“wondering where they are now” sorta day

happy anniversary

you're all posting thinkpieces meanwhile on twitter people are quote-tweeting the ayatollah begging him to stop posting poetry and build a nuke

i love intense, volatile people. i keep as many around as possible

listen, I don't know how to tell you this so I'm just going to say it in the most uncharitable and upsetting way possible

i hope you all see me as a helpful and friendly crazy person

When you go to yale for an mfa these days apparently you also agree to be featured in an instagram post with a studio glamour shot, it’s included with tuition

goals

Every time you’re mad that someone isn’t replying to you fast enough somewhere someone else is also mad at you for not replying to them fast enough

I love the distinction between melodic metalcore and melodic hardcore (Especially melodic hardcore that’s also metalcore) In that they’re nothing alike. It’s a toothsome specimen of how clumsy our categorization systems are

Keep your goths in mind on this difficult morning as the days start to get longer.

the reincarnation of T.E. Lawrence is a traumatised tranny somewhere in brooklyn

Studio space lol

while you were commanding a chatbot to declare its love for you i was trying to avoid the same outcome from 7,000 fifty seven year old men with profile pictures like gestapo mugshots

quit ruining my good works

age regression but it’s dancing to Cock Sparrer in the tube station on a tuesday morning

Every morning I wake up to you all sharing the stupidest ragebait clickbait dorkbait takes into my feed like mangy cats dragging home dead mice as a gift. Did you know you can just not look at what those magazines say? You can completely 100% just ignore them.

nothing will make you really, truly hate the holidays quite like sex work

i am vegetarian but i do think if a parrot calls a man a “cuck” he has the right to physically defend his honor

whenever i get jealous of trans photography critical mass i have to remind myself that trans fiber arts critical mass has already existed for some time i just dont respect it

The subway is so unreliable now that if you have to switch trains your two options are “leave twenty extra minutes per train and arrive 40 minutes early” or “pretend the schedule is normal and arrive 30 minutes late.”

I’ve realized there are two types of rain in NYC: light rain (umbrella unnecessary) and heavy rain getting directionally into your face (umbrella useless)

i can and i do and it sucks ass trust me on this

at the total cosmic limit saturation of transgender schizophrenia i am waiting by the door, asking for your last cigarette

playing with the idea that part of The Problems is that a number of things that were private have become social and a number of things that were social have become private

most listened to albums of 2025 (in order)

i slept 14 hours out of pure animal exhaustion last night and i'm still running a sleep deficit of like 30 hours this week lol

love how this doesn't even narrow it down

honestly harrowing how much of my self actualization as a woman is dependent on vyvanse

avant-garde thoughts, status quo fingers

truly the best new music. lex is a genius

there's an aging ied in my brain like the ones the army left all over cambodia and it's making me forget how to dance

you can solve a pathological fear of being alone by just making sure you’re never alone ever

created a plex server for my massive (1000+ albums) FLAC library, message me with your username if you want in

Younger people who act the way I used to act when I was young are a daily lesson in humility.

really leaning into the whole “unkempt dissolute british aristocrat” thing

going to a haircut looking like Death, hoping to emerge as Death but slightly sexier

one more week of this insomnia and i’ll have the entire script of Lawrence of Arabia memorised

girl who doesnt trust herself or anyone

need some art to seduce me into living fr

he met 4 trans women for lunch and banned polyamory what did they tell him

sobriety itself is not hard but hearing things people say to you while you are not drunk is

I'm at a truck stop in PA: it's dark, it's raining, and I'm being marketed taurine-infused stroopwafels. what is anything?