My poor nose is so messed up Its embarrassing to go to work like this

I get off in 5.5 hours Im so excited to go home after work and see my animals 😭

The sign that is hanging in the bathroom at my work 😆

I had a charbroiled chicken club sandwich. With a lettuce wrap instead of a bun for breakfast this morning It made me so sick Im sitting at work trying to not show that im not feeling well

Jake is taking me hone tonight after I get off work because I have been in a crappy mood all morning from missing my animals

I haven't been home in 4 days. I have been going to my work, then when I get off I come to Jake's work and help him out until its bed time and I just sleep at his work. Im feeling super homesick today. I miss my animals I miss my bed I miss my home.

We have a work cat 😭

My boss showed up and told me I could leave early, so im off in 30 min

Only 4.5 hours left on this shift Then its a 4 mile walk to Jake's work, where i will help him, work on Art, then go to sleep in their office. Tomorrow i have another 13 hour shift

Having to claim to not be hungry because I dont wanna explain to my new coworker that just made dinner that I dont eat pasta

Wooo half way through my shift I can tell my shifts here are gunna drag on forever cause we are literally sitting here playing on our phones

I think im gunna reward myself with double nostril piercings when I reach 200 lbs

This house that I was assigned to work at is so easy. Everyone just wants to sit around and watch movies or do puzzles. Occasionally we will be taking them out to museums, zoos, aquariums, ect Like... I dont think im gunna get hit working here which is a huge plus

did you know 😜 that if you dont eat 😱 you get hungry? 🤔

Omfg I dont know what to do. Between us both working and doirdashing on ALL time between work we barely made enough money for rent, but we did it. Then Jake's paycheck got deposited in the middle of the night and some random bill immediately came out. Now we are $300 short on rent and its due 😭

My new Jo is caring for someone with I/DD I was told today that she likes to go watch male strippers It is my job to accompany her to the strip clubs and hang out with her I get paid for this 😆

I did so bad today 😫 I walked like 2k steps because I was stuck at a desk all day At least tomorrow I will be a lot more active

Im so dang tired and I have a 13 hour shift tomorrow I can do this. Starting a job like this after not working for a year is exhausting

Got out of my meeting then doordashed for a few hours. Now I have to work on a commission

They bought me a salad for lunch 🥹

Got a quick break from this meeting. In scheduled to work 40 hours this week and I dont even have to do anything while im there 😆 Just met my new boss and he is cool with me going for walks in the morning and stuff

Good morning friends Its gunna be a long day I have a meeting that starts at 8:30 am and runs until 5 pm Jake is dropping me off early. Ugh Oh well

Tomorrow is going to be exhausting. Its my first paid day at my new job and its basically a 9 1/2 hour meeting with the ceo, all of the higher ups, and my new boss. I get paraded around and have to charm all of these people. I am not a social person lol

Good morning friends I gained a few days ago and I have been maintaining every day since Its making me a little crazy!

Got stoned and started playing world of warcraft What's wrong with me

Doordashed all day so we went to Panda Express for dinner This is gunna last me like 3 days 😆

take me outback and shoot me

Not a cute look

Sitting at the dermatologist right now waiting to go back They are taking a biopsy from my nose to check for skin cancer because my dr is worried about a scar

SNAP people called yesterday to interview me for renewal They asked how I have been paying my rent and I told them I have to pawn and sell my personal belongings That ass hole labeled me as self employed and now they are asking for proof of income I dont have any income!

Woke up at 3:30am to my toe hurting SO BAD. Had an ingrown toe nail that I ignored yesterday. Ugh. Im feeling better now, hopefully can get lots of walking done today

Tomorrow I go in to the dr to get a chunk sliced out of my nose to check for cancer Its not gunna be a fun day

Tried to go out and doordash today to make some cash for food It didnt work out Ended up coming home and going for a walk Gunna try again tomorrow

2nd day in a row that I have hit 8k steps. Its getting easier!

QTP with a gif of the last show/movie you watched The latest episodes are gold

Last night was the first time Jake saw me with my clothes off and got visibly excited. He is on the asexual spectrum, so it has never bothered me that he isn't a sexual person But last night... the look on his face was enough to make me wanna keep going

Odin is being really cute this morning I love my cat 🩷

Gunna door dash today. Gunna do a good walk in the am, then hopefully dashing will get me some more steps

Im realizing I didnt actually gain, I maintained Yesterday I thought it was really strange my weight was so low Im realizing its because my scale wasn't on an even enough surface

Good morning friends I gained this morning 😒 I had a feeling I was going to because I got stoned and ate a lot last night Blah

Some of my art

Anyone wanna help me buy a yoga mat? Its $20 We dont have money on our card and I really wanna add yoga to my daily exercise www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...

Snacks

Yesterday I weighed in at 266 I didnt have an empty stomach when I weighed, I had eaten half of a side salad and had a small green tea I weighed myself this morning and I was at 259 🥴 I didnt believe it, weighed myself 5 more times, yea its correct

#edbsky Breakfast 2 Oz smoked salmon 4 raspberries 4 blackberries 4 cotton candy grapes I also had a 10 Oz strawberry protein shake with unsweetened vanilla almond milk

Feeling like absolute crap today

Starting a new antipsychotic today that is weight neutral But I have to eat 250 calories before taking it in order for it to work And they want me to take it twice a day That's my whole calorie limit for the day 😭