i gotta find my people. again. it's been a year since I've been able to reach out and touch anyone.

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any time someone talks about needing to childsafe & remove sexuality from the fake third spaces the internet has, i want you to kill them. just immediately destroy their brain with some kind of evil spell

mr puke vomited all over the floor this morning and he didnt even clean it up this heinous mother fuck of a man

that's right. fuck that stupid owl

the thing about online queer discourse is unless you dig into things it's hard to tell if someone is speaking from a place of nuance and decades of lived experience or whether you're reading the untested absolutes of the most 15-year-old alive

i've been thinking very seriously recently about how i want to become more feminine, and have to get through some blocks in my head about really seizing that, properly stifling some very deep shame, etc etc. and i will still absolutely be calling myself a tomboy, because that's what i am.

did you know that when youre confident in your identity and sense of self you can cause psychic damage to others just by having fun and existing

Burritos are the best food ever made

perhaps excessive corporate centralization of the Internet was a bad idea

ps2 games aimed at young boys are crazy because most of them are just collectathon ratchet and clank clones but occasionally you get one that beats you over the head with "ALL WAR IS A CRIME" over and over until it sticks

in love

my root problem is really just that i spend the first 6-12 hours after waking up convinced i cannot have the life i want or be myself fully, and then 6-12 hours full of motivation but in the wrong half of the day to use it

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My pwecious widdle Bhaal babe 🥹

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myaa

i wanna cuddle women,,

"I'm not a disgusting lolicon or cub fetishist I just wear diapers and age regress" STATEMENTS DREAMED UP BY THE UTTERLY DERANGED

It's genuinely fucking ridiculous to me that there are still people trying to split hairs between "perfectly innocent acceptable babyfur content" and "disgusting evil harmful cub porn" NORMAL PEOPLE ARE NEVER GOING TO ACCEPT YOU BRO YOU'RE NEVER GOING TO BE SEEN AS THE NORMAL ONE HERE

Chris in a pickle from @malberrybush.bsky.social

i need someone that i can spend time with that i can be intimate with emotionally and physically but also do activities with like games and books and share special interests and go on adventures. anyone know what something like this is called

These people make a big show of how they can't be shamed or embarrassed or pressured so you won't notice that if you actually make an effort they do exactly that all the time

I was trying to make a footwork track and instead I figured out how to make my own fucked up banjo-kazooie vocal banks by first principle sometimes art leaves you with more questions than you started with

cm Aug 24 2023

Billion minus one

Susan's place? you mean the KITCHEN??? *laugh track*

I know this makes me a curmudgeon and it's not that serious, but there's too many of these "wrapped" things now. It's radicalized me against them. Filtering our relationships with art though time spent and discrete, measurable increments. Objective. Inoffensive. PowerPoint fodder. Spiritually vacant

I do not hate white america enough, holy fucking shit

insane local news just dropped. i've lived in a part of KC for ~decade and it's been an inside joke with friends and service workers that the local biz/party district is ran by a cartel of biz owners who bully out new ventures and replace them with generic dive bars for white suburbanites. Well UH

chill girl, no one's gonna take her from you

The USPS posting a NINE BILLION DOLLAR LOSS!!! sounds terrible. Certainly worse than if you said "USPS costs thirty dollars per person per year" even though that means the same thing and more accurately describes a government service

rly think there's something to the idea that, all other critiques aside, shame is ableist bcz of the particularly profound impact it can have on those w/moral ocd don't get why no one seems to care about that other than i think they're more into moral outrage than they are into doing what's right

ughhhhhhhhh i wanna wiggle my boobs at someone

fwiw i needed to think that HRT was magic (which it is) before i started even trying to transition; being "a woman" by general agreement/social consensus wasn't enough i ***desperately*** needed a new body... THEN i could get down to the business of actually growing and changing as a person

Cope is tedious and have you looked outside, it clearly isn't working

i am not interested in any discourses that offer dysphoric people the hollow consolation of an external locus of control. I reject them absolutely. You're responsible for you

Babe are you okay you reposted the girl in muzzle and straightjacket who's leash is being held by other girl in monocolor except for the eyes and leash again

"You need to watch bad movies" is often taken as creating a wider scale in your mind, but it's more ethereal Bad games make you see basic failings in functionality and coalescence. Through that you can start to see how many games make similar mistakes, but smooth it over with general competence

Puritan politics of the age are so completely unhinged that even the idea of someone potentially getting off to something ever is grounds for destruction of art reading anyone talk about Horses negatively is madness inducing Don't think anything will get better until everyone fucks in public or sth

Here's the nibbler

Ethical YouTube drama video where literally all of it is made up and populated with a cast of characters that do not exist IRL, completely fabricated social media screenshots, etc. Mockumentary for the YouTube girlies

yeah. gonna be alone for another christmas, most likely. yay.