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My "skinny" wasn't even skinny

My fiancé and I put everything we had into buying a truck, hoping it would help us get to work. After a test drive, we felt confident, but on the way home, the truck broke down. It’s heartbreaking. If you want to help by donating or sharing this it would be appreciated! gofund.me/f90d2f896

Went to my youngest nephew's birthday party yesterday. This is the forst time most of my family has seen me since last year. They were all telling me over and over again how it looks like i lost so much weight and I look so good Made me feel good

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Seeing myself at my lw and realizing I wasn't even that skinny 💀

He wants me to recover but when im home alone I do this

Was supposed to go to work with jake but decided not to because I dont want a high cal dinner tonight

I am supposed to hang out with my mom tomorrow but I dont want to She intentionally triggers me to prove there is nothing wrong with me. Its so frustrating.

"I think you're just so used to eating WAY to much that now that you're watching what you eat and losing weight you think its a problem" -my mom telling me i dont have an ed.

I love him so much I just wanna be thin and pretty for him

Breakfast this morning is 40 calories Im going to have a cup of coffee with some sugar free creamer this morning

My fiancé and I put everything we had into buying a truck, hoping it would help us get to work. After a test drive, we felt confident, but on the way home, the truck broke down. It’s heartbreaking. If you want to help by donating or sharing this it would be appreciated! gofund.me/f90d2f896

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Little body check from this morning Down 106 lbs I have a long way to go still but I think this is a good start #edbsky #caterpillarsky

Had to reschedule my ed eval until the 20th of next month due to money problems My other Dr's were concerned about me rescheduling but I reassured them that I WILL be going next month

My dr just informed me that I have lost 50 lbs since March She said they are concerned and will be keeping an eye on it But... im honestly just kinda proud of myself

Fasted all day yesterday I layed in bed wide awake all night. Couldn't get a second of sleep Had to clock in early, it will be a 17 hour shift today I did eat breakfast because I wasn't feeling good when I got out of bed But I am still feeling super weak. I think I might have fucked myself. 💀

My ed eval is Monday morning. I am so nervous about it, im feeling really stressed which is making me not want to eat at all. I had an iced coffee this morning but haven't eaten anything all day. I know jake would be really upset if he knew

I dont really see much difference between the 2nd and 3rd one 💀

I get to go home in the morning. I have been away from the house because of work for 4 days now

Dinner.

Im so tired. Im 4 hours from being done with my 4th 16 hour shift this week, and I only got 3 hours of sleep last night

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Special moments at my work

Seriously debating on recovery and trying to lose in a healthier way

I have a straw page if anyone has any questions or comments they wanna leave me! novakayne.straw.page

Please say there's a difference 😭😭😭

Lunch

Celebrated her 80th birthday with a huge party. I ate 1 cup of watermelon and a small piece of broccoli. I feel like i did really well! Plus im at 8k steps for the day after running around helping everyone

One of the people i support at work is turning 80 today. We are throwing a HUGE party for her. Its gunna be so much fun

Had a yogurt, 4 pieces of turkey lunch meat, and 7 slices of pepperoni for breakfast

Had an appointment with the psychologist today She says it sounds like i have anorexia nervosa now instead of BED. Im not sure how because im fat We wont know for sure until my evaluation in 2 weeks

Freaking out, we took a couple of the people we support at work to Dairy Queen for lunch. I tried to decline eating but my coworker wasn't having it. I ate 3 chicken strips with a little ranch, now my stomach hurts and im hating myself for eating. Plus im over 600 calories for the day so far now 😬

Not eating anymore tonight! I have work tomorrow so I wont get much of a walk in

I need to be more active on here again 😭😭😭 I havent been posting much because I was obsessing over Twitter

Finally heard back I was referred to the eating disorder clinic for a initial eval, I go in for that in about 2 weeks. She also set up an appointment for tomorrow afternoon to discuss things

Well, I know this is a long shot but I need a new watch, im offering 3-4 commissions (full scenes) for anyone that wants to buy this Garmin Watch off of Amazon for me www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/... Its $250 We can discuss details in a dm #furry #digitalart #furryart

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Im officially down 103 lbs from my hw now

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No body will miss me.

I did a thing. I sent this to the behavioral health person at my nutritionists office

Good morning! I had ti skip my morning walk today and sleep in cause I was exhausted from work yesterday, i didnt get home until almost 9:30 pm (i left at 6 am for context) Im feeling like i got some good rest at least though. I lost 1 lb too!

Good morning friends. I maintained again Last night I messaged my childhood bestfriend. I thought she was mad at me because I had tried reaching out to her multiple times over the past 8 years and never heard back She responded! We talked for about an hour before I had to go to bed, but

Good morning friends. I somehow lost 2 lbs even though I ate Wing Stop twice yesterday lol Im out walking early before class today Gunna be in class until 5pm

I got a really cute Wicked tshirt from Walmart that was on clearance for $3 because Wicked isn't popular anymore But I love the movie Jake actually found it and handed it to me lol Its too small for me but im using it as a goal shirt

I hate being an adult.

Good morning friends! I woke up late, sat around and cuddle with my cat, then went for a small walk I lost 1lb Almost out of the 260's Today is a lazy day, then its back to work tomorrow!

I took Jake out on a date to a local burger joint that we love This was out dinner