i’m too old to have nothing else going for me

ghosted my therapist again,, wish i could just have normal relationships with people

going to model for a micro needling session tomorrow so perfect excuse to fast (heal faster)

i think i have a cavity for the first time ever what the hell

rare photos i took in my salon bathroom where i don’t hate my body

dyed some kid’s hair blue at beauty school today

i didn’t feel hot until i got this tramp stamp today

going dancing again so i’m gonna eat a proper meal. kind of fucked that this is the only time i do but i guess that’s the disorder part

tw today is such a bad body image day,,i feel both too fat and too skinny at the same time

i’m obsessed with this massive protein coffee, it literally tastes like horchata and has 24g and like 150 cal <3

why do i feel the need to fast just because it’s the last day of the month? this disorder makes no sense

most micro shorts ever?? / bc

i think i don’t have more weight to lose until i put tight clothes on

did 20k steps today and now i’m having an entirely fried dinner

i want to spend the day making art and not thinking about food

london fog cake <3

the only thing is that literally nothing fits and i can’t afford smaller clothing and even if i could, it doesn’t really exist lmao

losing weight so slowly. but very consistently so ig i’m not mad about it

i was violently hungover for eight hours yesterday,, do not recommend replacing water with champagne

having nails makes me feel skinnier

how much more do i need to lose to LOOK skinny

this week at beauty school is so long. 4 more hours!!

i love dancing. so many hours of exercise and it’s fun the entire time

dark circles are ruining me

this mug and i r both massive

why is bmi 18 so big on me pls

not only am i not shopping or going out today but i am also not eating

well you could say i am consistent

how is everyone else doing this week

the fluctuation between 98-102 is brutal

annoyed bc my blood sugar is constantly low now and i have to keep drinking juice

eat your fat if you want your hair

i hate calories

gf cake

got a new bag

i feel so much peace when fasting

starting 2026 with another fast but i need to do this one right w electrolytes

new year

only 22 hours into this fast and i feel so nauseous but i need to start 2026 right now

y’all ever watch the swan? reality show from like 20 years ago. i’m speechless

just went to a chili’s for the first time and jc why is everything 1000+ cal ??

i’m really just maintaining,, i hate it here

mystery weight but i see progress

been liquid fasting for a couple days so i hope i lose tomorrow

still sick, but back at beauty school </3

breaking this 40 something hour fast for real with sourdough toast and tomato soup

gonna shave the bush so that i weigh 99 lbs again

break fast! might still wait til tomorrow morning to eat…

kombucha and cough drop for dinner

if i lose today i MAY have soup