i hate my fucking life

super tired of going to my friends house just to be forced into staying for dinner

we can’t reply to shit straight from the tl anymore?

i think my wisdom teeth are finally starting to cause problems (i’m 29) ((everyone else had theirs out years ago))

yep today sucked too!!! can i km$ PLEASE

TODAY IS ALREADY TESTING ME bro i cant take this

how people can just keep on living i’ll never know

i knew i shouldn’t have tattooed over these sc4rs i knew i wasn’t done with them

every single shooting star, every 11:11, every birthday wish for years now has been to fucking d13 so why am i still here

Truly fucking wish I was dead rn

I really really really dont want to wake up in the morning 😔

oh! and now i can’t even go for a walk. great!! just great

i have nowhere to go

I feel so alone

Life is worthless

i hate this holiday

shitty ass thanksgiving

had to leave my bfs place before dinner because his sister’s dog kept terrorising my dog and no one was doing anything about it

such a nice day out too bad it’s kinda shitty

everyone else is better at having an ed than me im just faking it

fat useless lazy i hope i d13

i hate wasting my entire day doing nothing

my birthday was yesterday did i mention that

IS COMMON SENSE A NEURODIVERGENT THING BC I SWEAR NORMIES DON’T USE THEIR BRAINS NEARLY ENOUGH

for my 30th i want a DNR no its not a joke

i just want to go home

why can’t i control my anger

i got really mad this morning and i hit the wall a few times and ripped some of my hair out and now i’m upset

why get a weighted vest when you can just put a bunch of portable chargers in a backpack and carry it around the city

why tf can’t people drive anymore?!?

I LITERALLY HAVE NO PATIENCE FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE

and when i’m gone and people say “well there were no signs” show them this whole fucking account

no one actually cares

my friend ruined my day but its not worth saying anything because im worthless anyway so why should they care right

hey! if your friend wants to be d34d, let them! forcing people to stay alive against their will is a form of torture

EXERCISING IS ALL I HAVE

um not it raining during my nightly 4n4 walk

just gonna keep my mouth shut idk why i talk at all ever

when people get mad/annoyed when u put urself down like sorry i was taught that i’m literal garbage?

Listening to people chew is nasty

when ur constantly forgotten about by ur friends but its ok because it just pushes u to exercise harder so u can lose more weight and then d13

uhhhh i just want to be as small and insignificant as i feel idk

the only reason i don’t call or ft or even text is because i don’t want to bother them but i find it so hard to believe that anyone would worry about bothering me

unfortunately “6-7” has become a new vocal stim of mine

what are everyone’s berry rankings? for me it’s blueberries, blackberries, raspberries & strawberries

uk what my mom taught me not to complain so nvm everything is fine

i need regular access to a rage room

MY MEDS ARE NOT WORKING IF U COULDN’T TELL

i need to just cut everybody off bc all my friends are shitty nobody reaches out nobody texts back when i need them to nobody asks me to do anything

why does it bother people when i text back in a timely manor?