i just looove when i ask for opinions from y’all & every single one of y’all ignore me .. funny thing is that this isn’t the first time, so like why do i even try talking to y’all atp? now i remember why i stopped 😂😂

🆘 𝓅𝓁𝓈 𝒽ℯ𝓁𝓅 .. I watched my roomie make this ravioli inspired pasta bowl, but i’m back to counting cals & didn’t personally weight out any of this .. the problem is that i can’t decide if i put the correct amount of meat & noodles .. pretty pls give your opinions 🥹

people say venting is good for your mental health, until it's about ed's or depression. then it's predatory and harmful.

  ˚๑ .✦ bella ✦. ๑˚ ♡꒰she/it/he꒱♡   ꒦ ︶ ꒷ ︶ ꒷ ꒦ ﹕✦ — 24 yrs old ﹕✧ — atypical restrictive ed, BPD, C-PTSD, MDD, audhd ﹕✦ — not new to edtwt/sky just a new acc ﹕✧ — looking 4 friends!! ♡/⟳ if u wanna be moots ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎

it’s amazing that we’re still alive to celebrate today’s national holiday .. maybe i should take some pills to celebrate .. jkjk 🥴

happy national suicide prevention day

fuck your feelings. fuck you being heartbroken or sad. get in the gym.

there’s this girl’s snapchat that i really enjoy watching because of how sweet she is, but tell me why this bitch gave me the meanspo i’ve been needing to hear 😭😭

my birthday is less than 3 months away, so who do i think i am with all this binge eating !? my darlings, i’m tryna look goodddd, but my bpd keeps getting in the way 😩

PERIOD WEIGHT DOESNT COUNT PERIOD WEIGHT DOESNT COUNT PERIOD WEIGHT DOESNT COUNT PERIOD WEIGHT DOESNT COUNT PERIOD WEIGHT DOESNT COUNT

bro i need to lock tfff in because i weighed myself this morning, which honestly was a stupid decision because i’m on my period, but that stupid thing said 162.3 & i cried a little ..

I am eating a lot for someone who complains often about eating too much

imagine having a healthy relationship with food lmao

gosh i am such a perfectionist

i feel like sunbathing

send help 🫩

literally been maintaining 154.9 for the past 4 days 🫥

september 1st being a monday is just so perfect, i really have no excuses now

went out to dinner + the bars last night with my friend after a 10 hr work day & i only gained a lil over a lb — i call that a W 🙂‍↕️

last day of my period 🥹

155.6 😐

debating about surviving off of fruit & coffee this week 🥹

it’s stress. i wish i stress starved still but ive been stress eating lately. i miss the old me

literally spoke it into existence & woke up spotting — let’s pray that we’re not pregnant 🙂

my period should be coming this week 😐

Why did i throw away so many months of pain and extreme self control just to gain it all back? 🧍🏽‍♀️ Am i dumb in the head?

I just need to lock in….Am I just too lazy?? Why is it so hard? I see myself getting fatter and fatter….I’m losing so much progress but I can’t seem to just; stop. I just need to stop.

the salted caramel cookies from my job are literally my worst enemy 😩

ughh my coworker offered me a breakfast taco & of courseeee i couldn’t say no 😩

160.4 😖

162 😖

my tummy is growling, but the scale says i’m too fat to eat

164 😖

back to my december weight 💔

me and the phrase “i’m locking in” is like the boy who cried wolf. like nobody gives a fuck anymore girl they know you’re bullshitting😭😭💔 (i’m locking in for august fr)

i’ve been on a two month binge cycle & tried a million and one ways to end it .. atp i should just get on a glp1 or kms 🙂

This tastes like someone turned a st4rbucks Frappuccino into a protein bar omg I’m in love prob my fav flavor from this brand yet

hi i slept all day

bruh everyone is on something tonight god i wish that was me

i shouldn’t get excited about weight-loss until im close to my lw. bc all the weight im losing? i lost before.

i hate that most nights i want to put a gun to my head

i feel like i’m stuck in the bottom of a water well, barely surviving with my nose barely above the water

i just want to feel something

i’m so tired of living

i should relapse on pills 🤭

day 9 of binging 🫥

day 6 of binging 💔