today is either gonna be a really good day or really bad

my brain is pointing a scope at my math tutor for some reason. bro is absolutely not my type buuuut idk

idek gaf anymore my boyfriend is so useless, like bro washed towels with clothes and the drying rack is 3/4 empty

I lowkey miss stalking a guy that i obsess over

i wish my uni’s mensa would display the cals and macros of the meals they serve

oh my god my boyfriend is so dull it’s sad

I’m at the Mensa rn and i got rice pudding with mango as a desert and I’m so fucking nauseous rn. it’s vegan so I don’t know why

my new math tutor looks like my ex but as a ginger version with a goofy ah mustache

sorry for being inactive but uni has been sucking every ounce of energy out of me

I’m so tired

my time table is so brutal that i genuinely have to make a schedule for myself and plan my entire week hour by hour, otherwise I won’t survive the next 3 months

guys this semester is actually going to fvck me in the a33 so bad oh my god

training my mental strength by forcing myself to go to every class 🦵🏻

im very tempted to skip my class today because who thought it would be a good idea to put ONE class on our friday schedule at 3pm bro

tomodatchi life 2 is soooo good omg

i just realised i have to take biochemistry and biophysics next semester

oatsaurus on youtube is using voice changer mark my words

man my tuesdays and thursdays are freaking paaaacked. 8-19 and 9-20 likeee pleaseeee why 😭 11 hours TWICE a week is so much

i gained a bit of weight during Easter but today i weighed in back at 49kg

I can’t believe my 2 weeks off are already over. I feel like I truly used this time to it’s maximum though, instead of just staying indoors all day

securing my 10k steps again today

meeting another friend now and she hasn’t even left her apartment yet 💀 im already there. why am I like the only punctual person

my friend and I were supposed to meet 5 mins ago and she’s still in a different district btw 👍🏻 it’s so awkward to just stand here

I can’t stand people that are constantly late omgggg. Like if the train was cancelled or something it’s not your fault obviously but if it’s every goddamn timeeeee 😫

ohoh we’re getting to a point where stress and my diet are affecting my period again. day 36 and im still waiting for her

16k steps today im dead

i did not sleep well at all and now im super tired 😭

my mom was supposed to come over tomorrow and we were going to have a girls night together but she just cancelled. I don’t know why this affects me so deeply

i hate hate hate accutane so much, my hands are on fire everytime i put on gloves, my lips are cracked, my nose hurts every time i blow my nose etc and IM STILL GETTING NEW PIMPLES RN???

i miss my mom

stop i need to actually lock in tomorrow, i need to lose another 5kg before it gets too warm outside

and now a bot is quoting me and begging me for money???

why are randos finding my posts again. im grateful for the motivational words but pls this is edsky

im 1 weeks smoke free today and just NOW it’s starting to hit me that I wanna smoke again likeeee bro 😭

easter with the fam was alright, I ate way too much though :(

just woke up after dreaming of being in a lesbian relationship and going on a walk with her, holding hands and drinking a lemonade in a sunny park FUCKKKKKKK TAKE ME BACKKKKK

replacing tiktok with books this week felt so good. i don’t want to know what’s going on in the world anymore, I just want to be in my cozy little apartment, drink tea and read

the no-more-cigarettes-hunger is starting to hit me. or it’s pms. I can’t tell but I’ve been incredibly hungry since last night and I don’t like it

hmm it’s already 3:30 and I can’t be bothered to cook, should I just skip lunch?

day 5 of quitting cigs and I think this is going to be my last try. I don’t think I’m ever going to smoke daily again

I hate alcohol but my boyfriend flew home today and I need to cope

the love interest of the book I’m reading rn has the same name as oomf 👁️;👁️

quitting cigs has also been going well, i barely think about them because im keeping myself busy. i was scared I’d binge eat like crazy but I haven’t so far. I actually lost half a kg c:

i forgot how much fun reading is, my screen time is at an all time low rn

okay i only got to page 284 (83%) but tomorrow is another day and i have the other 3 books as well now

I’ve been binge reading twisted love all day. like genuinely to the point where I’m more than halfway finished even though I only started reading the book yesterday before going to bed