Gonna go home and cry

I'm beyond tired from today

Good morning. I've barely slept and I have a super long day today.

I hate myself so much. I'm angry at myself all the time

I just woke up and I'm already tired

Gonna track cals again from today on

Okay I'm hungry. This is good. Means I'm doing something right for once

I've lost this weight before I can do this again

At this point in life I feel like I'll always have an ed

I'm gonna go for a walk when I get home no matter how tired I am

Starting a fast now

I've binged myself up to a new hw. This has to end today!

Day 5 of crying myself to sleep I guess. Yay

I'm going to a wedding in August alone where I know no-one but the bride - not even the groom. Somehow this is marking feel super lonely

At this point I don't think I'll ever find love.

We just saw him in March and he was doing really well, he even had a girlfriend for the first time in his life.

Got woken up from my nap by a phone call from my dad telling me my uncle (his brother) died this morning. We weren't close but still...

5/5 pages done and uploaded. I'm gonna take a nap now

3,5 pages done. It's midnight. I'm gonna do the rest tomorrow

Technically I don't even have to hand in anything but it's good to get some feedback during the writing process and it's less work later.

2 pages done. 3 more to go. I'm so glad we're allowed to hand in a draft instead of the final version.

Great. Another migraine. But I have to finish the assignment tonight😭

bro im so fat

I mean after all that stress I'm not surprised

Of course I'm getting a migraine

And I have 3 more interviews next week

My job interview today went well

On my way to Uni my train ended at a random station because of technical difficulties. Now on my way home there is no train service because of people on the tracks. I'm so over today

Can't sleep

I didn't bring anything to drink. Now I'm on the train to Uni and I'm so thirsty

Praying so hard that I get a teaching job for September 🤞 I'm feeling so hopeless though

If I don't lose any weight soon I'll lose my mind

Another day binge free

Done ✅ It was way less stressful than anticipated. I was done in 4 min because the prof wanted to just be done and go home. Valid

Also day 4 binge free

I have another seminar to attend before the exam. I'll revise on the way and during the seminar.

I'm so nervous. I haven't been that nervous before an exam in a long time, but I haven't had an oral exam in years...

I'm gonna revise the flashcards one more time before bed and then study again tomorrow before the exam

I think our warm water is still not working correctly:( I have to ask my neighbours tomorrow if they have hot water (not just warm water)

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Another day without a binge (day 3). Can I make it to a week?

2 days binge free

Realising how bad my mental health is rn

And I hurt my foot yesterday while walking? I got out of the car and I was barely able to walk. It's better today though

I have to concentrate and study. I just want to cry.

I don't know how much longer I can take the drilling noise. It's been over 2 weeks and they are still not done😭

Gonna do a 20h fast

Today was my last binge I swear

Today didn't really get any better

I'm nearly 30 and I'm crying because I don't want to go to that lunch. Being an adult is fun