this is the worst fucking day ever

my bearded dragon died

ok so tw i relapsed and accidentally went too deep and it hasnt stopped bleeding 💀

dare i saayyyy th1nsp0

also i hate how hungry ive been as of late why is my body doing this to me you are literally used to starving stop being dramatic

im glad i havent been working because its been too exhausting trying to fix my mental health at the same time but i hate having no money 😩 i can barely afford rent with the money ive been receiving and they always send me my payment late so i always have late fees now 💀

Can i please be happy and skinny?

guys i have 2 people sitting next to me in therapy and now i cant scroll edsky/twt while on break

i just keep getting fucking fatter and its killing me

IWONTSHRELAPSEIWONTSHRELAPSEIWONTSHRELAPSR

i really dont care no more

i need to lock in and lose weight if i want a skullet or im going to look so fucking stupid

i havent in the slightest bit been sober

sobriety starts tomorrow!

they really want me to take the sobriety program seriously but thats the one thing i can not do!

tummy hurt

no new pics, where are you mentally? i dont know what to say

im a big fucking fatty who cant stop eating chicken sandwich

today was such a hard day

im so fucking devastated

the stray cat ive been trying to catch and bring in was run over and im fucked crushed she was such a sweet girl

i have ocd

Need to truly get back on my bullshit

today i have a bunch of assessments sooo good luck me

holy moly rolie polie theres 604 of my little friends on my phone i luv you guys mwah! <3 forehead kisses for you if you need it

new layout pls dont 4get meee <33

i tried those lil ouchies thingys i keep seeing on tiktok and i kinda like it

so unfortunately i still need to do therapy every day ( ;´ - `;)

the horrors persist but so do i

i get to step down from my php!!!!

fuck my stupid chungus life

desperately

headache

i am very sad

wine time and its 0 cals because i said so

daw someone describe a girls appearance as a wet rat.. i would like to embody wet rat too actually

bros… i havent showered since last year

damn i kinda wanna not be alive rn

fuuuck im going to get fired

me when i see irl thinspo

there’s a new girl in group and shes sooo tiny 😩

I GOT A JOINT

FUCK IT gas station hot dog

HUNGRY but i don’t deserve to eat i e been binging like a heathen

had a nightmare that my cats broke some glass and cut up their little feets…. then they knocked over and broke a bowl within the first hour of being awake 😑 feets are ok tho

I NEED TO SMOKE

the pharmacy is still open

i need to get absolutely plastered