from unapologetic: the journal of irresponsible gender (chicago, 1997, anne tagonist)

if you see a video of a far right media figure and agree with what they’re saying your impulse should be to be disturbed with yourself rather than pleased that they’re coming around #my2cents

when I was in high school being sexually harassed by a nazi for being biracial I reported him to the school and was told I didn’t understand his sense of humor #lol

more of my friends should put out books so I can go to their book releases and then think about how talented they are on the train ride home

hannahaccount.bandcamp.com/album/echo-w... echo worship is out today on bandcamp!

no longer in graduate school

ohh that’s just my irrational fear . No it’s ok no need to validate it

i can’t stop winning!

Everywhere you turn neurotic midwestern dykes are leading us into the future

learning something as an adult you knew as a child is so strange. ghost of muscle memories past

books of the day

reading lesbian essays from the 80s to remember my neuroses are the same as everyone who has ever had my interests ambitions and lifestyle

five years sober lol

I will be in beautiful New York City from October 22nd-28th and I probably want to hang out with you 👍

lol

no it’s cool I just didn’t expect the defense of NAMBLA. I’m sure the rest of what you’re saying is politically coherent though

Sometimes we learn to do it the same; sometimes, to do it differently

(concerned dissertation chair voice) and do you have an analyst?

Dorothy Allison !

going to the laptop for 8 am pre work therapy

number one thing I’m learning from writing about photography is I’m scared of it

if I was self actualized I would have a big book in which I logged everything I read and what I thought about it and which phrases I continued to turn over for the next week

it does very strange things to artists online when the primary thing they are able to market is intimate access to process

my most perverse regular thought is that I think it would feel soooooo good to be a born again christian

[getting struck by lightning for like the 16th time] okay that's crazy but there's no way it'll happen again

do not put music on your Instagram post . Why would I want a picture to yell at me

the worst part of being on meds that make it hard to eat is looking it up to see if anyone has a solution and all the results being like “this is awesome because I hate food and my body and fat people :)”

it’s so sad that my life was collapsing in June so I couldn’t celebrate the 10 year anniversary of Rachel dolezal being cancelled

can another one of my friends get preg I want to make another baby sweater

i ❤️ realizing the obvious

new on Joyland today — a short story by Chicago’s very own @fistfightjones.bsky.social, edited by me. this one’s for anyone who has gone to a party against their better judgement, especially if your ex was there. joylandpublishing.com/fiction/in-c...

Ira and I have stopped saying "good morning" to each other

Transgender Pursuit Of Beauty And Truth

scrolling past my friends eulogy to get to the part of the notes app where I store the John Berger quotes

no it’s cool I actually hate getting responses to my texts and emails

sometimes I see a picture of one of my friends from high school and am stunned by how much she looks like her mother now

to celebrate hellie’s birthday im taking an above average number of photos of normal buildings

against great odds the posting through it embargo remains in effect

good morning everyone . What is your favorite fagcent

remembered halfway through the poetry reading that i just found out ocean vuong is not transgender and got kind of distracted

keen eyes will see beautiful bookends in florence

tomorrow I will buy my flights to New York. DONT let me forget.

they should let me make polls on here . Quick everyone yes or no

if you lie very still nothing can see you

the tinny diner speakers giveth (Whitney Houston) and they taketh away (Benson Boone)

really channeling my grandma today (buying 3 bouquets of flowers at the grocery store, getting annoyed when they don’t have greenery, frying plantains for a crowd, doing logistics for a funeral)

actually so special to see an interview focused so closely on form (!!!!!!!!)

Here endeth the Lesson