I gotta get new bedding.. this one is fugly

Me core

cloudy outside today so im going to listen to 2000s indie playlists and read a book

I wish men didn’t ask to see me all the time. Sometimes I don’t want to take a daily picture wtf?? I like taking them once a month.. I hate myself bro

my ex’s brother is gifting me his edibles bc he hasn’t touched them. Is it weird? A little yeah. Do I care? No

happy hoa hoa hoa hoaa season to everyone

Can’t believe im still not over this stupid man!!!?Why does he still follow me on Spotify!!!?Why does he still follow our blend!!!!?why does he still follow me on discord!!?WHY!! Why can’t he just block me like other men!!

You guys think it’s possible to drop 30 by Christmas

Feel like a biggie whenever I consume something that isn’t a liquid

Want to listen to Taylor’s new album bc everyone is talking bad about it but in order to understand why it’s getting negative reviews I must begin at her first album and study her lyrics (I’m not a swiftie)

I’m not losing quick enough and it’s pissing me off.. 2lbs a week is not enough

@ myself

I keep losing weight but I don’t see a difference//feels like I look the same…

I feel like I’m losing my mind guys.. why don’t I look the same as I do in the mirror vs pictures?!!!! Everyone that stands next to me in the mirror looks the same in their pictures. Why do i look so god damn deformed. Idk what I look like anymore…

Shameful post… is this shit any good for you know…

sorry for having feelings that wasn’t very sex object of me

Weigh in tomorrow..

Weighed myself for the first time in months and I weigh less than what I weighed back then??? I think my scale is broken…

Drinking my second large Diet Coke, it’s only 11 am, clouds covering the sun, listening to the xx, life is good

Yeah I’m going ortho.. fuck this shit

I got some sleep last night. It was in intervals though and probably only 3 hours again. I’m still not tired. Had my omad already now I gotta find ways to stay preoccupied.

I think I’m the beginning stages of mania. Been 48 hours and I’m on 3 hours of sleep. So much energy. Dancing in my room rn

would yall let me yap?

How I feel rn

Guys I’m finally so locked in!!!

This man literally just called me a “temptation he can’t have but wants to bite into”

The only man that deserves my attention from now on

I have the worst luck with men bc why did he just casually drop his gf in conversation after he’s been messaging me from morning until night time everyday. Not only that but sharing all his dark fantasies and sending me pixel art and other art that reminds him of me LOL

RELEASE ME FROM THIS HELL

“How did you know that….” Me:

Got bored so I went out with my Mason jar to create my own little ecosystem

Men when their gf with BPD does something that a person with BPD would do

BPD is so much more than having random outbursts, it’s fucking exhausting, and I wish men would stop fantasizing about having a BPD gf

Must chug so much water so I don’t end up feeling like garbage. Already had my omad but I’ve been having so much caffeine and not enough water. I don’t want my kidneys going out.

Maybe if I just restrict really good this month and jump on the scale next month I’ll be happier

Morning omads is where it’s at yall

This song is so damn good

Stopped talking to a man who used my self harm as sexual pleasure and started talking to one with cannibalistic tendencies. What’s up?!

Haven’t weighed myself in two months…

Hi guys, I spiraled…. but I’m back

I’m actually sobbing so much oh my god

Slowly getting ghosted by the guy who said he had fallen for me and I also got blocked by someone I thought was my friend so that’s how my day is going!!

Back on my bs (wanting to kms)

Also yes I’ve been in hiding bc I’ve been binging what’s new???

Having anxious attachment and BPD is not for the weak

In my Radiohead era iykyk