I just want to be free of a female body

binge for breakfast

I'm not gonna eat tmrw I fucked up so bad today

fucked my crush and it was underwhelming, reIapsed really bad with b!nging today, underprepared and overwhelmed hi heIIo

ate a lot but it's probably fine

I wanna go to the g¥m so bad but I'm still coughing 😭😭😭😭 release meeeeeee

waking up hungry after overeat'ng the previous day...... pure eviI

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haven't been to the gym in four days I'm going insane

im such an embarrassment bro

so much fat on my arms

I'm not gonna fast cuz I'm not stupid

yknow what gives me so much ge'nder euphor!a as a femme for some reason; a flat chest and when I learn forward n see my adams apple ts just hits

actually in pain and I'm making it worse ughhhh but I won't count this as a relapse I'll just keep moving

kinda binged just now I feel so stuffed n sluggish yikes man

Caleb hammer used to make really cool videos about paying off debt and saving money and now everything he does is a dog whistle for the alt right. Unsubscribe to him.

porr'dge, Iettuce+cheese, roIl, fiIo pastry, 150cal m0nster, vegg!e burgr, should I eat more???? I'm not sure bro.. I think I should but like. torn

jk I still wanna fuck him tehee 😋

another day of eating without tracking and I'm still the same weight even without p00ing 🥳 had mini binge yesterday bcos I kinda lost control around sugar but like it's obviously more than fine in the grand scheme of things

Fuck it UP Neil!!!!!!

2 cupcakes 3 rolls + various spreads chocolate bunny sour candy milk tea it feels like so much because it probably is, it wasn't much in volume just in caIories I feel v weird about it

also I've downIoaded d@ting apps to find a he/they Iesbian wish me luck 🤞🍀

ive stopped undereating and I'm now stabilising at a nice we'ght where I like my face and my body, I'm still kinda scared of we!ght gain but lowkey it's impossible as long as I don't b'nge soooo 👍

I've gone on date with crush btw unfortunately fantasy is always better than the real thing but it was nice regardless

this. I've been so cruel to women that I deemed weak when really their traits are what I hated in myself it's like a mirror but sometimes u don't realise that it is

and yet the size of my sister's thighs are slightly triggering me today. she's so tiny and I'm not.. but I'm myself and her body has nothing to do with me any more than any stranger's body so let's move on

when I get my teeth into that man

rise and shine I'm having chewy candy for bre'akfast

erol using the bouquet emoji.... my impact... 💐😌😌

ok this is so random but i need an american song in english for a group of american english speaking children to sing at a performance in china, where none of the children are necessarily "good" singers or even have singing experience so the song needs to be midrange, easy, bonus points if its

ex friend who got pregn'nt on accident keeps liking reels about how mothers are doing ao much and husbands r not helping best of luck to that girl that sounds MISERABLE stay safe everybody

me when I talk w the cashier as a normal human being but then I fuck up and they slip back into the customer script 💔💔 so sorry I fucked up I still see u as a person please

face is looking weirdly gaunt today in some spots and puffy in others it's not a good look lol but then again it's not my job to look pretty so who cares n weird nonetheless

o btw if u don't like me calling u luv/darling/angel pls lmk I'll stop 😌

crush speaks better french than I do I want him so bad

my general knowlege of things is so vast im actually sooo sexy for that

for someone so anemic i still do get my prriod on time every month # thanks

im the cringiest losergirl there ever was

cut myself w a razor on my forehead trying to shave my widows peak i look so stupid rn

my muscles look so good my waist is so tiny iktr

chat im doing it cue applause

if I don't eat something before bed so I can sleep well tonight you're legally allowed to shoot me btw

goodbye body dysm•rphia hello gr!mes 2011 EP

im so fucking ugIy

ok I've calmed down

i can tell it's getting bad cuz the thought of fasting keeps crawling back into my mind but I'm not gonna do that actually fuck everybody

really bad body image day. my chest looks gigantic my thighs seem bulbous I want to cry thinking about it

beautiful

ate too much #lol

I'm not eating enough after exercising I keep having sleepless nights