i actually hate myself more than i usually do

bro im so fat

therapy today i’m scared

watched a vid of my dog that passed in november and now im crying

i have chosen to leave the sick employment system i was in, where i’m not allowed to live my city, and gone back to graduate employment system (i know it’s confusing af) where i have so much more freedom. i can leave the country if i wish to, so i can go on vacation with my family may 28 to june 11

done

2500 more lets go

my legs lowkey look deform ?????¿¿¿¿¿????

broooOOOOOOOOO IM SO TIRED

i am very fat i fear

me bought a travel body scale to bring with me 🤪

gonna lock tf in let’s fucking go

why tf

me this summer because i can’t stop eating 😭😭

i’m about to watch one of the worst episodes of bones 😭😭😭

i literally can’t see myself surviving this year

im a pig

i made a bracelet

i woke up and i feel very very very fat

i dont have the energy to remove my makeup i just want to go to bed

wanted to make popcorn (yes i’m fat) and they caught on fire ☹️ universe is trying to tell me something

also i wore my super cute black ballet flats and they absolutely killed my heels im so glad i brought other shoes too

screenshot from a vid but why do i look kinda… small just a little bit well my legs look huge but

im so fucking exhausted i’m on my way home from cph and shit i’m reminded why i will never live in cph again

also i got a letter about my student loan and it’s so high i’m gonna kms ☹️ had to take a student loan bc living in cph is expensive as fuuuuck and i couldn’t find any work during c0vid im so tired of life

i want skinny legs so bad

even if i gain THIS is the weight i will go with, it’s food weight it’s food weigh it’s food weight and it’s water weight water weight !!!! IT IS

omw to cph i’ve spent so much on trains atp

but im going to a bachelorette party today so i’m probably going to gain again 🤥

im 49,8 today i’ll take it

purr

30k lets go

MOTHER LEAVE THE BATHTOOM I NEED TO WEIGH MYSELF AGAIN

still pissed about this i was sure i would hit 49 ish

IT WENT FROM 50,4 TO 50,9 ????????????????? FUCK OFF

plssssss cross your fingers that my weight has dropped to the 40s ahhhhhhh tired of being stuck in the 50s

hey good morning friends

why won’t anyone hire me am i that fucking useless

i want to die

tired of the system

gave me a fucking heat attack bc of how loud it was

viral post lets go

heyyy dont want to be alive anymore

i have to pee

I need to be small again

and fuck this day too going to art therapy to distract myself also going thrifting

sorry for being so inactive but i don’t want to live

and fuck this day too

fuck this day