Today was my goal day to be moved by. Instead I got depressed and stopped eating, lost 50 lbs, made a mess so bad I'm getting mice out of my house and got deeply, deeply suicidal. Happy birthday to me.

It's my birthday and all I want is to be committed.

In 2022, I experienced a mental breakdown; getting through it fundamentally changed me. This was the last song I wrote before changing focus. It's very much a summary of all that came before: I didn't hold back and just wrote freely, first as an 8-bit track before applying everything I've learned.

Babe, wake up, new HRT just dropped. theonion.com/mccormick-in...

I may suck at Blender, but I suck a bit less each time I come back.

Not saying I'm an octopus, but someone SHOULD give me a puzzle box with a crustacean inside.

Yiffany Blue now open for pre-order too! ^.=.^ LINK: v-art.co.uk/collections/...

Without downloading any new photos, where are you at mentally?

GNU Terry Pratchett, whose words will echo long after we, and our children, and our children’s children have moved on thank you, as always, for making me a better person (quote from Reaper Man)

finally, the low-calorie alternative to burgers i've been looking for

My favorite thing about Deltarune is that I can claim anything has happened to someone who hasn't played and they will have 0 clue if it's true or not.

AUDITIONS FOR MY VTUBER AGENCY OPEN ON MAY 1!!!!!!! 🔥

Driving back home to my depression nest just in time for my birthday.

I am tired of cyberpunk dystopia. I want lesbian fairies in a tree domestic fantasy.

This is every transition timeline I've ever seen

That meow meow pilot :3 (I kinda overdid the background haha) #furry #furryartist

Only in furry can you wind up going from your friend you usually talk with about how hot cartoon mice are to the two of you suddenly seriously discussing the state of global politics

I'm not broke! Ft: @b0tster.yeag.gay

crop gonna kill this one

Finally getting my progesterone refilled after months and how suddenly better I have felt has made me suspect my deeply suicidal depression the past few months may have been simulated Postpartum Depression and I do not know what to do with that thought.🫪

I should probably stop doing business correspondence from my NSFW BSky, huh?

This legit makes perfect sense

#repostyourart 🎤day 13- Artist #brart • #kasaneteto • #fanart

Man, I am really, really, dreading this family trip

Commission roundup for @slashzaku.bsky.social (blue) @hive.dance (non-blue lol) Enjoy the avatars~

Please let me do house music somewhere. 👉👈

"Meet me in the middle" ,says the unoptimized man.

Gentle reminder…

I wish steam remote play could let me run a playspace from my laptop but run VRC from my desktop.

I'm in this picture and I love it

Hey everyone! @manacurves.bsky.social and I are going to be doing a Horror podcast and are looking for an editor! Someone who is extremely passionate about the Horror genre in film and television and is down to explore with us as we set out on this new journey! If this sounds like you DM!

Between this and the Missouri AG refusing to issue me a new birth certificate. I would have been cut off from the ability to vote if I didn't already have a passport. I am accepting donations to help get me out of this state.

Hey we're all out of cherry, was there another flavor popsicle you wanted? Tekken Bowl Announcer Voice: GRAPE! GRAPE! GRAPE! GRAPE!

Found 'em.

Posting this again for TDOV because I feel like living again today. gofund.me/c6a5c3de9

I would like a trans day of chill-everybody.

I match VR now

The best gift you can give a trans person is employment. Then it’s marrying them so they can get on your insurance, then it’s a gundam

New hat

I think it's coming soon

i keep happening much to my own chagrin

Watching "Good Luck, Have Fun, Don't Die" at a VR movie night is perhaps the optimal viewing experience.

Hey thanks for letting me crash out with minimal drama gang

I can speak a surprisingly good animalese and would gladly record hours of it for free.