ICE “left” Chicago in November, but they’ve disappeared three people from my community in two days this week. Don’t believe the hype about them, leaving Minnesota, either.

THIS! THIS! Yay this lifted my whole spirit.

as a disabled woman seeing leftists resign themselves to AI is a very similar feeling to seeing them resign themselves to covid

I’ve had so many typos lately I feel like my brain is dying.

7 million financial emergencies meant no money for my edibles and boy that isn’t helping my pain (especially eye and ligament pain) or my ability to stop my fear/panic at all. Things are so bad y’all.

Amazing.

Another incredible poem from my friend. Charles has a book trilogy coming out btw.

you're doing amazing everybody ❤️

I haven’t been able to warm up for hours even though I never really got cold, I think it was chest pain+stress+breakdown. I can’t stay warm. So I’m in bed watching Bob the Drag Queen talking about Nicki. I don’t watch drag shows (they rule I just get stressed) but I adore them and especially Bob.

This has been about bitching about the incredibly different standards for sick white people v people on those drugs. And I’m white and I can pass as non-queer easy. I’m not trying to get my prescribed hormones through when people already want to hassle trans folks.

On weight loss meds: I’ve been stopped 3x for my syringes for Zofran. I do not travel without everything together, prescriptions all together so there’s no doubt. Bags searched 2x and once (shoutout YEG airport) I got greeted by a drug dog. I just know injectable WEIGHT LOSS DRUGS will breeze thru.

I am seeing ads (everywhere so I’m skeptical bc the only thing outnumbering lately is injectable weight loss pens and I have THOUGHTS ON THAT) for Visible, a new arm band that can kind of help you track energy/spoons for the day. Have any of you tried it?

I think you might be lucky you aren’t here in my (mom’s) home right now because I am about to hyperfixate on either violence, the Hayes Code, Cronenberg or a video game and I won’t shut up for HOURS. This is the only way I can get through this without… worse stuff.

Things keep getting worse. I‘lolsee my cardiologist but I’ll never got to that location again. They messed up my appts 2x and both times said it was on me. Today they couldn’t or wouldn’t even pronounce my name right. So Tues: 20th bday for nibling named after me (no longer allowed to speak to her)

Waiting on a call from the clinician team but I don’t know what they’ll say. Probably keep waiting. We have to leave the car alone AGAIN and hope they tow it. Then the mechanics who released it still broken said it’ll may be seen today. Maybe not.

Every time I think we’re at the lowest something worse happen.

Almost fainted in the hall trying to leave the cardio and no, the old white receptionist wasn’t that concerned.

Receptionist at cardio acted like she’d never hear the word Amber before (had to spell it 5 times) and says my appt isn’t for a month. That’s just a lie or mychart is fucking up again. We also handed the mechanic a grand for the car to break down within 5 minutes. At the most.

Wait. Is this hot? is this potentially sexy?

Crotch rip in the pair of pants I was wearing today. I still have a pair of cargos from my ex-wife that mostly stay up but don’t have a belt. So I am trying Mom’s overalls! She has a pair she has to roll up.

I planned to borrow my Mom’s overalls today (I think they’ll be gentler on my abdominal and chest pain) just to see how they look and feel. B: Real excited to see those come to your shins. I forgot for a second I’m 5” taller than her.

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Based on my limited knowledge there are a million homebrew systems available. Kids on Brooms was, I think, specifically designed as an alternative to HP. You have some choices ahead. I’m not an expert. But supporting Hasbro means killing trans kids. You CAN find a new system and learn it together.

Hey Iiiiiiiiii wrote 3 paragraphs on Tuesday and another yesterday. Please clap.

Best Valentine I’ve ever gotten, I wish I could frame it. My favorite Cronenberg, from one of my favorite people and definitely my worldview.

Keep the focus, and keep the pressure on. It’s irrelevant whether Horner was wrong about T. rex or Torosaurus or sexual selection or whatever. There is a clear pattern of behavior here and making this about theoretical disputes is a distraction. Paleontology has to get serious about cleaning house.

I don’t know if it’s migraine or cardiac or stupidity or stress or all of the above but I’ve been dropping entire sentences and I have the worst aphasia of my life. I’m starting to be really embarrassed by it, leaving words/sentences out of posts and also doing that verbally. This sucks.

Hoooooooomeschooled. So it was Jesus.

Got out of bed and stepped squarely on my glasses. They’re alive thank frick but scratched. Scratched-er. Huge bullet dodged!

Hasbro: currently headquartered in Pawtucket, RI and moving to Boston, MA

JKR will never get another dime from the pockets of anyone in my family. You, too, can be part of making this deal a disaster for all parties! (The revolution starts here Where you work & where you play Where you lay your money down What you do & what you say The revolution starts now - S. Earle)

THREADS is very much a thing that you kinda can’t remake. For it to be understood, it has to be brutal and real and lo-fi, it wasn’t made for profit, it was made as a warning. It was unconcerned with marketability. That was the power of it.

These fucking publishers and execs want an instant mega hit but refuse to even put the effort in to help the studio achieve that. Marketing for games is in a fucking abysmal state right now.

We need unions right fucking now, this shit has got to stop. If I read one more story about a studio laying everyone off right after launch when they don't hit peak Fortnight numbers I'm going to lose it.

I thought thinks would be better today but I started crying at 7 and didn’t stop. I soaked at least 4 pillows all the way through. Tomorrow is cardiologist. Tired,

No wait - let him cook. Only English born lads in the EPL. Let’s see how long they last. I give it two weeks. When was their last World Cup win again? Oh right. When my dad was SIX.

I know money is tight for everyone and this isn’t a cheap piece of clothing. But if you have $80 around, this hoodie designed for IV access would be a boon to me. I have infusions and many tests coming up. Large, teal, bamboo. Obv donate to bail funds, food etc first! #mutualaid #showupforwishes

Kittenbinder just shit the bed so. He seems fine, just adjusting to hospital stuff. But it makes even more work for us.

Things are bad. Very bad. But I wrote 3 paragraphs about making meatloaf and the way raw ground meat coats your fingers and clots under your nails.

Likely-historic photo by NBC News of all the Epstein victims asked to raise their hands if they've not yet been asked to meet with the DOJ as Bondi testifies in foreground

I’ve been crying for 7 hrs constantly, money is much worse than I hoped (after pulling 20k from my 401k), I’ve self-harmed a lot and I can’t get out of bed bc I keep fainting (2x today). I was too overwrought for therapy. I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know when I’ll see my home again

Whenever some grinning racist from the GOP calls Texas "business friendly," this is what that means

It’s so much work to take care of this many sick people, animals and cars. Please pop off an encouraging note to B if you can. She and mom have the bulk of every thing on their shoulders.

I need to slow down, I can’t pass out and smash my face again. It’s scary, my Dad’s food is MESSED UP from post-surgical bandaging (they did it wrong and it’s infected), my chest hurts so much all the time, Mom and B are doing everything to keep us going. Squish almost died. No room to breathe.

A dresser inside a museum in New York City has been discovered as a secret stop on the Underground Railroad — the first of its kind discovered in Manhattan in over 100 years

Our world is run by the guy who unplugs everything in AIRPLANE only he knew how to plug it back in.

Glory and gore go hand-in-hand

Also it’s 0904 and I’ve had 5 spam calls.

Risking coffee today. It often gives me a tummy ache but I haven’t had any in at least a month. Maybe it’ll be ok. I need a treat so I get a cup of coffee and hopefully I don’t puke. Worth the risk today.

michael busts his ass, not just to provide for our family and make us proud, but to make his younger self proud and to keep promises to himself. he's a beautiful person, a fabulously talented writer, and the most deserving human of achieving their dreams. love him so much 🖤