doubt is the soil that fear grows in, I’m dirty from head to toe.

Ayo guess who’s planning on confronting her friend about how shitty he’s been in the group chat lately because nobody else wants to do it 🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️

Hello bsky! Intro: shy 27 looking 4 moots (21+ only!!) ifb My page: art + life + ppl venting about politics, AI, mental health, autism, life, relationships, occasionally my ed (I try hard not to trigger) I ❤️ chatting / making friends follow If we have anything in common! Moots pls repost <3

M0de$t m0u$e announced a tour and JP is signing up for presale

So I have a friend with POTS and she often lays on the floor with her legs up on the couch when she feels faint. Would a trifold exercise mat be a good gift for her? Like would she have time to unfold it so she doesn’t have to lay on the hard floor?

hello edbsky 🐛 ♬⋆.˚ intro ᝰ.𓂃🖊️ Sadie here ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌ • 22 years old relapsing • Into the Arts, music, painting, reading • Probably feeling guilty, will remind you to stay hydrated #edbsky #caterpillarsly

New intro `°~୨୧~°` ° My name is Ella :) ° I'm 20 ° Diagnosed ednos (and very mentally ill it's very obvious apologize in advance) ° In and out of recov since I was 10 ° She/her, lesbian Random thingz ° I have autism & bpd ° Recovering addict ° I rly like reading and psychology #edsky #edtwt

I bought a dress secondhand without trying it on and it fits but it’s strapless and I have to Feel Weird about it. But I sent a pic to my irl bestie and she’s literally begging me to wear it tomorrow while I do errands.

My landlord has recently asked for Benji's up to date shot records, which I need to keep my housing. His appt is on the 6th but I'm having trouble saving with being on SSI. If anyone can help me, I'd be grateful.reciepts will be shared as always . $115 goal C/A $duvaldeviant PayPal.me/904deviant

How do I even post on main anymore like what do I even talk about

I fully intended on leaving the house today but my headphones are dead and so is my iPad and also I woke up late and didn’t finish all my tasks and also JP will be home in an hour so I guess I’ll go do my thing tomorrow.

I bought a shirt that didn’t fit me on purpose last year and now it kinda does fit me. It’s still tight in the shoulders but damn. I’m feeling pretty good about this.

Hey so when I followed a lot of you, I was not engaging in s/h nor was identifying as a shedsky acct. I’ve been posting about it enough that I now think I need to label my acct as “shedsky.” I will not ever post pics, and I’ll try to crop out scars if they appear in pics I take.

Stop killing children is not anti semitic Stop genocide is not not anti semitic Stop murdering women is not anti semitic Stop starving populations is not anti semitic Stop carpet bombing is not anti semitic Stop an open air prison is not anti semitic

I made Chana masala at home and it’s almost as good as the one I had in Denver

JP just told me I often spend too much time over explaining my point and that’s why he interrupts me. Which like, first of all, that’s rude. Second of all, I can’t be both fat AND annoying. Anyway that’s got me feeling like I gotta s/h today.

#edksy I used to be @r1s1ngs0n.bsky.social but it won't let me log into my account lol

Daffodil and Madeline say sweet dreams everyone !!

JP has been having cluster headaches lately and it’s a very new and very sudden thing. We’re both kinda freaked out. He’s usually asleep right now and I’m taking care of him, but I need to vent for a sec Bc wtf this is the time I’m used to being alone with my journals and hobbies and he’s awake

Asked my best friend to pay close attention to my snaps on the group chat and she was like “I have no idea which part he’s mad about because mostly you were just boring” THANKS GIRL LMAO

I'm begging the Democratic party: Quit trying to make Kamala Harris happen. We lost once and we will lose again if they platform her for 2028. As much as I'd love a woman president, America is not ready for one.

FRIENDLY REMINDER! If you have dogs and if you have a yard where they’re often unsupervised, check the perimeter. Make sure there’s no damaged spots in the fence or areas that have been dug up. Sincerely, My dogs got out on accident last year and I caught 6 charges

Don’t fucking act like a self centered child if you don’t wanna be treated like a self centered child dude.

This same friend of mine is now angry at me because I made an offhanded comment in a Snap video (also a group chat) and I can’t even remember what I said. I was probably being snarky idk. But like he sent me a big long message about how I made him feel like a self centered child and like?????

vgan chili dog omad 4 dinner who’s excited

fucking discourse in a comment section of an article about the sales of bar soap going down over the last five years. The clock app has absolutely ruined the way some of y’all shower

My new messenger bag is out for delivery !!!!

Perhaps part of the reason I am unable to pvrge is because of how hard the sound of gagging makes me laugh. There isn’t much that’s funnier to me than involuntary bodily sounds. I had food poisoning once and my sister was outside the door like “are you laughing or pvking” and I was like “both”

a nice, leisurely walk with my cat who would rather roll in the dirt than actually walk.

I have got to show y’all something. Did u ever make paper “hornets” to fling at each other in school? We did not, but when JP and I worked together one week (grocery cashiers) he was fucking with me and it carried over into the next evening, and the next one. I made the most diabolical hornet.

I have an office in my house now. JP’s parents brought us a desk (handmade by FIL for JP when he was a kiddo).

Update: we talked and he deadass was like “oh I thought you were saying you didn’t like that style pants”

JP is dead set on like matching parachute pants or some shit for a rave fit and he’s kinda upset because I told him I don’t like wearing wide or baggy pants because they make me look like a large shapeless blob from the waist down and he’s like “why do you have to be so negative”

My in-laws came over yesterday and they’re always very quick to leave because they don’t like our dogs and o genuinely believe it makes my dogs act super out of character. Like of course Millie is yelling at you. She knows you hate her.

JP bought us tickets to see Bj0rk for when we’re in 🧊land and he was very excitedly talking to me about putting together rav3 outfits. I’m not sure my self esteem can handle that.

I think JP assumes his fascination with the concept of absurdism is something that will also help me, because it helped him. But I think he’s confused. I said I don’t see a point because we’re going to die and I don’t mean like, in general we’re going to die.

“But Nick why don’t you like absurdism?” Because absurdist horror is quite literally the scariest shit I can imagine???

Tuna sandwich, toasted ravioli, and a pickle spear. Kinda random but that’s what JP and I thought sounded good.

So I’ve worked hard to grow my nails out, and earlier I fumbled a can of cat food and stuck my finger all the way to the bottom of some turkey pate. The worst part was how much of it was under my fingernail. I screamed.

ahaha irl bestie told me today she’s been going to the gym lately and she’s always hungry when she gets home but she never wants to eat or she’ll “undo her progress”

saw myself in the mirror, I am getting thinner. I called you on the telephone. I don’t know what it means to be wicked, but I know what it means to be lost

cleaned out the garage to the best of our ability today. No woodchuck. Just two dead bats and the reminder that I am a storage unit for my fucking sister.

Goddamn I’m so fucking angry today I just snapped at my mother on the phone for being mildly irritating.

I can’t stand it when I mute a group chat to get some peace and quiet for a couple days and then everyone starts messaging me privately because I went silent in the gc. I suppose I have to announce my needs every single time and make it a whole thing

There can be no peace until the American empire falls.

pizza beans for breakfast 30g protein 18g fiber 450 cals

3 kitties in the bed with us and I’m watching She3k for the thousandth time. I’m feeling v happy for once.