aja
@ohdaisy.bsky.social
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she/her | 30 | edsky | bipolar | anxiety minors dni
saw someone on tt who lost 12 kg in a month so i have to really step up. even though its freezing cold i have to get out and walk, at least 20k steps. my damn mother is home the next couple of weeks and i hate useing the walking pad in front of people
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sorry for my crash out yesterday i still feel awful and i have gained 500 gram π
about 3 hours ago
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just gonna have to f4st the next couple of days or only eat a little fruit or something idk i just want to lose weight
1 day ago
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and i fucking hate christmas and all the food and my family and i wont lose 10kg by christmas eve which is unrealistic to begin with i fucking hate myself
1 day ago
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yeah so who the fuck cares cause i just kept eating and now i hate myself even more than i already do, and im gonna gain every thing back i have lost, my progress and everything. i should kms honestly
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1 day ago
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i have no idea the calories in the dinner i will eat with my friend later so i will put in 2000 kcal to be sure and wont eat until then
1 day ago
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also
2 days ago
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my stomach is making funny sounds lmao
2 days ago
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well my excuse is that I HAVE eaten two while making them bc im in the kitches and they are in the living room while i make them so that was easy
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2 days ago
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my niece is visiting and my mom said we could make waffles and i have to find an excuse to get out of eating it why does she always want to eat something like that when my niece is visiting she also bought chips and candy and im like⦠my niece doesnt need that EVERY time she visits, its insane
2 days ago
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169 so far, will eat kiwi when i get home and kale salad later
2 days ago
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another 500g lost
2 days ago
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i want to lose 10kg by christmas eve π©
3 days ago
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3 days ago
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today forgot to take pic if breakfast, also i will add the kc4ls on pics from now on bc in scared of getting nuked, idk if im just paranoid but oh well
3 days ago
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took magnesia and its finally working
3 days ago
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600g (900g if we count yesterdays weight also) down maybe it was just water weight
3 days ago
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chonk
4 days ago
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i hate flossing my teeth
4 days ago
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have to pee but i dont feel like leavinh my bed
4 days ago
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4 days ago
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good morning, scale said 300g gained and i feel so awful
4 days ago
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also im fucking bloated
5 days ago
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i feel weird calling our christmas christmas, bc its jul, which i feel like is different from christmas but idk
5 days ago
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i fucking hope iβve lost weight tomorrow, i ate too much bread with the tomato soup (with cream and pasta), and im scared what the scale says. today i havent gained weight from yesterday, so i hope its the same tomorrow but im so mad at myself bc i wanted to lose more weight and i ruined that with
5 days ago
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Freya π«§
7 days ago
"im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* "im so fat i need to lose weight" *eats* πππππππ
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apparently both my mom and sister will give me a gift each for advent, and today i got a colouring book from my mom and a balaclava from my sister, thatβs so nice of them, didnt expect it at all
5 days ago
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sorry for not being on here today, had to use all of my social energy going to cph and meeting my friends. scared about what the scale says tomorrow. anyways, hope you had a great day or will have a great day depending on where you guys are located π
6 days ago
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scared about tomorrow bc im going to cph to meet with friends, and they are making homemade pho and it scares me not to know the kcals but it will be my only meal just to be safe
7 days ago
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but she bought me a wool coat so that was nice in xs and i am by no means xs in clothes. clothing sizes are so weird
7 days ago
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my mom deadass told me today that i dont need to lose anymore weight π im no near underweight
7 days ago
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lost another 400g
7 days ago
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tmi maybe but im so glad im p00ping despite the restriction and i dont have to use l4x
8 days ago
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8 days ago
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hahahah miss her so much, i still spend most days crying βοΈ
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8 days ago
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incredibly nauseous from taking meds on an empty stomach again
8 days ago
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also my mom got me this (yeah im an adult so what) and im really appreciating that they have specified the kc4l pr 100g for each of the chocolate wafer thingies or whatever you call it in english then i can decide if its worth it that day
8 days ago
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also good morning, any plans for today?
8 days ago
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300g down from yesterday β€οΈ
8 days ago
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9 days ago
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wanna stay under 500 today
9 days ago
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i connected with a person (manβ¦) from my town after i made a reddit post about my situation, and he is also dealing with mh stuff so i thought hey cool we can maybe talk a bit about that. WELL he writes CONSTANTLY and says good night and good morning and comments on how long it takes me to answer
10 days ago
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okay it stinks of old cigarettes so im trying to wash and dry it wish me luck
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10 days ago
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i feel like this jacket is muuuch better than the other one even though its big on me, but i think the length makes it okay
10 days ago
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at art therapy and im so nauseous and my stomach hurts :/
10 days ago
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i will
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11 days ago
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i could stop it here for todayβ¦.
11 days ago
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woke up to snow, even though most have melted by now
11 days ago
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cooking with my niece. frying some pear and chicken and boiling grapes. solid meal
12 days ago
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weighed myself and despite eating like shit, i havent gain at all, im so relieved
12 days ago
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