hmm i know 💡 if i eat all the food in the house then there won't be any food in the house to eat ☝️🤓

completed soup mono today 🫣 hydrated and prepared to sleep. i’m hoping restriction these past couple days will put me in 127 tomorrow morning

it only took a week for my cw to go from -yay i’m thinner- to -too fat- in my head

🥵🌡️

I’ll be doing myself a favor by losing weight just so i can be comfortable outside in the heat

i can feel the layers of fat in hot weather

summer is approaching

my job is becoming less stressful as i get a hang of it. i’m also becoming less stinky because the stress sweats have abided.

i’m so pissed at myself. i need to have meals prepped every day to prevent binging.

weighed in and it looks like i’ve gained only 1lb. the binge gods had mercy on me

i want to skip my accountability thread on saturday i don’t want to weigh in 😭😭

worst or best week not to be in office this week there is catered lunch almost everyday

if i’m ugly i need to be skinny. that’s the rule. duh.

binged again tonite

now i have to restrict even more if i want to be 127ish on Saturday

i’m so embarrassed bc the past two days ive been binging

haven’t had diet coke or pepsi in 3 days against my will

the most pathetic thing is that there is a small part of me so desperate for others to comment on my wl

my goal today is to bed rot and not eat anything heavy

i am so happy that i’m finally making progress. i can’t describe how good i feel. for months i kept seeing people in my life get thinner except me. stuck in a binge cycle. once im at my gw I feel that I’ll finally live unburdened

i’m calling it. i’ve entered a honeymoon phase with my ed 👯‍♀️👯‍♀️

i’m going to have the best everything shower tonight 😇

ever since i’ve been sleeping more i can see the changes in my body

there is nothing better than sleep

need breakfast but i don’t want anything heavy

i feel so clean now that i’ve broken into the 120s. so proud too. i needed this. i am so glad i stayed true to myself.

as long as i dont binge Saturday morning will be a success

weighed myself after work today and i am so excited maybe ill be 128 tomorrow

i look GRAY

the light at work is unforgivable

pro my pants are falling down con my pants are falling down

what is it about binging that's like ah man that sucked. lemme do it again tho. but Worse.

step 1. gain a lot of weight step 2. buy and only wear oversized tshirts step 3. lose weight step 4. donate all your oversized tshirts step 5. see step 1-4

EEEEEE im getting excited again about losing weight

i am not NEARLY as pretty or skinny as i think i am

in the past 6 years i’ve lost 130 to 115 (3) times. this time will make a 4th. that’s actually so depressing.

now that i’m in the 120s i have to donate 2 items for every 1lb i don’t lose weekly 😭 this fucking sucks but it works

fasting today. i’m not even hungry just tired.

sorry yall im weighing almost daily just in disbelief

my body wants to be 120s so bad. i keep eating like crap but still maintaining 130. why am i working against myself? my brain and heart also want to be 120s.

WE THE PEOPLE

the whole system is broken let’s start over please

OMG I CANT WAIT TO FINALLY WEAR MY PANTS AGAIN SUMMER HERE I COMEEE

this is all so insane

i need to restrict heavily thursday and friday and this weekend

the weeks fly by when you’re stressed

HUH huh??!!!!!!

i want to binge 😓