not being remotely hungry during the day n feeling like im starving at nite, even after meals. wtf

doing well but barely breathing

trying not to break down before work again but i thimk its psych ward soon

fr manifesting DOES work. now whether its by subconsciously believing in myself more or by magic idk but shi does work when i focus hard on it

ok i didnt binge immediately today (:

me vs eating my daily cal limit before 4pm

need forehead kiss n to be told im doing great :I

need 3 different liquids at all times to distract from my water aversion

orang theme cs

its soooo counterproductive im annoyed w myself but im also too poor to waste food

breaking my fast w macaroni no one talk me

me too buddy, me too

just the 3759th tracker ive downloaded ^^

who let me have poptarts bro

370 cals for breakfast x:

have the worst headache from barely eating today but we strong today

drank water today:3

weeeeee scale went down

life will be perfect when im 110

save me

cant even avoid the scale in peace bc ive weighed so often i can just tell by my reflection. just tested and i was right. FAT🤢🤢🤡🤡

oh i hate wen i feel competitive unwillingly

good morning cs session bc i weighed and its BAD

can i not have 1 day of feeling like a normal healthy person .. how many more meds is it gonna take

feel like shi but managed to skip a meal

wont cook after all, feeling ill

protein heavy diet makes my appetite shrink apparently

making another salad tonite but way smaller

they didnt weigh me at the drs ♡♡

ok tht was ambitious of me im already full 1/3 in ..

SALAD YEAAA

MMMMMMM

i just need to wear my corset 24/7

i wanna go salad only for a few days but have no greens ..

stupid ass

(:

not today pls dont fck up today

fish is cooking !! feel f@t af for how excited i am rn lool

okay im fine i can eat in an hour

i havent binged but i still want to djnfkfjdbg

HUNGERRRR

coffee is the answer

felt so sick last night i did involuntary omad but now im hungry asf this morning and wanna binge immediately

I need to get skinny again

dreaming of fish dinner tomorrow

i gotta be 113 for the ptv concert

the ky$ juices really flowing these past few days

ive been so busy i havent wanted to think about wat im eating n it shows :c

craving cinnamon toast crunch ..

im so bloated all the time get me out of here