I want to give up so bad!!

Sh feels so exhausting rn, i feel so exhausted all the time.. #shbsky

I slept all day 😭😭😭

Its almost 1 pm, im just awake holy

So fucking done with life

My fk appointments are out of hand Therapy Psychiatrist Social worker Job assistant occupational therapy I can’t ,…. therapy every week The other stuff 2-4 weeks Im so done

Train toilet was clean!!! I needed to piss so bad 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Crying nonstop and impulsive buy earrings ahhh

I hate it, i failed to 99% my english exam. 😭

Kill me pls

Good morning 😭

Tomorrow therapist will fuvk up my life

Sout to thow up, dissociation igh

Allez dre sicn bjjszm

Tomorrow school , English exam in morning probably take some lorazepam after that hour or in the big break. #shtwt #edtwt #drugtwt

I have serious problem looking at sh videos on twt the one swipe ones, i could actually schream or throw up and also i get adrenaline. 💔

I just saw one swipe muscle cut……. #shtwt Im shook

Tomorrow English Exam at 8:20 💔

Really want to try Xanax (alprazolam) bur if i ask my psychiatrist i think would say no. Cause yea. Sus to ask for xannx when u get lorazepam und diazepam as drops. But i want try maybe i just have a problem #drugbsky

I think i had 3x 2,5 temesta (lorazepam) since 3pm i guess. I schould make breaks between very dose.1 one I didn’t anyway #drugtwt ?

So exhausted but i change some earpier in other colors it was horror💔 small balls and my bag hands uhh annd 5mg lorezepam cause thoufht ut woukf hrkl

I officially biged with me luck 💔

Gaint 600 g 😭💔

Took 2,5 mg lorazepam and 30 minutes later again 2,5 🎺

Yes, im overweight, but i will get to lose weight i gained because of medication again!!! Height: 1,62 m BMI: 37.7 😭 #edbsky

I want at least 100-300 grams weight loss. But i dont think its possible #edbsky

I have a headache, and i bleed on my head just a small amount but whatever. Ughh i dont know how

Im delusional help.

Im about u throw up, i feel so sick

Maybe I’m on the Asexual Spectrum, cause I’m not that interested in Sex, i don’t really need it in my life. i only did it because of other people. I talked myself into me ,,needing,, it. But every time i did sexual stuff alone i got so bored that i stop so quick cause i did not saw the need to do.

I dont know which of you all, would say they moots with me? I have a false sense with that, i dont judge if u dont and im not mad or sad just want to know who is on their view and who wants to be moots 🧍🏻 Anyway ur all amazing! If moots or not 🫶🏻

Sometimes i think my special interest is like bpd cause its so unstable. Like wtf how fast i change it???

I want 🐛 these to be bugs too, but they of course not. Actually I don’t even know which bug, bug ( me ) would be ! 😭 Send help!

I forgot 🐛🪲 the first i find cute and the second because if u know u know LOL 🐞 this scary because they will kill me As a child i wanted collecting them and at home making them a home, but i put them in my bag, without protection and put my big heavy books into the bag and the rest u can know😭😭😭😭😭

I have an oppression with emojis like 🧑🏻‍🩰🫶🏻🧍🏻🫡 like whhhyyy? The dancer fr iconic, and the second okay i know, 3rd is me when i dont know how to stand, mostly at presentations! And the last one because im in service for the gays (all queer people ) and allies!

Wdym she says i’m cute like this bunny? 🧑🏻‍🩰😭🫶🏻

Drank my protein sugarfree coffee at ducking 10:41 pm . How should I sleep???

If i gain weight i will cut deeper then i usually would!! #shedbsky

Sorry im a egoist and everything is about me u think sorry i would be rather dead then have attention by people in rl. Go f

I hate it when people point out that i have new scars or something like bandages! Like shut up. And not talk in the worst times. She was like yea why u do, u destroy your body like i know but im ill brother😭

I need to learn for my English exam at Tuesday tomorrow. Ughh but i also need to cut myself!! #shbsky

Im so scared that i gained weight. I need to weight myself tomorrow morning when parents away!! #edbsky

Ughgab abgaga. Habdshn bgbbec cc 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

Im into an episode i fear again. I hateeeee this ahghhh

I want to fk cut. But I can’t get the goal cut which is in my head rn, just by cutting when its dark 💔 but urges are so high. And i feel like i deserve to bleed to fk out.

Kill me pls

Am I fucked? *blank in comments*

Work in progress all but here my linktr.ee/bugisnotokay2

Feel hugged! 🫂🫶🏻 @needsexwriseleosb.bsky.social