TMI post incoming… i hate that res messed up your bowel function so much 😭 for me when it's worst i have a hard time knowing when to pee too, because my body's internal communication is thrown so far off 🥲 this is not winning

i dont fuck with comparisonsp0 or fatphobia at all for the record. shaming people with the same problems in a different form is nasty asf and youre not better than anyone because of your bmi. be fucking real, we’re all being controlled by food regardless. thats the reason its a damn disorder lmao

just so you know, suicide hotlines do not call the police on you if you are safe and will ask before they do so there is no surprise. you are free to vent to them, that is why they exist. it is separate from the police because the police have repeatedly failed to help suicidal people.

I don’t wanna live in a world where so many (old) men have this much power over everything

there nothing wrong with having fat. with being fat. maybe you personally don't like your body but there is no reason to use fat as a derogatory term

i didn't weigh yesterday, i'm fighting not to weigh today

i am horrified by what is happening in minnesota. i can think of little else. this website is full of places to donate. it also has a collection of witness testimonies if you need to read them to have empathy. www.standwithminnesota.com

i am horrified by what is happening in minnesota. i can think of little else. this website is full of places to donate. it also has a collection of witness testimonies if you need to read them to have empathy. www.standwithminnesota.com

To the ~5 people in recovery who read my posts: You matter, you’re doing great, keep at it. Recovery is hard but worth it and every step matters. You are so strong for choosing recovery over and over again—even if sometimes you slip. Especially if sometimes you slip.

Fascists can suck my fat eldritch cock. If they want to boil the crabs, they'll end up in the pot just the same.

american moots please stay safe :(

Every day, a new opportunity to work on recovery.

note to self: ask, is this a binge, or is this a healthy meal after under-eating all day, week, whenever?

i know what a binge really is, i've done it in my past… but i still can't help but think every meal is a binge. if i go back for more food or have more than one thing on my plate especially.

They're tear gassing us and going HOME TO HOME. They shot a journalist point blank with a concussion grenade. They're refusing to let our elected representatives do oversight. Idgaf what the overall purpose of this acc is WE'RE BEING INVADED. CALL YOUR REPS AND TELL THEM TO DO SOMETHING! WE NEED YOU

Tell ur senator to support this,,, Sen. Ruben Gallego introduced legislation that would bar businesses from using personal information they collect about customers to charge people different prices for the same products. Gallego’s One Fair Price Act www.kjzz.org/politics/202...

To all my American moots, please please PLEASE call your representatives. Tell them you are opposed to the horrific things 🧊 is doing in Minneapolis, my home. They killed at least one already. They've kidnapped who knows how many. Every day they hurt my city and community.

I actually love being me I am so content and I am simply ignoring the imminent weight gain that is approaching rapidly

currently eating: cheese and crackers. the last time i ate it i got triggered. hopefully today is different.

Does europe and canada know that we hate what is going? Do they understand that we do not want to be invading anyone, we want to have dinner for our families and a yard to touch the grass in

i'm just a grown adult getting stressed about eating, don't mind me

i didn't weigh myself today. i forgot to do so while my family was gone. i don't know what to feel.

I normally don’t speak on things like this but y’all know what I’m talking about I shouldn’t have to explain it… I can’t fkn believe the c0mments on everything. It’s literally blowing my mind people see v1deos of it and STILL say what they’re saying 🙄😱 n4rc1ssists are WAY too common rn cause WTF

I am NOT making a backup account if I get sussed i am gone forever and you will never hear from me again like god intended

Please don't watch somebody be murdered. If you see this you probably already are horrified. There isn't more to gain from traumatizing yourself

currently eating: almonds. i don't much like them but it's better then nothing. in another world i would have an omelette for breakfast. today i don't have the mental energy for it.

trying to diversify my follows a little bit to see more people in ed / sh #recovery . i want good things for us

Objects in This Mirror May Appear More Healed Than They Are I look well. I even look strong. But what’s visible isn’t the whole story. Recovery doesn’t move in straight lines, and strength doesn’t guarantee capacity. Some battles leave no marks at all. Sometimes staying upright is the work, and…

eating feels bad but it will be worth it in about a half hour when i have more energy thanks to the food.

Silence is violent in times like this. Someone saying “she ran over an ICE agent” is spreading FAKE NEWS. Go watch the video and correct them. Or take it from me who’s neighbors were all bawling and traumatized tonight by this act of violence You owe it to your neighbors to call out misinformation

the horrors persist but so do i

how am i a healthy weight, i don't feel healthy. i don't feel good about myself at all

i miss when i wasn't hungry

currently eating: cheese and crackers

i felt so disgusting for eating breakfast, but then realized i was surrounded by people eating breakfast. the most beloved people in my life eat breakfast (i make sure they do!) so how could i be ugly for doing the same? 💚

maybe i should buy a new scale

the worst lie the disorder tells you is that it will give you control you don't have. it takes everything from you. including your control.

your disorder wants you to think every change in your body works against you. did you gain weight? you're evil. what about if you lose weight? you didn't lose enough and you're still disgusting. there is no winning, except for you to take care of yourself.

i gained two kg… my brain is wondering how has my body not changed… i feel misshapen, but i don't look any different

feeling horrible after eating :(

Introduce yourself with what almost killed you Hi, I'm malnourishment and abuse

there is nothing wrong with gaining weight. if you gain in an unhealthy way, then the issue is the health problem you are having, not the weight gain. your body is beautiful. let it exist without trying to hurt it.

currently eating: curried tofu 🥢

thank you all for surviving 2025 ♥️

wait a minute, can we talk about the absolutely insane difference between a men's large and a women's "large"? the market is engineered to be misogynistic and that sucks.

my favorite jeans don't fit me again :( ugh

untagged body check on my dashboard yay great i want to self immolate

currently eating: popcorn 🍿 i haven't had it in so long but it's so good

happy new year everyone, go easy on yourself but have high hopes

deciding in the middle of a NYE bar crawl that actually, I hate alcohol. I wanna be at home with my kiddos