For what are the comprehensible terrors of man compared with the interlinked terrors and wonders of God!

noooooo .... dont make me respect the mystery.... ..

The film spectactor might adopt the silkworm’s motto: inclusum labor illustrat; because I am shut in I work, and shine with all the intensity of my desire

Books are good because they show you more ways you can use words. And then you can think better/cooler

leonard cohen

i love laptop i will never forget again how much i love laptop

So how do you know each other? Shit we all resolved to gear our writing to put narratives to you as real questions that need answers, and that these questions, along with our understanding and practice, would grow more energetic and precise 😂

sorry i couldnt answer your texts i was busy shopping for asinine lenses

the most exciting part of family abolition is never having a father brother or uncle again

everybody get more estranged NOW!!!

Rigorous pursuit

computer is broken and i don’t have social media on my phone so this is how im experiencing your posts

bummer that most of the writing trans people get paid to do is listicle dreck that other trans people make fun of them for

I miss private accounts

Accidentally reconstructing the experience of being in grad school by having three distinct extensive reading projects, writing i should be doing but am ignoring, and a lot of pressing but unsolvable personal problems

had my first experience today of an oncologist repeatedly getting things wrong and admitting it was because she was reading the AI summary of the chart and not the chart itself

the worst part of my mom having cancer is missing prime Lake Michigan ice season. The second worst part

you can create soooo many exciting new feelings just by touching your dead dads stuff

to me, lesbian-feminism is unremarkable — just a glimpse into how lesbian and feminist my mind has become

fanart @readeasel.bsky.social

the way im pursuing rigorously

doing some moby tourism

every day another of god's little tests

everyone is blowing up my phone begging to hear about my moms oncology appointment 🙄

a youngest son can laugh (have a stack of 8.5x11 glossy headshots out in the living room) but an eldest daughtxr must only chuckle (clean cat piss off a wall)

how could i hate the computer when it shows me quilts

a quilt is exactly like a movie

this is making me go crazy

Dana Farber? I Hardly Know 'Er

hatefully restored in 1K,

chicago stocks plummeting . im betting the farm on beautiful marion massachusetts

at any moment things can go so wrong that the best case scenario becomes "moving to boston"

i didnt think it was possible but instagram made their desktop interface even worse. this will encourage me to cut my 5 minutes a day down to zero

This site is nothing this site is toys

you can make almost any emily dickinson poem about cancer if you try hard enough

im on the computer playing with my pdfs

the two revolutions is actually i think maybe more than any other single book very helpful for understanding Contemporary Trans Community Discourse but it is also very funny

my webring :) irabeare.net/webring

yeah i come from a family of overachievers (both parents stage 4 at diagnosis)

you would think i'd get at least a decade between terminal parent cancers . five years, even

it's lowkey all ganging agley

i think if i was cisgender i would be getting really really religious rn

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also this book has the most perfect trim for my proclivities (carrying a book around in my back pocket so i don't need a bag)

no more mediocrity partisans please