woke up to zero texts cool im just gonna km$ like everyone wants

Guess who's still fat for june

can’t scream can’t h*rt myself can’t km$ im fucking trapped

i’d rather die

FUCK ME

i can’t take a shower less than 40 minutes long and people expect me to do it AT LEAST once a day? are you fucking kidding me who the fuck has time for that

everyone else after showering: relaxed, refreshed me after showering: aggravated, overstimulated, exhausted AND I’M STILL WET AND I STILL HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING AFTER THE SHOWER

fuck.off

idk why i even try im such a piece of shit no one will ever like me for me

super tired of ppl not texting back

Please someone put me out of my misery

im so fat i let myself go i have to be put down

i’m lonely what else is new

can’t wait to go home so i can k1ll mys3lf

i just want to be alone

I’m so tired of being fat

only had 3 cigarettes today bc there’s no smoking in the streets in j4p4n. i was soooo irritable all day long

me travelling, seeing new places, spending time with my bf and playing p0kemon g0 & still being depressed is something that should be studied cuz wtf

This is a cat checkpoint; relinquish your most recent cat picture in your phone

excited to travel bc it means i get to work on my travel wr3ck this j0urnal again

everyone is jealous and being mean cuz i’m going away again but what they don’t know is if i don’t keep scheduling fun things there’s no reason for me to stay al1ve? its actually me being super fucking responsible so taking care of my m3ntal h34lth

sooo uncomfortably hot today

i have to lose weight before vacation please please please please

so much fat on my arms

if i wanted sound on my live photo i would have just taken a video 😐

i have to lose weight

Im so useless

do this if you see it 🍵 nickname: Riley pronouns: she/her height: 5'4/163 cm sexuality: bi smokes: yes drinks: no there’s calories in there piercings: ears & bellybutton tattoo: yes, 3 fav color: sky blue fav drink: tea fav food: ice cream fav animal: dogs/horses

my sleep has been so bad lately idk whats wrong

when a gen z uses a new acronym and i have to look it up 🤦🏻‍♀️

pobody’s nerfect

i hate waking uppppp

ok blu3sky lmk when you’re back up and running

THERE’S NO POINT IN ANYTHING WE ALL D13 ANYWAY

i can’t keep l1ving in this world

if i stay here i’m unhappy but my bf doesn’t want to move which means our dog is staying here so i’m pretty much stuck

i just feel like theres no point in trying to make my life worth living because nothing is going to work out either way

maybe after my concerts in august i’ll just be outta here idk

me this summer because i can’t stop eating 😭😭

i am very fat i fear

bro im so fat

why i eat food but headache not go away 😠

im a pig

im a mistake i should have never been born

im not cut out for this life

idk why everyone is so mean all the time

i 🩵 being lonely all the time

i feel so out of place here

i want skinny legs so bad

crying over seeing a family of deer bc when i was a kid i never saw deer here but they keep cutting down trees and destroying their home so now they’re all over the place