stacked stacked stacked

do yall want an energy drink haul orrrrr

need my lw back rn actually

full kitchen full heart tummy full of iced coffee

ok so i went grocery shopping while i was having hhelllaaaa binge urges and somehow, someway, purely shopping for food took care of the binge urge. baffling.

not only is it incredibly immature its transphobic as fuck, to both transmasculine and transfeminine people.

'men dni' grow the fuck up please

just did a massive grocery shop :') some indulgent things but a lot of stuff for sustenance. got a lot or coffee and energy drinks.

living off of mc'ds m0nopoly rewards rn, its got me at 1k or less a day so. blegh. better than I'm usually doing. and free so.

last night was rly rly exhausting but very fun. kinda peeved im not getting paid but eh i was able to get in the club for free since i was working so is what it is

lol halfway to the club and im wayyyy higher than I thought lololol not complaining tho

working a show tn and im manifesting someone offers me coke

i just wanna rot pls

going to heaven for a lil #drugsky

ugh fuck i forgot abt that til now

best hot sauces for appetite suppression GO

back on my bs, happy omad

cranky hungy poor not gunna eat

I just realized i have like 10 eps of family guy to catch up on LETS GOOOOOOO im so ready to turn my brain OFF

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feeling a little better physically than the last few says. emotionally I'm a wreck though. what's new.

iv e been sick as fuck for days now with the worst cough imaginable meaning i cant smoke at all and id like to mcshoot myself pls and thanks

im sick and feel terrible

u kno. i hold my liquor well. but i know im drunk when i start getting urges to long onto accounts i haven't been on in over 5 years to cause problems. lol.

this juxtaposed with a taco bell value box and an entire day spent at the bar

my type of ed is ravenously eating 15 pieces of deli chicken across 6 slices of white bread with mustard and relish and then not eating again for 36 hours

i feel so disgusting in like every sense. physically gross. emotionally gross. blegh.

super easy to starve when u dont have any fucking money

ordered groceries. lots of canned goods to scrape by and a lil comfort food to cope since i can't turn to anything or anyone else at the moment :/ gonna try not to binge but we'll see how that goes...

preparing to cry a lot tomorrow (today technically). lots of stuff to be figured out. stuff to be talked thru in therapy. lists to be made and plans to be started. being a brand new adult at 26 feels super fucking shitty yall.

drugs was a good idea nose in book now bye bye real life

getting high was so smart finding that ativan bottle was a gift from god herself

making a worse decision and snorting ativan

i have a single 12mg nicotine pouch. i could make a very bad decision rn.

hi friends. im trying to b off socials rn. i just went no contact w my family and its rly scary n i have a lot of logistics to figure out. if any of u feel like checking in my discord is reaIIivingthing, I'll be updating my storygraph too (same user) so id luv if yall added me there

sry ive been gone. ive been living and loving and reading and experiencing and growing.

happy d3ath to the worst person to ever grace US c0llege campúses

this much better last me a freaking week

oomps is teachin me how 2 make chili tn :3

ate. feel super sick. whats new.

burning my favorite candle n gunna try to get housework this evening.

my life is so good rn

im sooooo fat and soooooooo nonfunctional luvin my life rn 🤩🤩

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sry i disappeared kinda went on a bender

so im not allowed to eat out again until taco Tuesday next month yall better hold me to that

i wanna be skinny so bad but then i pull shit like i pulled today sm damn h