THE WAY I CAME HERE TO SAY THE EXACT SAME THING IS CRAZY💀💀💀 HOW DO THEY KNOW

i'm allowed to get attached as a little treat, will it hurt me later on probably but goddammit i deserve to feel something other then totally despair

the cycle begins a new and i will do nothing to stop it bc i feel good

you mean to tell me that they had a collab when i stopped playing 🫩🫩🫩🫩 imma crash out i don't even play reaper but i need him gimme it my blorbo pls let me have himmmmm

hey hey hey it's a new month and we are what locking the fuck back in 🤞🤞🤞🤞

my period has started 💀💀💀💀

the horror of the third loud ass roommate coming back

so i can grow a big back but i cannot grow a backbone #caterpillarsky

not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3 not gonna b1ng3

rice cake but with corn instead

volume 4at1ng and whatnot back on my salad bs (973 c@ls)

nothing is better than a ciggie after a big cry 🤪

may accountability 🧵 (inş this time i will not quit in the middle)

chat is this enough sausages

ah yes an emotion i will now process this by eating?????

i have the emotional regulation skills of a fucking cow my solution to any and all feeling is eat.... the fuck kinda solution is that

how is it that every single time i start slipping tiktok floods my fyp with tarot readings... bro i'm trying to keep it together pls do not encourage the delusions

hehehehe nice 👌

yo insane update they're now (months later) leaving hand written letters in my mail box (with their personal phone number) trying to recruit me again lmao 💀💀💀💀

new meal just dropped how many cals is a pigeon????

every single day i live with roommates i realise how fucking selfish people are common sense ain't so fucking common apparently

CHAT THIS IS NOT A DRILL I'VE REACHED THE TWO DIGITS (in kg) BUT I HAVE REACHED THEM 💃💃💃💃🕺🕺🕺🪩🪩🪩🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🎊🎊🎊🥳🍾🎈

are those boobs in the cream cheese or are you just happy to see me

got spat on today...

assault with a deadly weapon but it's just me farting on people while i'm on my period

biggest arizona can known to man (238 c@ls)

I HAVE PICKLES IN THE FRIDGE

my favourite r3striction fo0d is soup cause what do you mean 414ml of mushroom soup is 176 c@ls

low restriction is still restriction i say to myself after eating at maintenance for the past 3 months 🥸

just sat on a wet bus seat after having a 5h exam... if that shit is piss im gonna throw something IM ON MY PERIOD DONT DO THIS TO ME

real footage of me trying to fight the binge urges

chat she's just being blunt 😔

i've been doing a lot of eating and not a lot of disordering this month 🫩

see how i make jokes to cope tomura 🖐️ (i spent too much time on these pls laugh)

she's dreaming about burgers just like me

December tracker ❄️🎄☃️🌲 ~ Pics from p1nterest~

WHY IS IT -3????? HELLO it's november this is no 👹👹👹👹

sometimes i look at the amount of weight i lost in lbs instead of kg just to make myself feel better (then i turn back kg and immediately go back to feeling like a failure 🫩

just learned that i'm a small fat 🧍‍♀️ so you think i'm skinnnyyyyyyyy

if i don't lose these 3kg in the next 50 days i'm going to lose it

locking the fuck in for the 24601 th time of the year 🥖

looked for my phone for 10 min it was under my ass the whole time #relatablefatassproblems

the plight of losing 33kg and still being 14kg away from overweight 🥀

the curse of being hungry and not being able c00k bc of my fuckass roommate WhY dO We HaVE bUgS OH I WONDER WHY MAYBE JUST MAYBE ITS BC YOU C00K PASTA WITH THE WINDOW CLOSED EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY??? also there's other people living here you cannot monopolise the kitchen for hours every day

rip mothman🪦 got stolen by rando guy in a car that asked for a lighter and then drove off 💀

nom nom (128 c@ls)

my favourite salad being 600 c@le sucks BUT i can eat the fork it comes with

it's time for me to stop dissing and start stepping