who was ground down in the end

u guys ever done m0lly? curious what it's like

i havnt w3ighed myself in 12 days? i'll do it the day after tmrw since i ate too late tonight

i need to lose like 30 more pounds before i'm allowed to take selfies again... that's the rule apparently

food is lowkey gross anyone else agree

so glad to be done with the st3roids. i could immediately tell it was making me hungrier :/

does anyone else like watching k@rissa 3ats videos? lol i love her vibes

i've definitely not been eating enough lately but it's not even conscious st@rvation. i guess i've just found that i like drvgs more than binge eating, lol. been too lazy to even w3igh myself but there is a noticeable difference in the mirror. i wonder if people irl have noticed?

being a lesb!an is a blessing actually and i'll never take it for granted again... i hope in all past and future lives i'm a lesb!an

why do mvkbangers keep pretending that the n@shville hot m0zzarella sticks from ch!lis are good... 3d aside does anyone else think they're soooo salty and bad

i got over my need to be liked by everyone pretty quickly once i realized *i* don't like most of the people i know. so it would be hypocritical for me to worry about it...

never watched a h@zb!n h0tel or h3llva b0ss episode in my life, but something about videos critiquing those shows are like melatonin for my insomniac mind

i’ve never been so genuinely uninterested in food before… it’s all so boring, and dull

🎵 i just want some happiness, live a normal life again, sleep late and do nothing 🎵

sometimes i cry cus i miss food like it's a dead relative or something.

back on my g3nshin bullshit too, it's like i'm reliving my life in late 2021

chat i got put on pr3dnisone because my body had an allergic reaction to my antibiotics 🤪 so i am Not weighing myself until i'm done taking it. fml

who knew the cure to my b1nging was to get into drvgs instead (don't do this)

time to unpin this!!! 🥳

i made you god 'cause it was all that i knew how to do /lyr

it's so fucking annoying how inconsistent pant sizes are

walked out of a j0b today bc my c0w0rker called me lazy after she left me alone on the warmer for 30 minutes to gossip

how i sleep at night knowing i will not be saved

i kinda wanna do a f@ce r3veal after i dye my hair but i'm scared of having that connected to this account forever...

i love knowing that the thing i hate the most about myself (my neurodiversity) is something that can never be fixed

people really do look at you like YOU'RE the weird one for socializing lol... oh well i spent too many years being a hermit i'm gonna talk to people even if they give me the g3n z stare

meeting another l3sbian irl is like meeting an angel. or a beautiful unicorn.

i genuinely don’t mean this as a humblebrag, but losing weight so fast that you have to constantly buy new clothes is so gd annoying

less than 4 pounds away!!

say what you want about me p0pping p!lls but you can’t deny that shit will eliminate a backache

never a frown, with golden brown /lyr

i wanna be held tenderly... guess i'll do drvgs instead

haven't had time to weigh myself in the past few days bc of work but i'll be able to tomorrow. last time i weighed myself i was 5 pounds away from my first goal (losing 20lbs) so fingers crossed!

i think about this post every day

i can't wait to take p1lls tonight!!

sorry but i love op!oids

i am bizarrely mentally ill for someone with such a boring childhood

i don't like talking about my problems with other people. it pretty much always makes me feel worse

why does this diet soda taste like blood... tf

preteens are the most evil and annoying group of people on earth and i do believe that

honestly not even in 3d brain BUT i am generally happier because i know i'm und3reating and therefore losing w3ight, my brain just jumps from one unhealthy add!ction to another

the worse i get the less people care

sorry im not actually posting about my 3d that much tbh, i've barely been eating and dropping w3ight super fast but it's not like a conscious st@rving thing it's just a side effect of what ive been doing

it's always disappointing when i've taken a shitton of p!lls and i wake up in the morning.

back on my not eating bs thanks to drvgs, and i'm not talking about s3maglutide

the good news is i didn't gain but ugh.... delaying progress...

please save me 0xy

i miss when it was so easy to not eat

at 670c so far today but i’m going to a fair so i’ll probably get something