watching season 19 of project runway and it’s absolutely FASCINATING because it’s the “post covid” season and some of the behavior is just so specific to that era

New awareness campaign

how can i be so depressed while literally taking antidepressants lmao like what the actual fuck is wrong with my brain, what am i missing lmao

Japan's "Mundane Halloween" costume contest is back! Each year website DailyPortalZ holds a contest where people dress up as something super duper ordinary. Here's a thread of some of my favorites from the 2025 contest! #MundaneHalloween

went to the cranbrook art museum today and walked the grounds after, it was nice

feeling very depressed today : )

November 1st

deleted my last few posts bc i can’t read— my gov’t frozen loans are still on hold til nov 2028 so i don’t need to panic yet but still applied for an income driven repayment plan and we’re just gonna see what happens lmao still big mad about student loan debt every gotdang day of my life tho

took a few days off at work so i could be alone with my feelings and a metric ton of arts and crafts supplies while i stay at my partner’s house while he is in japan …sounds a lot more mentally ill than it is, i promise haha

i pay $662/mo for my student loans - they’re the single largest obstacle on the path to independence. not trinkets or little treats or even a $10 coffee. i could cancel every subscription, stop getting takeout, stop taking vitamins, & i still won’t be anywhere near closer to living on my own.

is it dramatic to say that going to college ruined my life? sure, but that doesn’t stop it from being true.

MY TAXES ARE DONE, FINALLY I AM FREE FOR ANOTHER… THREE MONTHS!!!

I think a lot about how Michelle Obama remarked on regularly being in rooms with the most powerful and wealthy people in the world and her chief takeaway was that they're just not that smart

i got approved for an apartment!!! i won’t be moving out until december but it feels good to have a plan. as soon as i have a move-in date i will be counting down the MINUTES until i am fucking free

my computer crashed and the excel sheet with all my tax information didn’t save and there is no “recoverable” copy so literally nothing is left and i have to start over. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i crave time. more than i crave food, more than i crave sleep, more than i NEED money or proper diagnosis for whatever the fuck is wrong with me. while money would ideally buy me time, time would be the answer for my problems overall idk if that makes the sense i want it to, but oh well

I’m not kidding when I say these weird ass costumes and antics are actually an extremely effective tactic from a media standpoint bc when enough people do them, the media can’t fully scrub them out

It is with deep sadness that we share the news of the passing of Thomas E. Brown, PhD. Dr. Brown’s work transformed how we see #ADHD: not as distraction, but as a complex challenge of executive functioning. To learn more or to contribute in Dr. Brown’s memory, visit chadd.org/Honoring-Tho...

How do I explain to offline people that my favorite Japanese mascot said "we can only be liberated from queer oppression if we are truly seen as human" and then started wielding fireworks like a rocket launcher on the side of a mountain without sounding like I've totally lost it? Chiitan forever

this last week i think i have felt every single emotion possible and i am VERY TIRED ABOUT IT

Why aren't people praising me at all times? Seems like an oversight.

y’all i have seriously cut back on the twitter use but i keep forgetting about this app!!!! how the heck are y’all anyway?

You can't just tell your dog he's handsome all the time, you also have to compliment his job performance

i am taking the clinically recommended dose of tylenol, and no more, so that i will become mediocre at magic the gathering

this is all i can offer. i’m disabled, queer and neurodivergent. i’m too sick for anything else. i’m beyond severe exhaustion and pain. i need help. please consider picking up just one thing. we are affordable and high quality 🥹😥❤️‍🩹

The thing about being neurodivergent is that I Like It. What I don’t like is that the world imposes numerous taxes on me for being like this. I don’t view it as a Me problem.

i challenge you to find cooler news today than “despite all odds against American scientific research rn, a CO researcher developed a temperature-stable, single dose rabies vaccine that works bc of particles coated in CANDY & SAPPHIRE, & it could help reduce rabies deaths in places w/o electricity”

Autism is a natural divergence from neurotypicality. It's normal & not the tragedy these clowns are making it out to be. Transness is a natural divergence from cisnormativity. It's normal & not the tragedy these clowns are making it out to be. Just deal with people being different than you.

i have no one to talk to about this new limp bizkit single and it’s eating me up inside!!!

got the double jab yesterday for the winter season and today i am achey, my skin hurts, and all my joints are sore lmao. guess i’m not as tough as i used to be? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

y’all everything is just too dang much

welp youma straight up denied me from AA this year, for the first time ever. i am pretty sad, and i know a lot of other “vets” that got denied as well and idk what any of us are going to do to replace that income.

Just taking note of who this site's leaders care enough about to mourn, and who they do not! 📝

"comedy is dead in america" should've referred to stuff like how we're not allowed to laugh when a nazi is shot specifically after saying gun violence isn't a problem, not about whenever slurs become slightly less profitable for a brief period.

“So what if he disagreed with you, he didn’t deserve to die” But he thought I did. This isn’t disagreement. It’s someone who was not only opposed to my existence but was called a good and faithful servant by the church for doing it. I don’t have to mourn that. And asking me to is violence too.

what a fucking way to find out magic is real

michigan still has non-binary as an option on your driver’s license but i was definitely too chickenshit to select it. but it’s still there, which is cool.

Any woman worth your time will care about your hobbies. If the dick good enough she’ll start asking about the differences between mainline Shin Megami Tensei and Persona

i just wish i had more time for everything… even the things i don’t particularly enjoy but know need to be done. i just keep losing more and more time and can’t figure out how to get any of it back! (bc you can’t!!!!! ever!!!!!!!!!!!)

"2013" if I can impart anything to younger folks, it's how the ubiquitous animosity towards millenials was crazy- it was constant, like a joke everyone kept making. Like whatever jokes there are about gen z, it was ten fold back then, you couldn't escape it. I wonder a lot about how much that did

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got like 3 hours of sleep last night and came into work to some major attitude that was 10000% unwarranted so if you need me i will be isolating for the rest of the day lmao FUUUUUCKVJVVJJVJ

same for artists. no artist is burnt out because their workload would be less with AI or their project managing software could be assisted by AI. we’re burnt out because our work is not respected enough. what we do is seen as disposable and replaceable, rather than valuable.

While tech bros are banning the word cracker as a slur I am busy inventing the term ‘Charcuterians’.

sorry that i don’t post for months and then come on here and post an unhinged and deeply personal string of word soup. i promise it’s not a cry for help lmao i just need to work some shit out and this app has the least amount of brainrot to bounce it off of

having a lot of complicated thoughts about food lately. my relationship to it has changed a lot over the last five years & it’s been really difficult to articulate. those who have known me for longer might remember my early musings about how food is the sixth love language —