truly comical fashion. Also I’m cute as fuck and everybody loves me anyway

The way that I talked with my wife this week about strategies to avoid wasting time doomscrolling after doing chores so I can actually play video games with my time off work

This experience of trying to discuss patriarchy outside the West and immediately being talked over by women going "WELL IT'S BAD IN THE WEST TOO" is so frustrating and ubiquitous. We're starting to notice and demand answers as to why we can't discuss our experiences without false equivalencies.

Uzumaki by Junji Ito

just learning about the united states democratic party

My second fighting game tournament is tomorrow which is scary and also exciting

Here I’ve been worrying about how my brother might react to me being polyamorous and. He already knew. Because I’d mentioned it like 4 years ago apparently haha whoops

This is the most I’ve ever posted in this timeframe that’s actually so funny

(Absolutely no critical thought at 12am) how does a transgender barista with only CS experience (food service at that) move to new work as fast as possible

Good things are possible and we don’t have to settle.

the libbing out (embarrassment at feeling excited included) is strong while inebriated on 5 hours of sleep with work in less than 6 hours. I need sleep so bad and I hope it comes to me but hahahahahahahahahaha god this is so deserved

I am imagining how many interviews he’s going to get after this, and I am dying to see how much he sticks to this. I really hope he does. It would be beautiful to not even give him that much.

I stayed up til nearly midnight when I work at 4:30am to watch Zohran’s speech and I might regret it in the morning but honestly? Nah. I just had to feel the energy.

I usually avoid posting photos of my face if I can help it, but I reeeeaaaaalllyyyy want to post my new hair

I loathe how often I start typing out a comment on someone’s post, before thinking about it and going “nah I’m kind of not contributing much so I’ll not.” I swear more than half of the comments I start to write die at this stage. I just fundamentally don’t think I have anything worth saying.

Watched it again tonight with @leaftilde.bsky.social and @dragoncobolt.bsky.social. Still a banger. Unrivaled.

I miss my wife… she kissed me goodnight because I work early in the morning but I miss her…

I’m lowkey convinced that my wisdom teeth surgery irrevocably fucked up my jaw and it’s why oral becomes so painful for me so quickly, I used to have little issue with it and now it’s been years since I got to go at it for longer than a short while

I sometimes enter a state of mind where everything hurts me. Idk how I even begin to get over it

even with stimulants that make doing things easier, I still struggle to actually *do* things once I’m home from work

princess of the underworld

just got out of a dental appointment and the dental assistant was lightly petting my arm as if I was a small animal while the dentist was numbing my arm. It was more funny than anything by why did she do that

Dear Flowers That Bloom In Days of Yore continues to be one of the best yuri series being published right now, oh my god. Get in while it’s still new, it’s only up to chapter 11!

God I hope the local historic theater downtown can show this, though I kind of doubt they’d be able to since they got federal money to refurbish it

I am upset about the new fire emblem because while yes I’ve wanted it for years, this now means I will be extremely compelled to buy a switch 2. The fact that it appears to be related to my favorite FE game (Three Houses) means it will probably be day 1 for me