Thanks to power of f4ceb00k I got my little bean back 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I walked over 3 miles today in the hot ass sun looking for her with no shoes, threw up 12 times in public while sobbing. My head hurts so bad and I stg I need to make it to T3nness3e today 🥺

Everything and Everyone is temporary Nothing and No one belongs to me This is all an experience within experiences where everything can be changed or taken away in an instant. I don’t wanna play this fucking game anymore this is sick and twisted

The car is working but my dog is missing and I’m just convinced I’m not meant to have anything in life. I lose everything I love, nothing lasts forever. I really want to just end it all I’m not gonna lie. I haven’t been this upset since I lost my br0ther and had a mental breakdown

Went inside to get something to eat and left the c4r on for my dog and locked the w1ndows and left the air on for her and came back outside and she rolled the drivers side window down and escaped and I’ve spent the last hour walking around town looking for her. Broke my shoes, thrown up 3 times from

Just had to pop my sh0ulder back from also being subluxed 😣 I haven’t been in this much pain in awhile. My hand/wrist is still excruc1ating 😭😭

1st is my left hand which is fine but the other two are my right hand and you can tell it’s partially subluxed •-• yay for chr0nic 1llness things

My hand/wrist is really flared up today 😭 so much pain

At least in all the shit I’m going through u we1ghed just now and I’m still 172, I started my . this morning so I’m surprised it doesn’t say more than that 😳 but still sad it isn’t less than that 😭

And on top of that, I got into a f1ght today. Went to the 3merg3ncy r00m cause I noticed a red spot in my eye but I don’t even rec4ll being h1t. No marks on me at all, by the time I was seen the mark was gone and I went for nothing 😭 but at least I b34t 2 ppls 4ss today at once 😁 gotta 💜 fl0r1da…

Why is it that every time I’m m0v1ng out it’s always someone who I thought was a trvstw0rthy fr1end but instead the br1ge gets burnt and all the worst poss1ble outcomes come out. My stuff always gets t0uched, st0len or I have to throw it away cause of sh0rt notice and no r00m

I’ve had such a horrible day 😣😭

This morning someone said they loved my outfit and that it looked super good on me and I told them Ty and to have a great day and It always sends me spiraling when I’m percieved 😭 like wdym you can see me 👀 😳 the other day some REALLY beautiful stunning woman told me that I was gorgeous and I 😭😭😭🥺

They forgot my s4lad guys …

moot search 👉🏼👈🏼 ❤︎ adult (prefer 21+ moots) ❤︎ PCOS, hsw ❤︎ i love skincare, baking bread, video games, and more ❤︎ she/her ❤︎ pro-recovery, not fat phobic 🖤🌸☕️🌿🐦‍⬛🩵 ❤︎ let’s be friends please, ifb! ❤︎ #edbsky #caterpillarsky

Haven’t w/i in almost a week and I’m just scared that I haven’t done good enough to have lost anything 😣 plus my . is coming so I know I’m prolly retaining. Idk if I want to w/i tomorrow or just wait another week

I drink like 3 of these a day lmao (diff flavors ofc)

Lil bean the ween jean johnson is a cutie today 🌼

Just left here, bf wanted to stop and check out this crazy slide lol 😂 I had a blast needless to say {^~^}/✨💜 and they have spinning thingies which are my fav ^~^ personally like the ones you can stand on though but this was still cool 😎

Řąŵř ;3

Going to hib4tchi.. I mean getting a s4lad later

Lil bit of Gr1mm’s L0re : Cry1ng bcuz I hate remembering that when my d4d d1ed, my m0m got s0c1al s3cur1ty ch3cks in my name.. and I would’ve never known had I never r4n away from home and her trying to rep0rt me for it cause my 0ld3r s1ster took me in and had me apply for f00d st4mps and when I got

V3nt1ng cause I’m going through a lot rn Finally mov1ng out of st4te tomorrow or next day. I’m terrif1ed, not only cause I’m afra1d of how things are gonna be now but also cause our c4r is having a maj0r problem rn. Like so maj0r we had to drop all of the import4nt things like getting insur4nce

I will never understand

I’m not chr1stian but please pr4y to whatever g0d you believe in that I make it through the h4rdships of this weekend. Light a candle for me PLEASE. I know the power of pr4yer when there’s many people behind it. 🕯️🕯️✨💫 Rep0st much appreciated 😭🙏🏼

I’m so close to having a pan1c att4ck… 🥺😣

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。my fav th1nspo 　ﾟ･｡･ a thread 🧵 (my first time doing one of these!! these r all from my pinterest💕) #caterpillarsky #edbsky #ednotsheeran #lemonwatersky #th1nspo

I’m having too much fun y’all 🤣

I LOOOOVVVVVEEE THIS 🤩😍😍😍

^~^ So cutteeeee

Ugh it’s so h0t in my car I can’t sleep 😣

I was half 4sleep so sorry for not making sense lol my a1r matr3ss is broken basically. I think stup1d f4t b1tch did it and I stg me and my bf are gonna look for the hole and if it’s obvious it wasn’t an acc1dent imma be4t her 4ss 💜💜😊 so yeah I had 1.5 more p1eces of the ch3esebread after I p0sted

Almost 4 in the m0rning and I’m up because my A12 mattress now out of nowhere is deflating fast .. almost like someone put a hole in it 👀 trying to sleep in my car now. That ch3ese bre4d gave me bad 1ndigestion .. I shouldn’t have at more of it 🥺

Sm gre4se 😭 and it’s 170 c for one p1ece 🥲🔫

This was actually sm fun! I’m saving this for later lol

I like this f1lter / f1t/bc Today I’m wearing 2 pairs of shorts lol, I’m trying to keep them from falling down 🥲😂 in remember when they were both used to be SUPER tight

😳 I’m down to 172

First week of 0ct has already past 😭 I have to w/i today and I’m NERV0US

🎶oh Baby, what you wishin' for? Maybe you should wish it more Maybe the world is yours Maybe when it rains it pours I don't know how to wish anymore🎶

I honestly want to spend the next couple years saving up and then I’m gonna f4ke my d34th and just dis4ppear

Me when

I’m so upset rn .. I know it’s prolly bpd being bpd BUT ANYWAYS… I really like gh0stf4ce.. esp the r3d d3v1l masked one. Decided to p4int it tonight and felt decent about how it looks but the ppl we are staying for now, I don’t like them. The guy showed us his r3d d3v1l mask he got today and I’m

Don’t forget me 🥺🥺

🧡 0 c t o b e r T r a c k e r 👻 :

85 c 🎃🧡

I need to make my tracker and change my layout for 0ctob3r but I’m just really mentally exhausted right now and might have to prolong it til tomorrow 😓

This had me fkn CRYING 😭😂😂 can’t believe they’re out here serving comedy gold FOR FREE 💀

Because of the h4ck3r, I’m adding everyone on my backup !! Here’s a pic of my backup acct so yall know who I am in case my name being the same isn’t enough 😂