This is the year of not me but one of my bandmates, allowing me to reap secondhand benefits

I love the distinction between melodic metalcore and melodic hardcore (Especially melodic hardcore that’s also metalcore) In that they’re nothing alike. It’s a toothsome specimen of how clumsy our categorization systems are

don’t tell anyone in one of the bands I’m in but without them I’d be lonesome

does anyone else make Mel Blanc noises when applying t gel or is that just me

Conversation with Tofu and his friends had them conclude that, WRT family seeing everything you do in the afterlife, that when you enter the gates of Heaven and greet your Salvadoran great great grandma for the first time she will truly deeply *know* why you barked on command while sitting on a boot

karaoke at Father Knows Best last night had people absolutely killing a curated selection of stepdad rock like Breaking Benjamin etc

Sugar? We’re going down.

in the pussy like please forgive me

Studio space lol

Zoë has decided to get a tattoo and immediately made herself a design document to maintain a coherent theme and source of references lmfao I love her so much

I think if some skin tones have to be food like “mocha” or “olive” then they all have to be, like “salmon” or “gristle”

All the white kids growing up thought my granddad was in the mob because he talked funny and combed his hair back with one of them finger brushes

If I could live in the practice studio I would

I have mixed feelings about sending my mother short form videos but “Latino Dads Be Like” makes her send me laugh crying emojis

There should be a way to replicate the feeling of buying another guitar that costs like $5

I describe most of my mannerisms and works as “impressionist”

personally I’m all for metalhead agnes

calling catholics 'massoids'

Describing our screamo band as “blackened whitebelt” keeps making me laugh

Every attempt can be a sophomoric one if you believe in yourself. Or don’t

out: matching tattoos in: matching rib fractures

someone DMed me years ago to let me know they got this doodle of mine tattooed on their body indefinitely

ideas of reference type music

I got to play a cello yesterday

welcome to the uncle zone

The right-wing hate campaign against trans people is real, from the Trump admin, state level government, to the conservative media apparatus. But please read reports like this very carefully. Trans fearmongering massively boosts social media engagement which encourages this irresponsible framing.

being a transfem that hungers for transmasc swagger is a mythological burden

life seems dedicated lately to reminding me how good I was at being femme, and how differently I was treated. approachability not really my primary concern anymore though

I put on a black t-shirt and now I feel better

everything is in healthy vibrant motion save for the part of me built to recognize it

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when you take testosterone it starts looking the way it used to. it changes colors. your shit's all like "long have i slumbered"

Zoë and I can share hair products and I don’t know if you get this but that’s so huge. It’s massive

poetry rocks

I write poems and short stories. It’s been a while but I’m back at it so I might as well promote some old work I’m proud of: lossuelos.com/naked-nest/

Eventually one half gets used to it but it is always a bitter observation that weight fluctuations or awkward hair lengths so significantly impact how one is treated in even platonic contexts

barked at fireworks, made her swoon

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working title for project is: 21st Century Guide to Menswear or January 23rd collection

this un

Because Tofu gifted me that commission of Hyena!Viv I know definitively what my fursona is/would be. It’s a nice thing to have established. This is how I imagine the religious must feel

Tuned my backup guitar to DADGAE and I regret to inform you I’ve laughed thinking about it like four times already

The smartest people I know will say things like “the concept of left and right has always been a difficult one for me”

my biggest “i understand it now” ever