she finally gave out😖😖 idk when’s the next time i’ll be able to weigh myself this is TORTURE

once i find a way to productively study while on my walking pad it’s over for everyone including bella hadid

had an iced matcha today with no sweetener and it wasn’t too bad but i lowkey had to force myself to swallow every gulp😔

i accidentally dropped water all over my scale like 3 days ago and ever since it’s been kind of malfunctioning like the numbers will flash and when i step on it it’ll glitch before showing my weight😭😭💔💔 i just need her to hold on a little longer i can’t buy a new one right now pleaseeee😔🙏

guys i made it😭🙏🙏 i’m in bed right now tucked in and ready for sleep, NO SUGAR SUCCESS!!!😝😝😝

update: it’s almost 9pm and i still haven’t had any sugar😫😫 i imagine the donuts were amazing bcs they’re all gone already (thank GOD!) there’s one more cake im battling to not eat but i think i can do it😭🙏

my family is having a little lunch party and there’s dulce de leche stuffed donuts here i’m gonna pass outtttt😭😭💔💔💔 God please give me strength it’s only day 5 of my no sugar challenge i can’t fail already wtffff

real ones remember when i used to post literally every other second on here😭 being busy is hell i miss you guys🤧🤧

all these backup accounts😭 y’all are scared fr

my dog is so damn nosy😒

i feel so bad for this girl in my class bcs we often have exams scheduled on saturdays and bcs of her religion she can’t sit them. our professor won’t let her sit the exam on another day so she automatically gets a zero :/

just left my anatomy exam…

i’m going to the movies on saturday and i just know i’ll have a miserable time eating salty popcorn with a water🫩

day 2 no sugar. no cravings today, i’m scared😟 mother dearest made meatballs so i’ll be having that as my omad today in a few😝

trying to study with a massive headache banging behind my right eye

day 1 no sugar. oddly enough what i was craving the most today was juice! my university canteen sells this AMAZING pineapple slushy😭💔💔 couldn’t have that during lunch so i was sad but it’s ok. i’m also glad that i was able to say no multiple times today when cookies and candy was offered to me😔🙏

being back at university is like being back in hell🫩

bro the day before i’m stating my no sugar thing my mom tells me she thinks i’m eating too much sugar… LEAVE ME ALONE OMGGG!!! now she’s gonna think i’m doing it bcs she said something🙄 like omgggg i’m so annoyed

having my last bit of sugar before i start my no sugar challenge for 15 days (at first) and then i’ll extend it as i get used to it. i’m including junk/fast food in this challenge bcs might as well go all out. i just know i’m going to be miserable but it’s for a good purpose (summer bod😛)

trying not to think about the ice cream in the freezer

my ability to severely procrastinate needs to be studied. deadass i need a cure.

new nailsss😝😝 omggg i cannot believe it’s been 4 months since i last did my nails😩 i don’t remember what time i started (i think it was around 6:50ish pm and i finished around 10:50pm. clearly not getting any faster but i haven’t had practice in 4 months so i’m not too mad😛😛

i’m so scared to step on the damn scale

my mom warned me to take a jacket with me and i rolled my eyes… now i’m trying not to let her notice that my teeth are chattering

came to get my toes done at the salon after months and the guy looked at my feet and went

when you’re skinny you can really wear whatever the fuck🫩💔

guys does zero sugar sodas count in the no sugar diet thing?

guys when ppl say “no sugar diet” are they talking abt processed sugar only like sweets and desserts and sodas and stuff or natural sugar like fruit as well? i’m trying to decide my game plan come jan 1st😩

i just got tricked by the cuntiest pics of ariana grande, they were fucking ai😭😭 auntie is getting old😔💔

nothing like going clothes shopping to really trigger you into #THAT mood😍😝😝😍 i’m having a wonderful day ladies and gents😍😍😍😍😍😍

may the spirit of locking in possess me as january 1st approaches

and if i follow his diet then what… like i’m afraid that’s th*nspo🥸

i mean what’s done is done so might as well finish the last spoonful in the tub of ice cream (do not follow my advice)

it’s that time of year where everyone is posting their befores and afters from their new year’s resolution and i’m still a fatass

anybody know of any websites that sell band tees for rlly cheap and have international shipping?

choosing to ignore the fact that my underwear are fitting a little tighter recently or i’ll genuinely end it all

idk how ppl do mono, i get sooooo bored😩😩 forever thinking of that lady that did mono with tangerines for like months

channeling best ana energy after the events of last night’s christmas eve dinner🧘🏾‍♀️

heated rivalry has my whole heart. i haven’t been able to think of anything else for the past week

mom got a bonus for christmas and now the fridge, freezer and pantry are STACKED. if i was eating like a fatass before i can only imagine the hell i’m about to endure now🫩💔💔 PRAY FOR ME😭🙏 I CAN RESIST!!!!

thought my outfit was cute this morning… and then i walked past a reflective surface. #dayruined

if you’re in the easy fast gc and you saw me start and immediately end my fast timer no you didn’t

started cleaning my room, folded three pairs of pants and immediately had to take a break… this is gonna be a long night🫩

this girl at my uni was doing free scalp and hair follicle exams so i went in for one… why is she telling me i need to urgently book a breast cancer exam at the hospital

obsessed with the new knives out mystery movie and i’m not even catholic. they did such a good job with the religious themes and the different views omg

maybe TMI does anyone else feel their tampon digging into their belly button from the inside?? every time i wear a tampon i get this insaneee feeling of something pressing into my belly button from the inside and it hurts a decent amount😣😣 and it doesn’t feel like my usual cramps either.

craving canned peaches😩

i hate working out so fucking much and it isn’t even abt being lazy, i just HATE sweating more than anything in the world. i just can’t. even the mere thought of sweating makes me feel so irritated. like why am i wet and everything is sticking to my body??? and now i’m itchy too?!?

21 years old but my mom still calls the hair salon to book an appointment for me. i walk in and the receptionist goes “are you the girl who’s mommy just called?” like yes that’s me🥹