I’m at 3am but also alert? I already showered, brushed my teeth, washed my face, etc. I might’ve overslept all weekend long.

I texted an old friend and they responded back within minutes… I wasn’t expecting that 🫥 if we make plans to hang out, I’ll def combust

water weight is the real horror story this season <\3

Good morning 🌤️ a hundred errands to run and bc it’s so cold now I can wear all my hoodies and go out for coffee, so I’m feeling optimistic. I hope everyone has a good start to their week! 🤍

Two good days in a row?

I want to live in a gym

Watching Scream for the plot, I swear

I’m wearing Linkin Park lounge pants, a Smashing Pumpkins tee, and a Led Zeppelin sweater. My inner child is grateful, that I know for sure.

Had way too much fun yesterday and last night but y’know what: zero fucking regrets, best time I’ve had in forever. I’ll take what I can get in a country that makes me miserable every day.

You ever felt so tired that you can’t see straight

The food was so good I forgot to take photos 😅 but I got 7K steps in so a win is a win

not me lk jealous of greyhounds 😭

I’ll never beat the emo allegations no matter how old I am

Good morning 🌤️ now I’m a little more excited about the state fair. I’ll post all the interesting foods I find and whatever my family and I dare to eat lol.

Being so busy with work and sleeping kept me off of TikTok and tbh I feel less anxious and less inclined to use it. Maybe I cracked the code 👀

I took a nap right after work and now I’m up again about to take another. I have to be up at 5am to get ready for the fair 🎡 *sigh*

I’ve been fighting sleep all day. Wth was in my klonopin last night? The upside was having zero anxiety while talking to people at work. I don’t remember half the things I said, but if it works it works so whatever 🤷🏽‍♂️

You know work’s getting out of hand when you have to say “NO” a lot more to not overbook your own schedule. I don’t even feel guilty. I know when enough is enough.

How do I stop feeling drowsy when I drank all the coffee and I have to be on the road in 20 min? Energy drink maybe?

Good morning edsky—it’s mf Friday let’s goooo!

good night, edsky ✨ here’s to a better Friday and weekend

Lowkey excited to go to the state fair this weekend but stressed by the crowds and the weird foods my family wants to try. Calling it now, the food is going to cost 30-40% more than last year.

I got so disoriented today I thought it was still Wednesday. And I barely remember half of the meetings I had today bc for the first time in weeks I wasn’t anxious. It’s been strange all around.

I’m not sad but I’m nowhere near carefree and hopefully either. I want to go back to bed.

Time is moving so damn fast it’s both a blessing and a curse

Thursday musings: Every night I put a hex on that moldy 🍊 shitbag but I might have to try out other means of cursing the entire regime

Good morning ⛅️ I overslept by an hour but the sleep was too good to be mad about waking up late. I hope everyone has a good Thursday/Pre-Friday 🍂🧡

Are dating apps worth it in 2025, or should I wait 10 years and try again? Is there hope for a new relationship or am I the destined to have loved once and never again. What kind of life is that? I know I can’t be the only one, but it’s an awful feeling especially in your 30s.

★ Looking for more moots as I get more active here ★ ☢︎ 32 bi ftm ☢︎ POC/mixed race ☢︎ elder emo, metalhead ☢︎ BED/ednos ☢︎ ocd, adhd, bipolar ll ☢︎ ouid user (on T break) ☢︎ 18+ moots, esp 25+/30s moots Rt for reach and like/interact to be moots 🤍

I have 1 page left of a journal I’ve kept since January 2020. The last time I ever finished a journal or notebook in its entirety was probably high school. Jan 2020 - Oct 2025. What a series of unfortunate events.

Me: I’m so sad and anxious about where I am in life, my future, and the state of the world *pops a klonopin* Me, an hour later: I am no longer sad and now I’m reading a visual guide about dog breeds while watching The Simpsons 🎃 specials

The universe gave me a break and I get to finish work an hour early >:)

I didn’t need to eat that but I did anyway 🤦🏽‍♂️

I have a feeling Americans are being censored/cut off from the rest of the world via social media but idk how to prove it. I want this political nightmare to be over so we can rebuild again.

The way OCD makes me feel like a fraud and an amateur at a job I’ve had for 5 years and went to school for like okay bsfr

I hope my health anxiety is playing a trick on me. Otherwise I fear I’m having signs of a stroke. I mean, what are the chances that could happen and how would I know?

Feeling down already and the work day’s just getting started 🥀

I’m not hungry, I’m just bored and restless

My family ate the soup I was looking forward to all week :(

Note to self: 1 piece of toast for the entire work day is NOT sustainable

Having a dog would cure my depression. Or seeing the 🍊 dipshit perish. Either or, I’m not picky.

good morning edsky 🧡 a long work day ahead of me but I’m enjoying the cold weather and trying to keep a positive (and realistic) mindset

Happy pre-Friday everyone 🍂 I’m at my limits but I might go for a walk to reset my mood before work

Sunday is for recovering from 3 vax shots and sitting with how high my tictoc screen time has been all week

I KNEW IT. They messaged me 4 hours after following me and I just blocked them. Stay safe y’all.

I’m having a blast staying in the mountains yall. I even went to a pride fest and grabbed all the free gay/trans swag I could.

Living in America is realizing you won the lottery of being literate and having basic writing and math skills

I was bisexual all thru childhood yet I denied it up until my late 20s how?

Fuck Twitter so I’m positing here: cis men are a joke

I’m trying to find a childhood animated film that won’t make me cry and I’m failing