i swear every food in this house has 10 billion calories and 20 thousand grams of sugar. and i'm sick so i can't go buy my own food 😍

lowkey gonna have to lock in after that weigh in .

i wake up, i binge. i binge again, i go to sleep. honestly if i died tomorrow my ghost would be holding a bag of hot chips.

people say venting is good for your mental health, until it's about ed's or depression. then it's predatory and harmful.

every time i take a break from edsky, i end up missing it sm. unproblematic angels.

ppl need to stop with all of the mainstream ed trends. like i'm tired of seeing everyone's mia/bed/ana/recovered faces. and all of the comments being like "omg ana face :0" TIKTOK IS SUPPOSED TO BE MY SAFE SPACE. (i already complained abt tiktok but i'm complaining again).

got my eyebrow pierced today and i'm feeling so swagalicious

guys im lowkey so locked in rn. i dont wanna jinx anything tho so hold tight.

i hate that tiktok is turning into an edtwt kind of community 😭 a girl can't have one moment of peace

hey chat, why does no one talk about how recovery from binge eating leads to heavy restriction. like it's so hard to get to a middle ground without relapsing on binging or restriction. eating disorder? bitch i'm eating dis order.

also update i'm not employed. they fr hyped me up and said i was a perfect fit and then ghosted me. i should be able to sue.

daily affirmations. my friends do not look at me and think negatively about me or my appearance. no one is looking at me and thinking negatively about me. or my appearance. i am real. i do not smell bad. no one cares about my weight like i do. people do not think negatively about my appearance <3

guys guys i'm about to be employed AND i lost 5 pounds everyone clap

no one talks about how painful it is to be the only single one in your friend group.

also how do i have 20 followers 🤯 might post more often maybe, ty guys for following 😋

bro why do my friends always ask me to get food w them 😭 i love them sm but i can't be wasting all my money on stuff i can't even eat half of, especially fast food 😔

guys today was successful, jumping up and down and kicking my feet

so today was indeed not better. had fast food and missed a function w my friends. literally kill me.

yesterday was not a good day, does not count. does not count. today will be better.

guys is it crazy if i starve myself in hopes of getting the attention of a guy who rejected me a year ago, lmk

i forgot abt bluesky, heyyyyyyyyy 😛

starving bc I know there is a trump supporter somewhere with a skinnier waist than me

guys I'm not disordered I'm just practicing for when we have global famines due to climate change

i threw up marshmallows. never touching a marshmallow in my life ever again.