whenever my friends post a picture of them not in new york city it's like ok

i dont like hearing white people talk about 'half birthdays'

fuckkkkk i forgot im a schizophrenic

currently feeling like i could confidently never drink again but just as strongly want to pick back up cigarettes and pills

how am i supposed to trust a publicist with like than 2000 followers

nothing is stupider to invest your time into than the politics of another city's trans scene

Today I woke up at 2 AM. Instead of falling back asleep my brain decided to conjure up these images which haunted my mind palace until properly expelled

took vyvanse to be productive and ended up pooping 6 times in an hour

holding two truths close to my heart and they make my tits look huge

my band pink must is touring europe starting this week! if you live in any of these places please come say hi and hang out! we have lots of new songs and will be slinging t shirts, cds and get this- a soon to be released vinyl repress of our first record 😎

K

telling her i can feel a new memory forming while in missionary >>

life is the moments between janie sending me hearts in the groupchat

genuinely just eating broccoli for dinner

looked at this and asked 'why dont i look like this every day' and then realized i actually can do that

wish i wanted bottom surgery bc i love talking about my body online

(oblivious) hopefully when my art project comes to light my behavior will be justified

i will never have a name as cool as rico suave

invented a new preposition 'wowards'. like 'towards' but with joie de vivre

your pansexuality is not my problem

tossing up exploding lawn darts on feeld talking about some 'does your girlfriend hit you enough'

inescapable conclusion is we have no laws, just cops

eating noodles naked is what we have left

bladee is the white thom yorke

life is the space between hypomania

i'm gonna put the 💯 emoji in my bandcamp lyrics that you can only find if you read them online

im pretty close

they dont tell you how important gut health is in your art practice. you seriously cannot be pooping this much when youre sitting down to write

wrote two melodies today

humiliating how the boyfriends of bi girls are the economic anchor of our best boundary-pushing electronic music shows

i know i'm filipino because every time i get a little lit i wanna start rapping

alcohol is evil but sometimes you drink and listen to music at the same time and god tells you exactly what you need to do

it's gonna be so funny to all my mutuals when i drop 30 pounds to get really muscular for no reason

righteous violence >>

pussy leads me to depths not even sunlight can touch but sometimes it's a really cool electronic set

(surrounded by opportunity and encouragement and girls who like me) i have got to kill myself

a lot of new york is watching skinny people get applauded for not good art

so stressed i'm having involuntary eardrum spasms

call me by your name is so good i have GOT to chase something beautiful and fleeting asap

you ever start hating someone so much it seems like they have 5 birthdays a year

anubis weighing my heart against a feather and me making those scales hit the quan

2022: w6ssup im a top lolz 2026: i've been thinking about since we last met. i listened to all your music and reading recs. honestly i should be reading more frank o'hara. last night i had a dream i was standing by the shore but the waves dragged in bones instead of seaweed

riften from skyrim is the only place i would live that isnt nyc

sending a follow request to someone you've already slept with is so humiliating

the 6 train writes on you

whatsapp ricky

(cleaning blood off the mirror) at least im becoming a better writer