stomach grumbling v validating, but pls not around others kitten 🤫🤫

my meds have stopped my food noise almost 100% finally existing without eating constantly on my mind is blissful

work is awful today but its kept my mind off food

slipped up today ,</3 literally heard that ominous "youre gonna regret this" in my mind and i still did it. fjcjdbfkg

mayb i dont do dinner

i cant even say her name bc im scared but all the news around her is so so tr1ggering & i hate it but i love it too

being hydrated is unnecessarily inconvenient

feels so good 2 have my feed back. im never leaving here againm put me in the net

weighing today n i wont cry

somehow stayed under limit while eating out 🤯

i love objectifying men

i tend to like the kinds of f1sh considered "low quality" but hopefully tht doesnt mean im missing out on much

potato + protein tonite maybe. kinda craving fish

mashed potato for dinner all week n im losing lol potato supremacy

days pass nothing changes i can change it but i dont im still pointlessly here

sugar + reading

but have barely eat3n the past two days so yay cant wait to weigh on monday if i keep this up

im only on track wen im sad n that just makes me sadder

sorry for not posting but appearing in everyones replies i have nothing to say x.x

p sure lack of protein is why im so sore from the simplest workouts .. making a little smoothie wen i get home then gonna try to stay out of kitchen

mocha keeping me alive atp

time for daily allotted mocha w tons of marshmallows n whip creamm

WOAH CORE POWER IS SO TASTY I USUALLY HATE BOTTLED PROTEIN SHAKES. & only 170c ?? i may stock up when im not broke

wore corset too often lately n ribs hurt now so im forced to take a break

hard to acknowledge what ive done to myself

drinking poorly mixed protein powder in a cup of milk and its hitting.. ?

feel so nauseous after every meal lately

n i never eat from a mf i dont trust either u not witching me

white ppl make the craziest looking plate talking about "here try some" no bitch i dont wanna die

came bsck to my food and there were nats coating it... free appetite suppressant

this keep trying keep ur head up shit is NOT for me yo

honestly its been the worst week of my life and i want to d!e in peace

eyes sore from pulling out all my lashes

not being remotely hungry during the day n feeling like im starving at nite, even after meals. wtf

doing well but barely breathing

trying not to break down before work again but i thimk its psych ward soon

fr manifesting DOES work. now whether its by subconsciously believing in myself more or by magic idk but shi does work when i focus hard on it

ok i didnt binge immediately today (:

me vs eating my daily cal limit before 4pm

need forehead kiss n to be told im doing great :I

need 3 different liquids at all times to distract from my water aversion

orang theme cs

its soooo counterproductive im annoyed w myself but im also too poor to waste food

breaking my fast w macaroni no one talk me

me too buddy, me too

just the 3759th tracker ive downloaded ^^

who let me have poptarts bro

370 cals for breakfast x:

have the worst headache from barely eating today but we strong today