Wishing one day of starving was enough to reverse months of damage but it ISNT

MY THIGHS GOT SO BIG IM

when will i look like this? Im fighting for my life atp

Coffee timeeeeee

Actually managed to restrict yesterday 🎉🎉 tho I slept terribly. Lmao better get used to that again

The fatter I get the more I look like my mom I can’t let this happen anymore

gonna be depressed & miserable 24/7 until im skinny 😍

I NEED to get sknny again. I can't stand this w8 i need to be small again

Today

I told my husband how I binged and what I ate and he was like no it’s fine you aren’t a piggy like this man is enabling my binging so bad please STOP

Happy October you freaks!

Messed up last night again…not counting today because I have to go give another testimony. After that no more excuses.

I think they got dew </3 as this was happening the script sounded strikingly familiar and I came to check this post😭

hey quick psa!!!! block my old account ( spencerbl4dez ) i got my account stolen so that isn't me and do not trust them i just realized they didn't delete it and it's still up. i can't view it and don't know what they're up to over there

Just got this message everyone report and block 😭😭😭

DEW WAS HACKED EVERYONE REPORT THE OLD ACCOUNT

Gm angels 🤍🤍 I hope you all have a great day!

I’m going to be fat forever like this pleas e please

I’m begging my alters to let me starve please I’m making no progress…

I caught my father in laws cold and I’m annoyed because I was so careful but he ALWAYS BRINGS BACK COLDS

i have a severe caffeine addiction

Got hubby a graphics card upgrade! No more potato playing for him!

TIME TO DO BETTER TODAY FUCK

Seems I still can’t make myself throw up so 1,300 calories for today it is

#tinyspo #cutespo #cutesy 🎀

#tinyspo #cutespo #cutesy 🎀

If I just eat less today I can make up for last night

MH FUCKIBG ALTER BINGED LAST NIGHT IM SO ANGRY

spooky pompom and macaron 💫

I used to be so good at starving and now I’m just a big piggy who can’t stop eating at bedtime

I’m such a loser what’s wrong with me

Starting again….

Made it day two!!! Lets keep it up! The hardest part is the beginning

ya boy is getting skinni this winter for sure this time (PLEASEEEE LOCK IN ME)

Watching the new silent hill it’s awesome so far

EVERYTHING KEEPS COSTING MONEY

⭐ving needs to be my way to cope, not food

another halloween i’ll be fat for

Stepped on the scale today to really force myself to see how bad it’s gotten. I need to lock in.

I NEED TO LOCK IN RIGHT NOW NOVEMBER IS COMING AND I CANT BE A BIG PIGGY FOR THANKSGIVING

💀💀💀 saw myself in the mirror 💀💀💀

Every dream I have I am skinny then I wake up…like this….

I can do this. Manifesting success instead of dooming myself 🙏🙏🙏🥲🥲

Less sugar in my life please I NEED TO STOP

I’m going to be fat forever I hate myself