ik we're all on mentally ill dot com so there's bound to be trauma and pain, but i sincerely wish the best for all my moots & oomfs. u guys are so kind, funny, supportive, & creative and deserve to be happy & fulfilled

Hi I'm alive🫡 reporting for duty lost 3 lbs from vomiting lmao

Sorry I haven't been active today guys I am dying😣

My face has gotten thinner and im just now noticing it's a bit weird

Was gonna say idk if I can restrict today but lowkey might not even be able to eat I am barely keeping down juice

I am still so ill omg I hate this

Why did my good night post end up on normie bsky lol blocked

Hi good morning mooties :) I was awoken to my monster of a sister stomping around and slamming shit at 6 in the morning I am horribly on edge

Good night praying I actually fall asleep but I am # dying

Took two bites wanna throw up and hot & cold are u kidding me I wasn't sensitive to this last year I fucking hate mca$

Ok I ate 4 veg nuggets and then almost died but now I'm fine YAY PROTEIN

Why does my keyboard autocorrect everything to full caps after I type ONE THING IN ALL CAPS SEE IT'S DOING IT I have to individually lower each one til it understands I don't wanna yell omfg

NAUSEOUS

Psych appt next wed that I totally forgot about ugh. I have literally no clue what to say to this lady all she does is bump up my meds every time I say they aren't working/I don't like them/I want to go off them. She also took me off my panic attack meds so now I'm just chilling ig (NO I AM NOT)

Does anybody remember in like 2022 on edtwt when food polls were super popular. I wish we had polls here I kind of miss them

I haven't eaten yet but I had a little bit of juice with my meds so I wouldn't throw up. I think I'm gonna make veg nuggets as a treat for dinner and also have the tiny slice of cake. Also will probably be good to have some protein i don't think I've had much this month lowkey

Obligatory active period on main ✅ almost forgot lol

My therapist exclusively wants to do OCD therapy every session but I need to talk about my SH urges and sui ideation and also like. I don't WANNA talk about my compulsions 🫩

Home from therapy exhausted feel like shit wanna cry

Somehow they feel worse today do I need to buy a size down or do I suffer with belt

i just want to be skinny

I spend a LOT of time on my mutuals tab sorry if I'm spam liking u it's not intentional💔

If you are also an unemployed loser with an ed who can't stay mentally stable for longer than 3 months then we might be twins

I rly just had to use both arms to open my garage door what I need to start working out more

Okok I have to wash my hair I feel icky

Aaaaggh my head hurts

If you see this post your favorite Pokemon

Therapy today supes excited to sit on a couch and have her ask me if I'm still suicidal and ima say yes and she's gonna ask if I have a plan and I'm gonna say no obviously and then that's The Conversation that's It apparently

I think I am gonna let myself have a piece of my mom's bday cake later so I can self celebrate being clean from sh

Good morrow mutuals

Good night mootiewals

If I eat popcorn and a diet dr pepper for dinner is that junkorexic territory or tumblr best ana

My therapist figured out the root cause of my OCD a few months ago and it's ironically what I keep having panic attacks over. I've been kind of ignoring it but it's taking a toll on my body and I have been smoking way too much to make up for my meds not working

Having a wonderfully massive panic attack right now

Lurked on edtwt for 10 minutes and it's full of hangry f4tphobic 16 year olds who are complaining about normies hating "us" bby there's no us they hate YOU you're MEAN work on that first and foremost maybe

It's been an hour since I said I would clean and all I did was get up drink water and sit on the floro

Ok I need to lock in and clean now but I'm so tired

I just had to buy new jeans and now they're loose again. Yay but rip my wallet

Just saw my best friend for the first time in basically forever and all she did was talk about her boyfriend

WAIT I am 3 months clean of sh today YAY

I've had waist slimming diarrhea for the past like 8 months and now she's gone where did she go i kind of miss her

Y'all ever get horrifying cold chills while wearing sweats head to toe or is that just my literal malnutrition

Groggily eating half a slice of stale cold pizza in front of the fridge door for breakfast

An ap0thecary opened down the hill I might walk down there today and see what herbs they have

I do not know what to eat but my body wants to vomit so I definitely have to el oh el

My mother keeps saying I am concerningly skinny meanwhile I'm in the normal bmi range at a normal weight and my thighs are still HUGE stop FEEDING ME woman!!!

Made the awful mistake of looking up my old edtwt username (su$pended) and was reminded my 17 year old self was an idiot and posted about a personal situation and it will never go away!

I have to get out of bed and take my meds and drink water but I DONT WANT TOOOO

I think it's so silly having a faceless account like I bet none of u know I dress like a h!ppie freak in my free time and make t!nctures in my closet