pb rechrg so i no fnt n th shwr 😅

too mny memreez brain b QUIET pls 😿

best of luck on your endeavors today <3

at least we don't HAVE to work today but we prob will anyway cos we kinda need to...idk if that makes sense lol...

c o n f u s i o n

i think we forgot to take new med last night 💀 wonder if that's contributing

idk how to put into words how we're feeling/doing this morning it's just a fuckin Lot

gonna go get my spine and joints snapped back into place and then get more food for my fat ass hahaha (this whole mirror thing is fuckin with me i should prob just turn it around but...)

finding less time to workout with all these appointments and we're somehow still surprised at how tired we are from them and how much recharge time we need. even though it literally never lessens. it just keeps compounding. we need more sleep. fuck.

fuck dude shit's nuts idfk what to do UGH im so fuckin tired of shit going wrong. and being broke. at least dryer came through but like so did the car ¡nsuran¢e payment and we can't afford this shit hahahahaha but *OCD* so he showin up tomorrow sometime and we gotta figure when we doin chiro n store

i feel like shit. i don't want to do today :/

hello friends in my phone, hope y'all have wonderful days <3

omad conquered 😅 deciding what to do between now and movie with B...prob PT/stretches would be good?

today's been a weird ass rollercoaster and im so glad it's almost over 😭 idek how to describe it cos it isn't the normal *insert sound effect* craziness it was disjointed and far away. we started new med last night so im curious if tomorrow will be the same if it's an effect...we've def been dizzier

mornin peeps

goodnight peeps get some sleep 💕

sick n tired of feelin tired n sick all the time 😓

okay i need to know, so please answer if you do. does anybody else just straight up eat citric acid? not a lot, but just for that punch in the flavour muscle.

we moved the mirror and it is fucking with our head. with how it was before, there was apparently a slight bend which caused us to look taller/slimmer. we are squished again. /neg

time to prep salad. by the looks of it, we had food earlier today, so it will not be an omad. oh well, i guess.

i wonder if we should reschedule therapy. neuro is the same highways minus three exits, and the drive today wiped us the fuck out. we still have two days to decide, though.

i hate when they ask pain level. what kind of pain? there are too many different types in too many fucking locations to ever give an accurate answer.

confusing to feel like age is both 7 and 23. just what the fuck. i am not used to being co-conscious.

my blood type is O and that is why i am messed up. i am a typo. a mistake.

well fuck. next month neuro stops taking my insurance. LOVELY. /s

neurology appt yayyy maybe they'll tell us if Brain is being seized hahaha

this morning was so fuckin rough 😭 we need Someone Else to tap in like yesterday. literally. im too fuckin tired for this bullshit.

not ready to face bed. or tomorrow 😓

debating another more normal(?) day of food 🙀 didn't eat yet, kinda dizzy 😿 and hungy but also i don't want to 😾 but also we're still in range so 🤔 i mean we didn't eat yet and it's 1425 so...hmmm...the oatmeal yesterday was tasty...maybe we should have another round? 😅 I DON'T KNOW GAAHHHHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭

weighed in 1 kg less than expected! and we ate junk yesterday (chips 🍟 and ice cream) as well as multiple meals (fruit+oatmeal in am, salad+ramen after noon, pb&j before bed) which is completely atypical (we normally eat once in the evening) so idk why we were so hungry, but thankful still in range!

not the PPD ads again 😭 fuck i miss you L, you deserved better 💔🥀

so...tired..."be quiet or they'll hear you" [echoing in head]...what if that was the fucking point? so someone could hear and come stop you?? 😭

hi 😿

was about to clock another hour and remembered we took gummies earlier so that's off the table 😂 it was gonna be the fun/easy ones but they'll still be there Mon so we just need to-- *checks time*...figure out how we're gonna go to bed tonight 😅

headspace has been wild today, and i am elated we can [relatively] easily track this shit. i wish i could have a conversation with my full, entire Brain, but the fact that there were four of us simultaneously earlier is kind of crazy. that has not ever happened before, and it was kind of just a Lot.

folded half the laundry...did a few hrs of work...chilled with B...prepped some veggies...decided against nap (we'll just try to not go to bed too late)...will wash problematic pan and then clock another few hrs 😎😇 hands hurting but $ situation hurting worse 🤪💀 fuck being chronically ill and broke 😭

hope y'all have lovely days!! been up for a few hrs and finally getting moving 😅

today our main goals are just work, workout, and fold all the laundry we did the other day 😅 it's still sitting on bed waiting to be done...been sleeping in living room with B 💀

why i been craving pb&js??

so heckin tired 😿

nt evn a mntion f us bein l8t 🤣😎😂 ZERO ssues n bss tld us NO PRSSR t wrk tmrw (we tld thm we'd try t log hrs f hnds wrk/dn't hrt too mch)...t's so nice cs t formr jb they'd Alwys sk us fr mr hrs, ssumng we'd b abl t say no r sk fr tm ff 💀 NOPE cldn't do tht 7 yrs ago n jst ovrwrkd selvs too mch 😿

we hd ltr day thn nrml cs mail rrvd ltr thn our nrml wrk end tm so we rcntly gt hm nd m supr gld gregor hlpd me drv cs while t's FUN t feel lk m n a vdeogm...t's nt safe bhnd a real wheel whn m floaty 😓 gregor hlpd ground me jst nf t gt us bck sfly tho :3😌 dnnr tm...dn't thnk we ate bfr so t's omad!

fucked up sched and now gonna be later than wanted for second part of day. everything this week is just plans changing rapidly with no time to process in order to communicate and i hope i don't get in trouble lmao (boss is chill and i don't think i will but we are taking more time than we asked for)

ni-niight <33 we Tired

think this might've been the first time we actually let tears fall in therapy...we've teared up once or twice before but actually cried today so good thing we were wearing compression gloves, made it easier to wipe em away quickly 😅

at least we're on time for therapy for once 😎

idk what the temp is but it sure feels like my AC-less car adds about 12 degrees lmao the back of my shirt is soaked

been staying hydrated but was dizzy driving home so need to eat before therapy... >.<