this too shall pass type shit

Partner wants to fast together Thursday night to Saturday morning❓❓❓❓

I hate how fast I lose at this weight because it tells me I’m fucking huge and I know it will slow down

Losing weight you’ve already lost has got to be one of the worst feelings Anyway down 3lbs from yesterday 👏

goodbye seasonal depression, hello body dysmorphia season 😛

Me looking at the low cal meal I just prepped

New plan:

Need to convince partner to go for a walk with me tonight I’m going stir crazy with the lack of work 😐

There’s nothing to do at work and they won’t lay us off so now I’m just working out while I dust

Purged last night after supper 😛🤡

Happy international woman’s day. In the us the violence against women act Wasn’t passed until 1994, (and dv is still a huge issue here) A husband couldn’t be tried for rape in all 50 states until 1993 And less than 30 years later roe v wade was overturned. I do not feel empowered

I forgot how triggering spo threads on twt are and omg 😭😭 I’m spiralling I’m so fat and I need it off me NOW

Happy international women's day ✨️💕✨️💕💖✨️💕 I LOVE WOMEN!!!!!

Yall the thrift store had this gem 😌

switching back and forth between edsky, edtwt, edblr, edtok and edinsta #brainismush

Park is closed 😐

Watching your ops struggle

i'm huge and i hate it sm

omad + museum trip + park walk today 🥳🥳 back on track fr this time

My old ass playing RuneScape and bingeing antm

Work is so boring these days and I’m actually going insane, I would so rather be home than in this dusty ass warehouse 😒

These new meds got me feeling fucked

These new meds better turn me into the happiest mf on the planet that never binges again

i can’t believe these are my best years and i’m fat

Girl what 😭

✨ meals today ✨ black coffee+tea+rice pudding chicken alfredo raw veg+thai sauce

The thoughts be disordered this morning

Cramps

Rewatching antm starting on cycle 11 and bro the racist + transphobic Alaskan girl 😭😭😭 she needs to go

Took n¥quil last night before bed, took met@mucil this morning and now im shitting my brains out and my period just started I’m tiiiiirrrreedddd

Time to free my brain

Yall the mental gymnastics I be having when something bad happens and it makes me happy cause I can use it as an excuse to ⭐️ve 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Spending my night looking at spo and doing research for my spring planting 🥳

I don’t want to work I just want to be home vibing 😔

Romanticizing again, looking at spo on p!n & 🔴📝

@ me

gay mermaids gaymermaids GAY MERMAIDS 🧜‍♀️

Said no to the Costco snacks

Me when I lie 🤢😵‍💫😬

Unfollowing MORE people that follow minors like????? Why are you 32 following a 15yo

Three months to lock in ~

Tried to put on leggings that used to be baggy on me and I could hardly get them over my thighs BITCH WHAT

Fully spiralling