i cooked soup and everyone loved it but i also made salmon and rice hoping theyd eat that and save me some soup since i cant eat it but no they ate all the soup and arent touching the salmon and rice

soo hongry

my knees used to be my opp lately its my right hip flexor

i dont rly have new years resolutions but i do set a "theme" for the year each january and 2 years ago this time i made it sword forging bcos i was about to student teach and i was terrified so i had to imagine myself getting stronger through fire and beatings and i kept the same theme this year

saw the nutcracker last night and wept at the end as always i could write an essay about it you know i should just to get out my feelings

the trash services havent picked up our trash ONCE since we moved in ive called them like 5 times i even left a note on my neighbors trash that they always take saying pls go back and get mine 3 times the person on the phone promised theyd send someone ~tomorrow~ who never came. WTF DO WE DO

ive been alive for over 10,000 days and man i really wanted to give up most of those so how the hell am i still here operating purely from inertia

my boss let me skip something bcos it always gives me headaches 🥲 especially grateful bcos im fasting today i dont need any extra bodily stress

my ankles feel like they got miseryd

foot of snow + full moon = most gorgeous thing ive ever seen

turn up to r1hanna while the whole club fuckin wasted~ me mentally ill and alone on a walking track at a publicly funded rec center

have to lose weight and tone up and become graceful and lithe

i need to get sexy again i need to feel that feeling that everybody wants to fuck me before i age out of the "everybody wants to fuck me" bracket (not rich, cant buy your way up edition)

hungry tired cold

i love objectifying men

im so boring but whatever

im atp where tension and simple attraction is sexier than anything else but unfortunately thats no good for actually getting off

my poor husband he says he likes it but i just text him like wow i wish i was a cartoon and 2 cartoons would spit roast me thats what im dreaming of instead of being touched by you. like how do you not crash out at that i would crash out

we got the flight information and its going to be THREE separate flights to get to china with a huge layover between the first and second... yall i lose my mind on 3 hour domestic flights HELP

need him

a student of mine drew the straw hats for me bcos she knows i love on3 p1ece and it took all my strength not to go ooh sanji looking goood 🔥

i cannot believe how fat ive gotten

snow derailed all my plans which i wasnt afraid of driving in it

we are buried in snow LMAOO

tell me why i just found glass in my food

idk why i suggested my husband and i play this game again after he pissed me off playing it ln hes such a sore winner AND sore loser like no matter what happens in a game hes so annoying

i love saying "id bet my life, id lay down in front of a bus on how sure i am" bcos lowkey idc if i die so that doesnt mean much LMFAO

my husband was such a dick today eg i had a good reason to be paranoid my parents kitten may've eaten a bunch of my medication so naturally i freaked out but the way he reacted was sooo flippant and selfish like the crime would be bothering him when hes sleepy and not potentially being at fault for

literally gained weight today after being good yesterday thinking it would be okay bcos id have a good day and i had a fucking awful day just completely destroyed my spirit

today was such a bad day i actually want to erase it from my memory

i wish i wasnt constantly fantasizing about k1lling myself as a form of revenge or proving that i was in need of help and not getting it or whatever

i love to drink so much coffee every day i could die

im ar my parents house and nobodys doing anything wrong but i feel so fat and i didnt get a good sleep and im getting so overstimulated theres a movie on and dishes clanking and my fat is screaming from inside my body im crashing out rn

im soo jiggly and disgusting i want to kms

my husbands cousin i hate tried to cause a scene over me (not a long story just stupid lol) but everyone is so sick of her that they ignored it kfksksm it was beautiful nobody argued, tried to cheer her up or entertain her whatsoever lollll

i hate running outside when its this cold but i have no choice if i dont run on this holiday i will crash out no exaggeration

oh lord here it is

ik what im thinking is NOT what they meant by this but like Yes chef

when you can feel your foot bleeding and your entire sock getting wet during a run 🫥

i am such a manipulative person its crazy. and im so good at it that even when people realize im that kind of person they dont mind it about me. its almost lonely in a way like i need someone to realize how evil and selfish i am and not praise me for it

our new place is finally starting to feel like home a little bit. once i can get to the bathroom in pitch black darkness ill consider it real

my brothers not coming for the holiday because his cat is having seizures why are my familys cats being struck down its fucked up

i work soo hard at learning this language i need to get back into speaking with people in it native or learners idc its so lonely putting all this hard work in and progressing sm and nobody can tell but me and my tutor lol

i swear this isnt ~omg ppl r faking adhd~ but im noticing a trend of parents who have harsh and unrealistic expectations for their children aggressively seeking out diagnoses in order to "explain" why their children arent Good Enough and get them better grades by any means necessary

husbands my opp rn bcos he borrowed my parents truck to move stuff ln to return this morning but parked my dad in so he had to get a rideshare to work and hes pissed so i offered to pick him up from work and ofc he said yes. paying for my husbands crimes...

weird af but ik im losing when my brea$t impl4nts start squeaking (its hard to explain lmaooo basically bcos the stuff surrounding them is decreasing they move around more and i dont think it actually creates a noise other ppl can hear but its like squeaking) (anyway dont get pla$tic surgery)

at the walking track early to get in a run before i have to sit still at work for 11 hours and theres a little kid running the track mf shoelaces all over the place mad respect could not be me the last time i didnt stop my run to tie my shoe was my half marathon pr LOL i was like Theres no time

everytime i see someone posting AI stuff i wanna spray them with water like a cat who just knocked a cup off the counter

i will be that small again mark my words

not my grandpa using the pic of me at my lw at a wedding on the 2026 family calendar 😭 (the pic is tiny and so was i i need to lose ** lbs rn)