"all 20th century ideologies die on the question of transness; the question of transness is the ideological great filter" proving truer every month i fear

my cypress tattoo is now finished!

First time wearing any amount of makeup at work in years. It’s only basic eyeliner on the lower eyelid so it isn’t terribly noticeable, but I am mortified. I’m always paranoid that someone will see me and immediately clock something to the effect of “that trans woman doesn’t know what she’s doing.”

I've seen enough. Clearly this experiment is working. It is time for a Michael C. Jordan.

Hades x Persephone

Deeply evil, genocidal policy. Here are some orgs that may be able to help: Across Bsky, many people have shared Trans Continental Pipeline. This is a grassroots mutual aid network turned based in Denver that helps LGBTQ+ individuals relocate from unsafe situations to Colorado. tcpipeline.org

Fuuuuuuuck I got recognized at work for how good I am at my job while my boss’ bosses were there and now he wants me to promote fuuuuuuuck

I’m fantastic at my job and I look great doing it

@madalithea.gunmetolymp.us core

I could not quote post (and this is not important) but I’m a barista and iced drinks genuinely don’t take sharpie at all once there’s even a little bit of condensation on them, at least in my experience. Writing on the cup before making it is the easiest way to do it

I haven’t read it but it’s so funny to see a Dorley reference at the lesbian bar

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I was not able to sit through the entire thing in one session but I am at the lesbian bar and really fucking feeling myself tonight 🥰🥰🥰

i have honestly found that as a rule the cnc girlies are better about navigating consent than the general population kind of in the same way that a hacker understands cybersec more than someone who installs norton on their computer and calls it a day

I finished Persephone Effect. Absolutely fantastic and I will definitely need to reread to properly chew on it

Reading Persephone Effect and weeping as my appointment for a tattoo based on Gunmetal Olympus draws ever closer. I’m not even halfway through yet.

this is the succinct argument for family abolition - abolition as "positive supersession i.e. overtake and replace with something better and more fulfilling and achieving the needs & beyond" - by moving beyond privatizing care to the family institution & establishing universal care among all

i will never not repeat "the failure on palestine, the consolidation of the border regimes, and the rapid deployment of transmisogynistic propaganda destroyed what is left of anglosphere civil society" etc

I was going to go last night but my girlfriends successfully convinced me to maybe chill on how willing I am to go spend money on drinks

I just realized that I’m getting my cypress tattoo barely a week after Persephone Effect comes out so I might be a complete emotional wreck by then, who knows

I finally have her… it’s been 9 months but she’s finally here. The lil bong she came with is the cherry on top

New dating strategy just dropped

The fact that it makes complete sense to me makes me feel a saddening disconnection with Calvin

if it wasn’t for the fact that my work schedule has me getting up super early most days I’d probably be going back to the lesbian bar all the time. I had a fantastic time this last Saturday

trailing off in this manner while at the lesbian bar with my gf and we mention that we have a 3rd one of us at home

Appointment booked for early February, the exact day managing to be the exact 5 year anniversary of me figuring out that I’m trans, which is poetic. I like to think Hades would be proud of me, I’m ecstatic.

keep thinking of a vocally anti-woke reporter who insisted that the term "environmental racism" was nonsense

Tattoo consult in 3 days I am soooo excited

scrolling FB marketplace and found these tungsten carbide wedding bands, I’m looking for some and I am poor so I was like oh cool, these are cheap! I scrolled through the photos and immediately understood why they were cheap.

My idea was to get a cypress leaf that begins on the back of my shoulder and grows up and across my shoulder to also be visible on the side and front, but when I first texted the prospective artist about it she was like “ok so this might be a bit complicated let me get back to you” so haha whoops

I am really hoping this back pain is as temporary as my black eye from me tripping over my cat two days ago. My ability to handle the intensity of my workload kinda depends on it

hey chat what's the name for when you admire someone so much that you're scared of them not liking you so you play it cool but then they think you don't like them but they admire you so much that they're scared of you not liking them so they play it cool but then you think they don't like you

I cannot help but wonder how different the trajectory of my life might’ve been if I had known I had ADHD and got medicated sooner. The only reason work isn’t bringing me to rock bottom right now is because I’m medicated and I can actually fucking do it.

The most powerful narrative device a game can deploy is "throw you back to the main menu but it's different"

Playing unbeatable is rly cool and I really like the voice acting for the characters. I think Beat and Penny should make out.

Ring shopping makes me feel giddy and it’s kinda like falling in love all over again

Yknow I think that might’ve been as well a conversation telling my family I’m engaged to two people could’ve gone. They’re going to meet the one they didn’t know about in a month.

they dont tell you this but the best part of transitioning is getting ur titties sucked on

this outfit is incredibly simple but I can’t help but feel rly good about it, idk I just felt cute at the movie last night

I’m like a cartoon character with how I can be hyper-competent at my job and then I spill milk or coffee all over the floor in truly comical fashion. Also I’m cute as fuck and everybody loves me anyway

The way that I talked with my wife this week about strategies to avoid wasting time doomscrolling after doing chores so I can actually play video games with my time off work

This experience of trying to discuss patriarchy outside the West and immediately being talked over by women going "WELL IT'S BAD IN THE WEST TOO" is so frustrating and ubiquitous. We're starting to notice and demand answers as to why we can't discuss our experiences without false equivalencies.

Uzumaki by Junji Ito

just learning about the united states democratic party

My second fighting game tournament is tomorrow which is scary and also exciting

Here I’ve been worrying about how my brother might react to me being polyamorous and. He already knew. Because I’d mentioned it like 4 years ago apparently haha whoops