tune for the day youtu.be/HZhpHUEX2VI

love you mom

this thing of ours visibility week

oh right thats another thing that happened in the fall. my sister texted me to say she doesnt want me around my niece for christmas because shes old enough to be asking questions and it wouldnt be age appropriate to answer them. i have her drawing of me on the fridge. so thats cool

my mom is gassing me the fuck up right now and i think its because i got her haircut by accident

im a self respect cusper

calling it "this thing of ours" from now on

what the hell babe i can tell you’re not actually listening closely to Selected Ambient Works 85-92

im still not Open About It the way mei and kammy are and i would love to get there. but like. ppl treat me like im normal. the women go out of their way to include me. my transdar barely works these days but the amount of flagging i see in the music and games channels, theres no way im the only one

ok yeah lashes still work

working irl with people and slowly letting my guard down has been rly rly good for me. feels like i belong in the world

ask me how i feel in another 6 months but as a broad broad i feel like its hotter to lean into my geometry

i ended the femme phase with a bang

guitar and piano are fun only in so far as they let me approximate a drum with some harmonic information overlaid

as soon as my gear gets here i am going to spend three months in the tank studying nothing but drum production. im crafting devious exercises for myself

threads is miserable btw. everyones on the algo and it only rewards selfies and conflict

did u know that you personally are allowed to assert your creative vision and inscribe the world. it says so right here

Dmadd9 -> Em7 if you want to know how im doing

now im gonna go get my lashes done . u cannot scrute my shit

it really goes from omg i look like a boy :( to omg i look like a boy :)

trans girl who gets 4-5 gender affirming surgeries just to be legible as a masc

pov the moment before being compressed into a sphere and dunked through a basketball net

im american now lol

hi friends i missed you

dyke by default was a lot of fun but dyke by design is goated

i have been listening to new music actively again in a way i didnt have the space to for three years

im no longer breathing in black mold bloomed on the inside of a landlord neglected hvac with every breath if you want to know how im doing

i guess theres still bottom surgery in march before im rly done with big life changes but honestly compared to september it seems trivial

boi mode

returned to stylist for extremely minor haircut tweak and it was everything i hoped for

on day one of my job they gave me a t shirt that says "dog person"

everyone who kept me safe and helped me find my new center of balance thank you so so so much

literally ive never had my shit sorted out to this degree ever in my life. the last time i felt at peace like this i was just about to Realise and now its fifteen years later and im the person i want to be

anyway for now i am only going to occasionally surface c u around

im past the months of sheer terror and im reintegrating into society and ive decided to become gayer

full court press my boobs together

extrusive thought

my god... the golden gayblade

easily parries your jerking off

some of those with more courses are the same with small portions

dykes to crash out for

we will be cum silhouettes

i'm existence bottoming. i'm in my 👉👈 era. im keysmashing at the infinite beauty of the universe

gay skeletons started the bonewall riots

farts are friends not food

snaps all your possessions to grid

the elderly man at the county fair locking my gaze with his while lifting my chin with the tip of the stick which spears a succulent pickle

told a girl that her new speaker setup is vibrating my future pussy if you want to know how im doing

genital burpees

baby let me huff your pits forever