i wish dying were easy cuz wdym i took like 40+ extra strength pills and was fine, how am i still here

theres this hantavirus thing or whatever going around killing ppl, it might be the next covid. i hope it gets me

sorry for being so inactive, im just genuinely exhausted

love eating a massive slice of cake and making myself miserable

one side of my brain says i might not exist anymore tmrw, but the other part says i will and thats why i need to be skinny now

got a new job and they immediately sent me on a work trip, ive been too busy to keep up with the feed and ive totally lost track of my cal intake. whoops

this was apparently abt 600c (i only ate the chicken tacos)

been hanging out with my bf all day and now we r at a tex mex restaurant. i feel like such a fatass

just realized i havent 💩 in almost a week. pray for me yall

im so hungry ...

please ignore me body checking in every window reflection

not counting the coffee i got as breaking my f@st, cuz i dont want to

sometkmes i cant believe that my bf likes me, like i literally think he must not like me. but then i remember he hangs out with me everyday and kisses me and says sweet things and then it hits how much he likes me, but i still fear i like him more than he does me

A good percentage of gym bros have 3ating d!sorders but some of y'all ain't ready to have that convo

told my bf that i was fasting today for 13h and he sounded concerned

setting boundaries is so scary

might be pointless cuz my bf wants to get smth to eat and i cant just say no

just finished a work meeting and they got us pizza and i was so strong and said no both times it was offered to ne, whos proud

i want pho. fuck i want pho so bad i rlly want a big bowl of chocken pho and some spring rolls on the side fuck that sounds so good fuck me i want pho so bad but i cannot get pho i mustnt

minor setbacks can be fixed, ill get back on track one way or the other

im doing this for little me that wanted to be a model

overate again, because of course i did

it isnt a binge but boy does it feel like a binge

i think its dead for realsies, i charged it and it still wouldnt turn on when j pressed the button. idk how i fucked it up but there goes my pen

my weed pen is dead again, life is torturous

i wish i knew how many cals is in a salad without the dressing, cuz i almost always eat it dry. salad dressing is a fear food

i burn so much less calories at this new job than i did at my old one, i almost miss my old job

i need to get the fuck up

i was given ice cream, my one weakness. f@st broken at 27 hours

been pretty anxious today over ridiculous things

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f@sted for 24hrs. my trainer told me shes also f@sting but she said shes doing it for a week. i dont think i could even try that

i keep lying to my bf abt eating. i feel so guilty, hes gonna be so upset with me for lying. i need to confess before it gets worse

lost a lb. ig thats acceptable

im actually so hungry but im not eating until i hit at least 18 hours sorry body but its not happening

i didnt wanna leave bed so i did my core and leg workout from bed. feels like i discovered a cheat code

im up this early, i have to do morning workouts

i hunger so bad, no night demons unhand me

its 4/20. you know what that means. me and my bf r gonna get high off our minds today

i keep weighing myself but its just maintain maintain maintain where tf is the lose, cmon. ive been in a deficit for days, i had a metab day, i eat my protein, i am active. why am i still so big

i gave the pecan pie to my brother and now im lying to my bf trying to convince him that im eating smth. the guilt weighs a thousand tons but so does my fat

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my boss gave me a mini pecan pie. i do not want this

food sits like a dead weight in my stomach, rotting and festering

my bf is so cute

420c for 4/20

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i have no clue how long ive f@sted for but all i ate yesterday were 4 donut holes, half a coffee, and a single fry. so im thinking of continuing for a while today, especially since i maintained

goodmorning i am up super early

is it too early too say im in love?