im so done and I still have to work another hour

I’m so pissed off everything is stressing me out AHHHH

i wanna key em sssss omgggg i tried to fix this shit for 1h and it’s still not working and sending this thing back is gonna take up 30 extra mins of my time

my graphics card isn’t working ☹️

i need a new keyboard so bad, the e and c keys don’t work properly anymore 😭 like this keyboard is so old, it has officially outlived my pc today, bc my new one finally arrived yayayyyy

okay okay six days, I think last evening wasn’t as bad as the evenings before 😝 we’re getting there

my current watch is 2 broke girls and since the show is about a cupcake business I’ve been craving those for a few days 💔

I’m so tired of studying

dunno how but it’s already been 5 days since I quit smoking

gonna start tracking my cals again because there’s no way in hell I’m this hungry after getting 3 full meals a day

I’m so hungry

I’m surprised I haven’t gained any weight though, bc I’m so hungry 😭 lowkey wanna start smoking again just to stay skinny

I’ve been trying to quit nicotine for the past 4 days and this is ROUGHHHHHH

everything’s always the same

sorry being inactive, the last 2 days were brutal, especially yesterday 😫 I left the house at 7am, was at the lab for 3 hours and then went to work for 7h 💔 and then there was issues with my train so I wasn’t home until almost 9pm slay

oh man gooood none of the people I’m usually with at uni is coming today so I’ll be all by myself

at the orthodontist rn because I simply can’t accept the fact that I’m no longer a teenager ✋🏻

some random ahh people have been following me lately 💀 especially nsfw accounts

You're not a loser you're very cool and a valued part of the Ash Union 💜

wow and this is the first thing i see after bsky is back up 💔

NOOO BLUEKSY IS DOWNNN

this month has been such a test to my sanity. i feel like im going more and more insane by the moment. the stress keeps piling.

I’m convinced I’m going to fail 4/5 exams 🤠

GUYYSS what are your go to safe meals?

I miss my ex still. I hope that every time my fav rapper posts he thinks of me

we went to a library to study and my stomach is making noises bc I’m hungryyyy😭 I only ate like 3 and a half hours ago tho

i hate integrals so much

we ran out of zaza 2 days ago so I completely stopped snacking again 😝 I was at 49.3kg this morning, which means I should finally hit 48kg in the next 2 days

I think my ex unblocked me on ig for a sec because I can see his pfp again lol 😭

crazy how one bad week undoes two weeks of progress

ok I think I’m back on course

knowing that I have to wait until his birthday to text him which is in october literally shatters my heart in pieces

I’m deleting old pictures for the first time in two and a half years right now and it’s the first time that I don’t get angry at old pictures of me and my ex

i did a workout which was not meant as a morning workout and I’m dizzy and nauseous now 😭

I’m genuinely sad non stop right now. What do I do about this 😭 I want to feel normal again

is it just me or does anybody else’s life feel like it goes in 2 year cycles? like every two years there’s a major change?

life is so weird

why am I so hurt by this omggg it’s all I’ve been thinking about

makko is literally such a good rapper yall don’t understand 😭 im so sad for everybody who isn’t German yall are genuinely missing out

doing a vegan bolognaise twomad today bc it’s high protein

Today is going better, I already studied chem for 2 hours

good morningggg new day, new chance to lock tf in

I’ll miss being 15 forever

im still in bed but i locked in and finished my math homework, which means I can focus on other stuff today 🙌🏻

i think i need to stop smoking zaza

NAHHHH WTF basically I met my ex half a year ago and everything was super chill and he told me a few days later that we can meet up again if my bf and I are down. a few months go by and suddenly im removed on instagram. now after another few months I texted him and asked him if he’s still down +

when my bf says some hurtful shit to me and then gets mad at me for going mute

my god my fyp is in shambles rn 😭 im sorry for everybody who is going through a rough patch atm, my dms are always open if somebody needs to vent <3

good morning gang, I need to lock in and study today. what are you guys up to today?

I only had a small meal earlier so I could order pizza tonight as a surprise for my bf because he had 2 exams today