Sorry I’m crashing out about the ICE presence guys I know it’s depressing I just like… i dont know who to crash out to

ICE just drove down my street. 7 cars behind them blasting horns to warn people. I can’t believe this is real. I’m going to an event this weekend to fold zines and pass out whistles to warn people with. I can’t do much. It feels like not enough. I’m crying and crying. My neighbors are being stolen.

What can I even do as a small girl without money to give?!?! I try to buy snacks for the homeless and protest when I can but I can’t fight fucking Ice and I can’t donate to people saving their loved ones from detention centers i dont know what to do

Just saw a video of ICE arresting and borderline beating a man only 3 blocks from my house. I need whistles to carry around to warn people the protest organizations are giving out whistles I haven’t gotten one yet

ICE is everywhere. They’ve been at my favorite restaurants. The Mexican mall. The cultural center by me. The parks I walk at. Ive seen them driving down the street. I wish I could do more. I report them when i see them. I post it everywhere to get ppl to show up. I’m so tired. So sad.

My mental health is so bad. It could be the lack of real community and closeness that exists within our society or maybe the late stage capitalistic “buy! Buy! Buy!” hell hole , or maybe the evil rectangle I’m addicted to that shows me the planet and people dying 24/7 but idk maybe it’s just me

Me googling: how to become less cynical / pessimistic when ur country is disintegrating into fascism and capitalistic hell Me googling again: how to give ppl the benefit of the doubt when everyone is obsessed with individualism and doing nothing for their friends while receiving community benefits

Definitely lost a few pounds recently. I’m glad about it. I’m wearing brand new Minecraft pants I thrifted from the cheapest thrift store ever. They’re slightly short cuz they’re children’s so I have them be super low waisted

My steps are getting so low because of the cold it’s so sad

He’s ok he has some bad croup but it’s only worrisome because the other baby is so small

They rushed the toddler I nanny to the er cuz he suddenly started seal bark coughing and wheezing and screaming for like 20 min and the mom was looking to me to tell her if we needed an ambulance or the ER and I hate making these decisions I told her to drive him since he was still able to speak

Found an girl I know who’s doing a tattoo apprenticeship and is only charging $25 rn …… time to get an ugly tattoo let’s go

I love sweet potatoes

I want a walking pad so bad but I fear they’re all shit

My great aunt told me that the height of the Vietnam war felt very similar to the scariness of right now… she said it was obviously very different but the atmosphere and tension and hopelessness felt the same. I wish I knew other old people that could tell me if this is true.

To do list ☑️ tidy living room ☑️ sweep ☑️ vacuum everything ☑️ dye hair ☑️ wash hair ☑️ skin care ☑️ Fold clothes ☑️ wipe table ☑️ litter box ☑️ sweep hall ☑️ skin care ☑️ read book ☑️ tidy makeup desk

Sometimes I wanna start a Snapchat group chat of all my friends on here I don’t know if it would go well but I love group chats so much

This week I chipped my tooth (visually not bad, the tooth doesn’t hurt also) but it’s SO SHARP. ITS CUTTING UP MY TONGUE.

Does anyone else intensely hate all of the foods their in laws make? Calorie density or flavor or any reason. Mine is both. I hate it.

Hi guys I’m back sorry about leaving for a couple months I’ll definitely do it again unfortunately

Update: he’s started researching narcissistic tendencies , reading a book about thought spirals, and I took notes on betrayal trauma and how to heal relationship trust. He’s making TIME to THINK instead of assuming “they’ll understand” type of attitude He has until the end of our lease to prove

I should off myself idk what to do hes wasted almosy all of my 20s How many times do you let somebody mildly betray your trust before you give up??? How many times can their ignorance and intention make you forgive them before you’re just stupid ? I need advice. I need care. I need som1

What do you do when a 30 year old man you’ve been with for 3.5 years (lived together for 2) tells u he can’t commit to you because he “needs to work out some issues in our relationship” that have nothing to do with me and everything to do with him…..

Disappointment. He’s Ruined my relationship. I doubt there’s any coming back from this. Screamed at him from about 930-230 becasue im in shock and disbelief

It’s my bday and my bf made a big deal about needing to wake up early and get things ready for my bday. I thought he was going to propose because I told him I wanted to be engaged BY 27. I am 27 now. I am not engaged. My gift was some roses and a pasta jar with 100 things he likes about me in it

Ok it’s in 4 days still nothing. Great!!!! I love my life!!!!!!!!!! Wow amazing!!!

I can tell I’ve lost a little weight I don’t have a scale but I can see it and my pants seem a bit looser too

Just posted on Instagram time to be embarrassingly worried about how many likes it gets until it gets what I’ve deemed an acceptable amount (pls kll me)

Clog the email with things other than trying to get ppl fired for not caring Charlie Kirk died

*When the revolution is creeping up and that means we have to klll bad guys* GUYS STOP NOOOOOO. DONT DO THAAAAT. LET THEM LIVE AND HARM OTHERS. IM NOT INCLUDED IN THE PEOPLE BEING HARMED BY THEM SO THEIR DEATH IS A TRAGEDY

Peace and love hasn’t been working so I’m kinda down with hurting bad guys I can’t lie Ur not morally superior for thinking nobody should get hurt including harmful ppl U think they should be jsut left hitler alone? There’s 2 traintracks 1 sides a bad guy 1s many innocent ppl. Pull the lever

Make racists afraid again (by any means necessary)

Let me be the first to share the news

A new study came out that My state has the highest percentage of trans people in the USA and a loooot of white people and i thought it was funny because my friend group rly reflects that. How u got a friend group with like 10 trans ppl but only 4 ppl of color? Move to Minneapolis it’s inevitable

I had told my bf a long time ago I want to be engaged by 27 and I don’t want him to forget. I want commitment by then or to break up. (A long engagement tho ofc no real rush) My 27th birthday is in 4 weeks….I think I’m about to be a never married divorcee basically…..

I wanna smoke weed but I don’t wanna binge chat what do I do

4 hours and 12 minutes done with work. 3 hours and 48 minutes to go Sigh

My boyfriend is weirdly obsessed with knowing what I’m eating and following me to the kitchen and it’s so fucking triggering like does he know about my Ed or what’s his deal leave me alone

Life is easier when I only track calories if in a situation where it makes sense to like if I want to have something special or something

Ok last update I sent the text and she paid me and said sorry but like.. now I’m checking every single time

I can’t believe my entire day has been ruined over $86 I’m so crabby

I wanna cry

Guys pls read this is it a good text to the lady I nanny for she has shorted my check almost 100$ twice now

Guys the lady I nanny for shorted me $100 last paycheck and 86$ this paycheck. I told her last time and she gave me the 100 but now it feels intentional. Help what do I say I wanna text and be like (Check tweet under this one I’ll post my text pls tell me if it’s good)

Restricting makes me crabby and angry Not smoking weed means I COULD be overstimulated and crabby because of it The cold weather makes me crabby and anxious and nervous for winter I hate winter Smoking weed makes the anger and anxiety go away but it makes me binge so I can’t restrict

I’m good now by the way just tired lol

I didn’t pass out but I almost did n all the nurses had to rush to me to fix my shit and my blood comes out so slowly like 5 men have come and gone while I’m just sitting here bleeding lol it was embarrassing Now I’m being held captive until they believe me that I won’t faint lol

Guys I’m being so brave

I passed the blood donation screening now I’m eating dried apples waiting for them to call my name to donate hooray.